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Qionghua looked at Yu Wan, smiled bitterly, and said nothing. She just poured the wine in her hand into her mouth. Unlike her usual leisurely pastime, she would savor the taste and drink the strong liquor like water, one glass after another.

In a short while, Qionghua was tipsy, unable to hide her drunkenness. She held her chin with one hand and looked at Yu Wan, as if thinking about something.

Yu Wan felt that the Qiong Hua in front of him was extremely strange, and for some reason he held down Qiong Hua's wrist to stop her endless movements.

"Lord Qionghua, why do you drink to relieve your sorrow?" She frowned, very puzzled.

Qionghua looked at Yu Wan, the face that was 70% similar to Liu Jinyuan overlapped with hers at this moment, and she was a little dazed for a moment. She turned Yu Wan's palm over with her backhand so that the palm was facing upwards, and then leaned her head against it. The hot cheek touched the slightly cool palm, and Qionghua's mind became clearer. However, she was still worried. With the person in front of her, she seemed to have made up her mind and said softly, "Xiao Wan'er, do you know your identity..."

Yu Wan was stunned by Qionghua's question. Although he had been away from the human world for a thousand years, he could still remember the warmth of the human world. Immortals have excellent memories. After a little recollection, he spoke fluently as if reciting, "I was born in the Yu family in Jizhou in the mortal world. I have parents and brothers. We are from a merchant family. I am the only one who became a disciple of the immortal sect. After more than a hundred years, I have cultivated immortality..." At this point, Yu Wan looked at Qionghua in confusion.

She didn't understand what all this had to do with the Supreme God Jin Yuan.

Qionghua poured another glass of wine into his throat, then slowly said, "But your original body was an ice lotus, and this ice lotus can only be found in the Jade Mountain Flower Valley, and it is their sacred object..."

Yu Wan didn't know about the matter of Yushan Flower Valley that Yang Liu and Qionghua were dealing with, so he just asked in confusion, "But I have been a human since I became conscious, how could I be an ice lotus?"

"I don't know who used magic to refine the ice lotus into a human body, deposited your soul in it, and cast other spells, so that you can grow up in a human body, but you are not human..." Qionghua paused here, thinking of the broken and filthy flower valley, as if she remembered something, and frowned slightly.

"..."

Yu Wan was shocked by these words and remained silent for a moment.

"I know you don't believe me..." Qionghua saw Yu Wan's struggle, so she poured a glass of wine into the air and used her unique innate magic to transform it into a water mirror, standing upright in the air, "Look in the mirror..."

After hearing what Qionghua said, Yu Wan subconsciously looked at the water mirror and was stunned for a moment.

The mirror was misty, but one could vaguely see a silhouette of an ice lotus, and in the middle of the ice lotus, there stood a human figure.

Yu Wan rubbed his eyes and walked forward. The fog in the mirror gradually dissipated, and Yu Wan saw a hint of an outline becoming clearer and clearer, until Liu Jinyuan's appearance appeared in the mirror, with her expression. Her usually indifferent face finally had a crack, revealing some surprise. Yu Wan turned his head stiffly to look at Qionghua, who flicked her sleeves, took back the wine into the glass, and drank it in one gulp.

"I am in charge of all living things. No matter how my body changes, my origin remains the same. My heart is like a mirror, and I know everything at a glance. As for you, you are just a strand of the soul of Supreme God Jin Yuan. You have developed a consciousness, a life, and by chance, you have ascended to become an immortal. But you are still one person..."

Every word that Qionghua said pierced into Yu Wan's heart. She looked confused, even a little silly, and there was some brightness in her eyes when she looked at Qionghua.

"The Supreme God is saying that I am just a strand of the Supreme God Jin Yuan's soul?"

It turns out that she is not herself at all, she is just a wisp of someone else's soul... It seems that nothing belongs to her...

Yu Wan seemed to have thought of something, but she still asked Xiang Qionghua without giving up, "But what does this have to do with Lord Jin Yuan? Now we are two completely different people, do we have to force ourselves together?" She didn't want to admit what she was thinking in her heart, she couldn't accept it.

“On the day of the heavenly calamity, Jin Yuan will be the first to die. However, her strength is greatly reduced due to her damaged soul. If she is not careful, she will die on the spot…” Although Qionghua had been drinking, she couldn’t help feeling sad after hearing Yu Wan’s words.

Seeing Yu Wan's unwillingness to resist, Qionghua suddenly felt sorry for Liu Jinyuan, "You can hide in a corner and wait for the calamity to pass to save your life. She has lived for tens of thousands of years and has not waited for what she wanted to wait for. Maybe she has lived enough."

Qionghua looked indifferent, none of her previous friendly look. Yu Wan was dazed when he learned the truth, and could not hear what Qionghua said for a while. He just swayed unsteadily, then stood up and said goodbye to Qionghua. He didn't know when he walked out of the valley.

Qionghua looked at Yu Wan's obviously hunched back, and the drunkenness in her eyes disappeared, turning into clarity. She clenched the cup, her delicate brows slightly wrinkled, a trace of reluctance and helplessness flashed in her eyes, and she muttered to herself.

"But I can't bear to leave her."

Yu Wan didn't hear it. When she came to her senses, she had unknowingly walked to the front of Wangyou Palace. The small bird that was originally standing on the tree now changed back to its original form and almost occupied the entire branch. It was lying on the branch and looking at Yu Wan. When it saw Yu Wan looking at her, it flapped its wings and raised a gust of wind, which blew Yu Wan back a few steps away from the palace gate. The Ice Phoenix spread its wings and flew up, circling in front of the gate, and then landed on the eaves, looking down at Yu Wan, and then a cold female voice sounded in Yu Wan's ears.

"The Lord God has not seen any visitors in the past few days. Please go back."

Yu Wan looked up at the Bing Feng. She felt so familiar with it, as if the Lord Jin Yuan, whom she had just met, was talking to her.

After Bingfeng repeated her words again, she slowly came back to her senses and left Wangyou Palace with a lost step.

She didn't know when she walked back to the Yuqing Palace, nor did she know when she returned to her own room. She just glanced at the furnishings in the room unconsciously, but was attracted by the branches of flowers in the corner. Yu Wan moved her feet and stood in front of the table where the vase was placed, and lightly touched it with her fingertips.

With just this touch, the frozen petals fell one by one and scattered on the table, leaving only the frozen branches in the vase.

Memories of the past slowly surfaced, circulating in Yu Wan's mind over and over again, lingering. When Yu Wan was about to make up her mind, the memory in her mind immediately changed the protagonist, like the devil's whisper, making her entangled and silent.

"Why me..."

Yu Wan was unwilling to give up, she wanted to live on, she had lived for hundreds of years, and had always been "Yu Wan", not Liu Jinyuan, she could not give up herself just because of Qionghua's words. What's more, the master still loved her, didn't everyone have expectations only for Liu Jinyuan?

Yu Wan was a little crazy. For the sake of his master, he should continue to live as Yu Wan. Even if Qiong Hua despised him, so what? Yu Wan comforted himself in this way, trying to erase the uneasiness in his heart.