Can you please stop hating

Yu Xi cried for a long time before she stopped. Her eyes and nose were red, and her shoulders were shaking.

Jin Zhuoxiao pulled her to sit down, wiped her tears with a tissue, gave her some water, and asked in a gentle voice, "Are you feeling better?"

Yu Xi nodded, but still sobbed.

Jin Zhuoxiao sighed, held her hand and said, "Yu Xi, don't listen to what your mother said. All the bad results were not caused by your subjective intention, so you don't have to blame yourself so much."

Yu Xi choked up and said, "But, but if it weren't for me, these things wouldn't have happened."

"We don't have the ability to predict the future, which means we are always likely to make mistakes. If every accidental accident has to be strictly confessed, then there will be no completely innocent people in this world."

Jin Zhuoxiao said calmly, "My mother almost died giving birth to me, and her body hasn't fully recovered yet. If you follow your line of thought, then am I also an unforgivable sinner and have to spend my whole life in regret?"

Yu Xi: “…”

"Although my appearance brought serious crisis to my parents, they still love me very much."

Jin Zhuoxiao: "So, Yu Xi, a large part of what you think is sin is imposed on you by your family. It is not that serious in fact."

Yu Xi's nose was sour: "Then you were cheated of so much money because of me, and it's not my fault? This can obviously be changed."

Jin Zhuoxiao: "It can be changed, but the main conflict in this matter is your mother, not you, so don't put all the blame on yourself."

Yu Xi still blamed herself: "But you still have to give her a lot of money."

Jin Zhuoxiao smiled: "For me, any problem that can be solved with money is not a problem. No matter how much money I spend, I can earn it back. But there is only one Yu Xixi in this world, so I don't suffer any loss at all."

The emotions that Yu Xi had just suppressed were about to burst out again. When people feel happy, they seem to be more emotional.

Seeing this, Jin Zhuoxiao hurriedly said, "Don't cry anymore. If you cry, we will all go hungry."

Yu Xi raised her hand to wipe away her tears, forcing herself to stop crying.

Jin Zhuoxiao curled his lips and said, "Go to the bathroom and wash your face. I'll ask the waiter to take the order."

Yu Xi: “Yeah.”

In order to cover up the marks of being beaten last night, Yu Xi put on makeup today. She felt so miserable after crying so much.

Fortunately, her makeup was light and suitable, so she didn't look like a ghost.

Yu Xi took a deep breath, looked at herself in front of the mirror, and touched up her makeup before returning to the box.

Jin Zhuoxiao happened to have ordered the dishes, and when he saw her coming back, he said, "Do you want to add anything else?"

Yu Xi sat down and said, "I can do anything."

"Okay," Jin Zhuoxiao handed the menu to the waiter and said, "That's all."

The waiter took it: "Okay."

After the waiter left, Jin Zhuoxiao patted his legs and said to Yu Xi, "Come and sit down."

Yu Xi felt a little embarrassed, pursed her lips, and sat down reluctantly.

Jin Zhuoxiao hugged her and said, "I'll have someone send the card with the money over in the next two days. Once I give the card to your mother, I'll move your household registration directly."

Yu Xi lowered her eyes: "Yeah."

Jin Zhuoxiao: "Once the household registration is settled, you can pack up and come back to Huaning with me."

Yu Xi's eyelashes twitched. This time she left, she would completely draw a line between herself and her family, and she would probably never come back again: "Okay."

Jin Zhuoxiao comforted him, "Don't worry, I won't let you suffer any more grievances."

Yu Xishui's eyes flickered slightly, she suppressed the sour feeling in her chest and nodded.

*

After dinner, Jin Zhuoxiao asked, "Do you want to go out for a walk?"

Yu Xi: "I want to sleep."

I don’t know if it’s because I had eaten too much for lunch, or because I cried so excitedly just now, but Yu Xi felt a little sleepy for some reason.

Jin Zhuoxiao: "Do you want to go home and sleep, or sleep with me in the hotel?"

Yu Xi was silent for two seconds and said, "Jin Zhuoxiao, I don't want to go home these days."

She now hates Yang Huijuan very much and doesn't want to have any contact with her anymore.

Jin Zhuoxiao understood what Yu Xi meant and said neatly, "Then don't go back. I'll take you to buy some clothes and daily necessities."

Yu Xi: “Yeah.”

As expected, being with Jin Zhuoxiao is the most free, I can do whatever I want.

Suddenly, Yu Xi began to look forward to the future.

Jin Zhuoxiao drove Yu Xi to the mall to buy various necessary things, and then went straight back to the hotel.

He had originally booked a high-end king-size room, which was very spacious and more than enough for two people.

Jin Zhuoxiao put his things down, turned on the air conditioner and said to Yu Xi, "After you pack up, go to bed. I'll take the new clothes to the dry cleaners first."

Yu Xi: “Yeah.”

After Jin Zhuoxiao left, Yu Xi took off her coat, took out her newly bought slippers from the shopping bag and put them on, then took some makeup remover and went into the bathroom.

Feeling much better after removing makeup, Yu Xi wiped the water with a face towel and looked at her face carefully in the mirror. It seemed that she had fully recovered.

She was afraid that no one would open the door for Jin Zhuoxiao when he came back, so she didn't go to bed immediately after washing. Instead, she sat on the sofa in the small living room of the room, watching TV and waiting for him.

About ten minutes later, when Yu Xi's eyelids were beginning to droop, she suddenly received a message from Jin Zhuoxiao.

SpongeBob: [Are you asleep? ]

Yu Xi: [No.]

SpongeBob: [Then open the door for me. ]

Yu Xi immediately put down her phone and walked over to open the door.

Jin Zhuoxiao came in and asked, "Why aren't you asleep yet?"

Yu Xi: "Who will open the door for you when I fall asleep?"

Jin Zhuoxiao smiled: "So you were waiting for me on purpose."

Yu Xi didn't say anything. She was too sleepy and went straight to the bedroom and went to bed.

Jin Zhuoxiao didn't say anything else. He took off his coat and shoes, lifted the quilt, lay down next to Yu Xi, and pulled her into his arms.

Yu Xi did not resist. She found a comfortable position in Jin Zhuoxiao's arms and gradually fell asleep smelling the familiar cedar scent.

……

Yu Xi slept very soundly this time and didn't even dream.

When I woke up, the room was completely dark except for a small patch of light above my head.

Yu Xi was a little sleepy and didn't know what time it was.

She rubbed her eyes and found that she could hardly open them, probably because they were swollen.

Feeling Yu Xi's movements, Jin Zhuoxiao lowered his head and asked, "Awake?"

"Well," Yu Xi yawned and said vaguely, "What time is it now?"

"It's past eight o'clock," Jin Zhuoxiao turned on the bedside lamp and asked, "Are you hungry?"

Yu Xi squinted her eyes to adjust to the light, then said, "A little bit."

Jin Zhuoxiao: "Do you want to go out for dinner or order takeout?"

"Order takeout."

Yu Xi had a headache after sleeping for too long. She lay straight in Jin Zhuoxiao’s arms, not wanting to move at all.

Jin Zhuoxiao: "Okay, what do you want to eat?"

Yu Xi: "Wontons, please."

"Okay," Jin Zhuoxiao found a wonton shop, ordered two servings of shrimp wontons, and then asked, "When do you plan to start?"

Yu Xi: "Wait until the meal is served before getting up."

Jin Zhuoxiao saw that Yu Xi didn't seem to have enough sleep, so he smiled and pinched her face: "Do you want me to turn off the light?"

Yu Xi: "That's fine."