Can you please stop hating

Feeling Jin Zhuoxiao leaning over and pressing down, Yu Xi bent her arms to block his chest. Her eyes were already sore, but she still looked at him stubbornly and said, "Jin Zhuoxiao, don't force me to hate you."

"Do you think I want this?"

Yu Xi's words seemed to have angered Jin Zhuoxiao. Veins popped up on the side of his neck, and his eyes were full of anger. "I've said that I can change everything. I can stop messing around with other women and I can slowly pursue you. But how do you treat me?"

"You disappeared without a trace, and I was almost going crazy, and you dressed up and attended the party with another man?"

He became more and more annoyed as he spoke, and his tone became more and more manic, as if he wanted to vent all the emotions that had been pent up during this period of time: "Do you know that I wanted to kill you when I saw you?"

Yu Xi's heart felt like it was being held in someone's hand. She couldn't breathe for a while, and her eyes gradually became wet. She explained in a trembling voice: "The relationship between Sun Lin and I is not what you think. We are innocent and we are not even friends."

"What about you blocking me? You want to break up with me? Is this all a misunderstanding?"

Jin Zhuoxiao's eyes were red, like a wounded beast. He was so powerful, yet so sad.

His series of questions left Yu Xi speechless.

Yu Xi didn't know how to talk about Yang Huijuan. She was afraid of revealing her shameful past in front of Jin Zhuoxiao, and she was also afraid that Jin Zhuoxiao would be threatened by Yang Huijuan because of her.

Yu Xi had to swallow all the grievances in her heart. She bit her lower lip tightly, and her eyes were filled with tears, as if they would overflow in the next second.

The two of them were in a stalemate for a few seconds, and the atmosphere fell into deathly silence, and even the air seemed to be stagnant.

Jin Zhuoxiao saw the tears in her eyes, took a deep breath to suppress his emotions, and whispered: "Yu Xi, I have never asked for anything, but now I beg you, tell me, what should I do?"

Yu Xi's eyelashes trembled. She lowered her head to hide her tears and choked softly, "I'm sorry, Jin Zhuoxiao, I'm sorry."

Jin Zhuoxiao pinched Yu Xi's face, stared at her, and almost begged: "I don't want to be sorry, I want you to love me."

His almost desperate words pierced Yu Xi's heart like a sword. Guilt, heartache, and longing that were forcibly concealed by busyness, multiple emotions burst out in an instant, directly crushing reason.

Yu Xi stopped resisting, held Jin Zhuoxiao's face, closed her eyes and kissed him.

Jin Zhuoxiao was stunned for only a moment, then he kissed her back fiercely. He held Yu Xi in his arms, looking as ferocious as if he wanted to swallow her up.

Yu Xi was very submissive, like a pool of water, opening her mouth to tolerate all of Jin Zhuoxiao's strength.

As their lips and tongues intertwined, their breathing became more and more rapid. Yu Xi's brain became a little unclear due to a slight lack of oxygen.

She was lying on the bed, her face flushed, her eyes half closed, her pupils sparkling, and her cold face carried a natural charm.

Jin Zhuoxiao's throat tightened as he watched, and the fire in his heart grew stronger and stronger, spreading all the way to every part of his body.

He took off the jade Buddha from his chest and put it into the drawer beside the bed. He then took out a box of condoms and roughly tore off the straps on Yu Xi's shoulders.

Yu Xi came back to her senses in shock, and asked breathlessly: "Why did you tear my clothes?"

"It's okay. I'll buy you new ones. As many as you want."

Jin Zhuoxiao lowered his head and kissed Yu Xi's earlobe, his breathing was heavy and his voice was low and hoarse.

The breath with body temperature made Yu Xi tremble. She closed her eyes, bit her lower lip, and said no more.

With a sharp "hiss" sound, the thin silk dress was torn into pieces like paper by Jin Zhuoxiao, and fell to the side of the bed in pieces.

He kissed along Yu Xi's neck all the way down.

Yu Xi's tightly closed eyelashes fluttered, and her nerves were as tense as a bowstring, so that she could clearly feel Jin Zhuoxiao's breathing, the cedar scent on his body, and his every movement.

This was the most difficult night for Yu Xi. Her emotions were like a torrent, forced to surge and stir by the wind and waves until she was exhausted.

*

The next day.

Yu Xi opened her eyes hazily, feeling as if her throat was cracked, and every joint in her body was tired and sore.

She frowned and rubbed her eyes, and it took her a long time to recover.

Yu Xi was drunk when they broke up, so she didn’t have a deep impression of it, but she remembered it very clearly last night.

It was not known whether Jin Zhuoxiao was deliberately making things difficult for Yu Xi. He refused to let her relax and even made some excessive demands, forcing her to please him.

Yu Xi felt ashamed and tormented, as if she was dying. Thinking back on it now, she still blushes.

Thinking of Jin Zhuoxiao, Yu Xi suddenly woke up. She wanted to sit up, but as soon as she moved, her body hurt and she froze in place.

Yu Xi slowed down, sat up slowly, the quilt fell down, and she found that she was wearing a loose black T-shirt.

She looked very clean, most likely having taken a shower. Judging from the size of her clothes, they should belong to Jin Zhuoxiao. So where is Jin Zhuoxiao?

Yu Xi looked around in confusion. This was not the club from last night, nor was it Jin Zhuoxiao's western-style building in Yuehu Mansion, but a bedroom that was completely unfamiliar to Yu Xi.

The decoration of the house is Italian light luxury, just like the bedroom of the boss on TV, very high-end, but it seems to lack the breath of life.

Yu Xi frowned. Where is this?

Just as I was feeling confused, the bedroom door was pushed open.

Yu Xi's heart skipped a beat when she heard the noise. She looked up at the door and saw Jin Zhuoxiao, wearing black home clothes, walking in with a glass of water. She instantly breathed a sigh of relief.

She almost thought she was abandoned somewhere deserted, but luckily it was alright.

"This is where?"

Yu Xi scared herself when she opened her mouth. Her voice was so hoarse that she almost couldn't make a sound.

Jin Zhuoxiao came over, handed her the water, and replied, "Another place in the city."

Yu Xi was indeed thirsty, so she took the water and drank it in big gulps. The warm water flowed over her throat, like watering the dry ground, and she felt instantly more comfortable.

After she finished her drink, she said, "Thank you."

Jin Zhuoxiao took the empty cup from Yu Xi, put it on the bedside table, and sat down beside the bed.

His eyes, as black as ink, stared at Yu Xi quietly, and he said in a calm voice: "Let's talk."

Yu Xi glanced at the wound on Jin Zhuoxiao's lower lip that she had bitten. The memories of last night flooded into her mind again. She lowered her head and pursed her lips.

She was emotional last night and did things without thinking about the consequences. Now she doesn't know how to deal with this situation.

Seeing that she didn't say anything, Jin Zhuoxiao said to himself: "I don't know who the woman you are talking about is, but I only have one female friend who I have a good relationship with. She was the one who stood next to me last night. Are you talking about her?"

Yu Xi bit her lip and nodded.

Seeing this, Jin Zhuoxiao's eyes flickered and he continued, "Her name is Pei Jingtong. She is a childhood friend of Zhang Yichi and me. She immigrated to the United States with her family a few years ago. She is back to celebrate the New Year during the holidays."

"..."

The relationship between childhood friends should be good, but their previous actions were too intimate. Yu Xi felt uncomfortable in her heart, her fingers slightly curled up and she said nothing.

Jin Zhuoxiao: "Pei Jingtong likes girls. She has a 1.82-meter-tall handsome girlfriend in the United States. I can introduce her to you someday."

Yu Xi looked up in surprise: "?"