The end of the world is coming: Socially anxious zombies just want to travel around the world

I am Negar, my father has forsaken me and my mother has rejected me.

Just because I am my mother's child, just because I have half of my father's blood.

My father and mother once loved each other, but my father was a playboy. After he and my mother got together and gave birth to my brother and me, my father was discovered by my mother when he was having a tryst with another woman.

My father loves my mother, otherwise he would not have worn the ring of thorns that my mother gave him, but his love can be given to my mother as well as to other women.

After all, my father proudly believed that as the original vampire, what was wrong with having a few more women?

But the mother couldn't accept it. She made trouble with my father and the two women he had with her, gradually wearing away the last bit of love he had for my mother.

Until the father impatiently cut off his left hand and threw it back to the mother.

Because once the Ring of Thorns is put on, it can never be taken off.

That day, my mother was terrifyingly calm. She stopped pestering my father and started keeping male favorites. She had many offspring, and brought chaos to the Gasteley family.

She wanted to be close to me and my brother because we were her only blood and flesh, but she hated us because not only did we have half of our father's blood, but we also looked very similar to him.

Because of our mother's neglect, my brother and I had a hard time living in the Gasteley family.

But gradually, I learned to fake a smile, to disguise myself, and to please my mother and the people around me. This made my brother and I's lives gradually better.

My mother would sometimes smile at us, but even so, in the basement where no one knew, she would still whip my back with the Blood Rose Ring like a madman. After venting her anger, she would hug me and cry like a mother who knew her mistakes, saying the words of repentance that I had heard so many times before.

As early as this time, my mother's mental state was somewhat unstable.

I just need to bear all the pain, and my brother just needs to grow up slowly.

Until my father suddenly fell into a deep sleep and my mother suddenly went crazy. That day, the Castle of Saint-Michel was in chaos. My mother was mad and hysterical, shouting: "Why can he sleep without any scruples, while I have to suffer, why, why!"

After the mother went crazy, she left the messy Castle of St. Michael behind.

It has been eighty years since I left.

It wasn't until she suddenly came back eighty years later, when I had already taken over the initial stage of the Castle of St. Michel, that my mother cut off her right hand in front of me.

Because my mother wore a blood rose ring on her right hand that could not be taken off.

I held my mother's bleeding right hand and looked at her face. She said to me, "Negal, you are a good boy. From now on, help me kill all the people of Gastler, kill the offspring I had because of my impulse, and subvert the three major tribes, okay?"

I agreed because I knew that this was her last words and the last time I would see her.

Sure enough, my mother died. She killed the two mistresses in front of my father's coffin and then committed suicide.

Sometimes I think my mother is really stupid. Why does she have to be obsessed with my father?

Look, even though the mother waited for the father for many years, the father still did not look back.

During these thousand years, I accomplished everything my mother asked me to do, and my disguise became harder and harder to take off. When I was trying to overthrow the three major clans for the last time, I concealed my edge and pretended that my eyes were injured and needed recuperation. Then I met her, Yan Si.

At first, I noticed something when the ghost hunters just sneaked into the castle. When they seemed to want me to hand over their so-called companions, I really wanted to say to them, you two idiots have come to the wrong place, it was the vampires in the next castle who did it.

After Edmund sent people to throw the two men out of the castle, I noticed the gradual movement coming from under the bed, as if there were uninvited guests who had not noticed.

I closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep, then I noticed the man crawling out from under the bed, but I didn't detect any scent of him at all.

Not human?

That was my first thought.

Until she made a sound, she was praising my beauty and getting closer to me. I was not sure about her identity and purpose, and was about to take another look at the situation. It was not until her fingertips touched the back of my hand that I opened my eyes and held her hand.

She was a young woman, an oriental one at that. Although her hands were as cold as mine, she was not a vampire, and she did not have the smell of other vampires, which made me unsure of her identity for a moment.

And I didn't even sense her presence, so I asked her questions and learned her name, as well as a word I had never heard of before, zombie."

In order to find out her identity, I persuaded her to stay in the Castle of Saint-Michel.

After all, she appeared very suddenly and her identity was unknown. In order to close the net in the final step, no mistakes could be made.

During our casual interactions, she praised my beautiful eyes. This was the first time someone praised my eyes.

Tritas's arrival once again allowed me to witness the ambitions of the Claude family.

Even at this point, they still can't control their greed for power and want to imitate Leander and regain control of my power. It's ridiculous. I am not the weak person I thought I was, and Leander's fate in the end didn't seem to deter their ambitions.

The oriental woman happened to be nearby, and for some reason I somehow pulled her into the water, saying that she was my bride.

What happened next was a natural progression, and I had no choice but to pull her into my plan. Gradually, through getting to know her, I discovered that she was a very rational person. She always had a persistence in the unknown, which made me understand that she would not be limited by anything.

I took out the two rings I used to have and gave her the Blood Rose Ring. She said something and I was deeply touched by it. Something seemed to be changing inside me. Until that night, she told me that she was a seeker of truth, but I didn't quite believe it.

So I asked her, what was the path she was seeking?

She said, alive.

It's that simple.

Later, when I invited her to go for a walk and asked her if she liked looking at the stars, she mentioned many names of stars that I had never heard of, but I felt that she was like those twinkling stars, untouchable.

My state of mind changed because of her, until I overthrew the three tribes and successfully killed Elius, and my brother came and confirmed what I had been worried about.

She will leave and disappear from my life because she is not a person of this era from the beginning to the end.

She comes from a world eight hundred years later.

This also explains why no matter how hard we tried to check her identity before, we couldn't find it. It was like she was someone who suddenly appeared.

The thought of her leaving me made me feel extremely panicked. I found her with the stone and heard her answer from her own mouth.

She said she didn't belong here and she had to go back.

I felt a pang of sadness in my heart; it seemed as if she had no attachment to me at all.

That was the first time my true nature was revealed. I selfishly wanted her to stay by my side and lock her up by my side. It was at this moment that I realized that I was as selfish and despicable as my father.

I am not worthy of her.

I did something wrong, I kissed her forcefully.

She was very angry and slapped me, which didn't hurt at all, just like a kitten scratch. It was okay for her to hit me, because I deserved it after all.

But what I didn't expect was that she suddenly fainted. No matter how I used magic to examine her body, I couldn't find out the cause of her illness. I could feel that her soul was getting weaker and weaker. I became more and more anxious, but there was nothing I could do.

Until she woke up and told me that because she had stayed in this time and space for too long, her soul had become too weak and she needed to return to her time and space immediately.

But I knew she was lying.

I know every time she lies, she is really bad at lying.

But I'm different. Lying is my strong point.

This time she said she wanted to leave and I didn't stop her. It suddenly occurred to me that I should respect her choice instead of ignoring her wishes.

She left, right before my eyes.

She said she would come find me.

I believe in him.

I said, I will wait for her to come.

I lied.

Because of the double rings, my Ring of Thorns can know her location through the Blood Rose Ring.

After I gave everything to Thordus, I crossed the long sea and set foot on the land of the East.

Although eight hundred years have passed, I can still feel her presence through the Ring of Thorns.

I can't see her because of the gap in time.

I waited for eight hundred years, and finally, as promised, I returned to the Castle of Saint-Michel, because she said she would come to find me.

But eight hundred years have passed, and she hasn't come to me.

She must have been tripped up by something. After all, she said she would come to find me. It doesn't matter. I can continue to wait. After all, I have waited for so many years and I have become accustomed to waiting.

I waited another fifty years, and fortunately this time, I finally waited for her.

She still looked the same as I remembered, except that there was an annoying guy following her.

He seemed to dislike me and was very afraid of me, as if he was afraid that I would snatch away his precious treasure.

But it doesn’t matter, I dislike him just as much.

Although it is fifty years late, it doesn’t matter, this time the Château Saint-Michel welcomes back its hostess.