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Chapter 182 There’s no going back

In order to prevent further trouble, Yu Xi quickened the pace of packing her luggage.

She put her clothes and shoes in order, put the photo of her and Yu Li on top, and then closed the suitcase.

Before leaving the room, Yu Xi took one last look around, her eyes carefully focusing on every corner, as if she wanted to imprint the scene into her mind.

Once I leave, I will never come back.

Yu Xi took a deep breath, suppressed her emotions, whispered goodbye, and then left with her suitcase.

In the living room, Chen Zhou had already communicated with Yang Huijuan, and he used a card to exchange the household registration booklet from Yang Huijuan.

Jin Zhuoxiao didn't join in the conversation. He sat on the sofa with his legs crossed and looked at his phone. He looked up when he heard the noise: "Okay?"

Yu Xi: “Yeah.”

Jin Zhuoxiao looked at Chen Zhou again and asked, "Chen Zhou, are you ready?"

Chen Zhou: “Okay.”

"Let's go." Jin Zhuoxiao said as he stood up, walked to Yu Xi and took the suitcase.

The three of them didn't hesitate or say much to Yang Huijuan, and walked straight out the door.

Yang Huijuan was now eager to see off the great god Jin Zhuoxiao. As soon as they left, she quickly closed the door.

Hearing the sound of the door slamming behind her, Yu Xi's eyelashes trembled.

Jin Zhuoxiao put his arm around her shoulders and comforted her, "She doesn't love you, so you don't have to linger on her, and don't be sad."

Yu Xi nodded slightly and continued walking in the opposite direction of home.

After entering the elevator, Chen Zhou handed the household registration booklet to Yu Xi and said, "Ms. Yu, this is your household registration booklet. You will need it when you go to the police station to apply for an independent household registration."

Yu Xi took it and said, "Thank you."

Chen Zhou: “You’re welcome.”

Yu Xi looked down at the household registration booklet and felt it was very heavy.

Ten million was enough to buy her ten lives, but Jin Zhuoxiao exchanged it for her household registration and freedom without blinking an eye.

This money may be just a drop in the bucket for Jin Zhuoxiao, but it is a huge favor to Yu Xi, and she will never be able to repay it in her lifetime.

"Ding!"

The elevator has arrived.

Jin Zhuoxiao pulled the suitcase and said, "Let's go to the police station now."

Yu Xi: “Yeah.”

The three of them drove to the police station. Since Chen Zhou had prepared all the necessary documents in advance, the process went quite smoothly.

Yu Xi looked at the household registration booklet that belonged only to her, and finally felt that she had cut off ties with her family. From now on, she was completely alone.

After completing the documents, Jin Zhuoxiao spoke to Chen Zhou alone for a few words, and then Chen Zhou left first.

Jin Zhuoxiao walked up to Yu Xi and said, "Let's go."

Yu Xi came back to her senses a little late: "Yeah."

After getting in the car, Jin Zhuoxiao asked, "Do you want to go back to the hotel or go for a walk outside?"

Yu Xi: "Let's go back to the hotel."

She didn't feel like moving during her period and wasn't in the mood to go out and play.

Jin Zhuoxiao knew that Yu Xi needed time to calm down, so he said, "Okay."

*

Considering that it was getting late today, Jin Zhuoxiao was not in a hurry to take Yu Xi back to Huaning. After returning from the police station, the two stayed in the hotel and did not go out.

Except for eating, sleeping and going to the toilet, Yu Xi basically stayed on the sofa watching "SpongeBob SquarePants". Jin Zhuoxiao did nothing else but held Yu Xi in his arms and watched with her quietly.

There was almost no other noise in the room except the sounds of cartoons and the occasional conversations of guests coming and going.

If you are not concentrating on doing something, it is very easy to be distracted because it is too quiet. Yu Xi's mind was empty and her eyes were fixed on the TV, but she was not actually watching it.

She just didn't know what to do, so she kept looking at it. To put it bluntly, she was just looking for an excuse to stare blankly.

Yu Xi is very confused now, because everything that happened before her eyes happened too suddenly and she has not yet fully adapted.

In the past, Yu Xi never dared to imagine that one day she would be alone. Even now she still feels a little dazed and like she is dreaming.

But the independent household registration booklet reminded her that this was not a dream. She gained the freedom she had always dreamed of, but also lost her only place to stay.

In Yu Xi's opinion, no matter how bad Yang Huijuan was, she was her mother after all. No matter how depressing the atmosphere at home was, she still reserved a room for her.

Yu Xi may not want to go back, but she knows that when she is really desperate, there is still a place she can return to, which will give her some confidence.

But from today on, there will be no more.

Yu Xi suddenly felt helpless as if there was a cliff behind her, which meant that she could only move forward and not retreat.

Fortunately, she still has Jin Zhuoxiao, so she doesn't have to be too helpless.

But Yu Xi knew that the concepts of men and family were different after all. After all, in most cases, blood ties were much stronger than feelings.

Jin Zhuoxiao loves her very much now, but how long can this feeling last?

One year? Two years? Ten years? Twenty years?

No one can predict what will happen in the future, but what Jin Zhuoxiao is doing now is worthy of Yu Xi's letting go and loving.

Even if she really lost the bet, she would accept it.

After careful thinking, Yu Xi gradually figured out some clues. The uneasiness and confusion actually came from the fact that he had nothing now.

The best way to solve this anxiety is to work hard to make money in the future, preferably to be financially independent, and then buy a small house of your own.

She is now too dependent on Jin Zhuoxiao, so she is worried about gains and losses. Only when she really has a way out in her own hands can she make up for the lack of security and love Jin Zhuoxiao more purely.

"Do you want to go back to Huaning tomorrow, or stay in Lingcheng for a few more days?" Jin Zhuoxiao suddenly asked.

Yu Xi collected her thoughts and said, "Let's go back tomorrow."

She didn't know if Jin Zhuoxiao staying here for so long would delay things, and there was nothing fun in Lingcheng, so there was no need to stay any longer.

Jin Zhuoxiao: "Well, are we going to have takeout for dinner?"

"..." Yu Xi lowered her eyes and was silent for a moment before saying, "Jin Zhuoxiao, can you accompany me to go somewhere?"

Jin Zhuoxiao looked at her for two seconds and replied, "Okay."

*

It was already getting dark when the two went out, but no one changed their decision to travel just because it was getting late.

After getting in the car, Jin Zhuoxiao asked, "Where are we going?"

Yu Xi: "Danhe Park."

Jin Zhuoxiao: "Which two words?"

Yu Xi: "Dan from Peony, He from Holland."

Jin Zhuoxiao entered the name into the navigation software and found that it was a park not far from Yu Xi's residential area.

He guessed that this place might have some special meaning to Yu Xi, so he didn't ask much. He started the navigation and drove over.

The county streets in the evening are not as prosperous as those in the city, but they also have a unique sense of leisure.

The orange-red sunset in the distance dyed half of the sky's clouds into a fiery color. It was so grand, yet it made people feel inexplicably lonely.

Yu Xi thought that it might be because in most people’s childhood memories, this period of time should be used to say goodbye to good friends and then go home for dinner.

A farewell with lingering regrets is always hard to let go, so it is normal to feel lost.

I remember that in the past, Yu Li would also hold her hand at this time, and then say goodbye to Chen Wen with a smile.

The two of them would go home playing and fighting every day, and they were happy even if they were scolded by their parents.

Unfortunately, there is no going back.

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