Rebirth of Bloody Romance

"Buy a house? Yuemin, why would I buy that?"

"I have a place to live now, why should I spend money on a house?"

Zhong Yuemin sighed. Although Li Kuiyong lived a simple life, he still couldn't understand the importance of real estate. He thought for a moment and tried to explain in a tactful tone: "Kuiyong, you should know that if you have more houses, you will have a place to put your money."

Li Kuiyong was stunned for a moment, obviously not expecting Zhong Yuemin to say that. He scratched his head and answered hesitantly, "Yeah, that's right." Although he still didn't quite understand, Zhong Yuemin's words seemed to make some sense.

Zhong Yuemin looked at Li Kuiyong's expression and knew that he still didn't fully understand. He smiled and didn't continue the topic.

After all, everyone has their own lifestyle and values, and not everyone can understand the charm of real estate investment.

However, he knew that as time went by, Li Kuiyong might slowly understand what he meant.

Li Kuiyong was smoking at the moment, his face full of helplessness. His eyes fell on Zhong Yuemin, as if he was looking for something. Zhong Yuemin listened quietly to Li Kuiyong's complaints, without interrupting, only occasionally responding with one or two words.

"Yuemin, when will this end?"

"Dude, what's going on? Why do you say that?"

Li Kuiyong took a deep puff of his cigarette, his voice a little hoarse. "Look at me now. I'm rich, and I'm doing well. I'm considered a big shot in the eyes of others."

Zhong Yuemin laughed and joked, "Yes, he is definitely a big shot. Who in the city doesn't know Brother Yong?"

Li Kuiyong smiled bitterly. "Yuemin, you are really unkind. If others said so, it would be fine. But you said so too. You may not know, right? As soon as I returned home, my mother started looking for a marriage for me. In the end, I was still despised because I didn't have a proper job."

Zhong Yuemin frowned slightly. This is not only the case now, but also in the future. Rural teachers are called peasant teachers, and entrepreneurs are also called peasant entrepreneurs, etc...

People! They are always divided into three, six, and nine classes. It was so in the past, it is so now, and it will be so in the future.

"Kui Yong, what you said is a bit biased. Work is not just about making money, but also about realizing your own value and pursuit. You have been working hard, and I can see it."

Li Kuiyong smiled bitterly and shook his head. "I know you want to comfort me, but this is the reality. In this society, if you don't have a proper job, you will always be looked down upon. Alas!"

Zhong Yuemin was silent for a moment. "Kui Yong, have you ever thought about what you really want? Are you willing to live for the eyes of others?"

Li Kuiyong was stunned by the question, and he lowered his head to think. It's not like he hasn't thought about this question before, but he always can't find the answer. He raised his head and looked at Zhong Yuemin, "Yuemin, you should be right."

Zhong Yuemin joked with a smile, his words full of joking and lightness. His words were like a breeze, blowing away the dull atmosphere between the two people.

"Look at you, why do you look so sad? If nothing works out, just find a foreign girl. Then again, why are you in such a hurry? You're not even 30 yet, you have plenty of time."

Li Kuiyong was speechless. "Yuemin, you are a full man who doesn't know the hunger of a hungry man! Your daughter can already call me daddy, but my daughter-in-law is nowhere to be seen! You really don't mind talking without any pain in your waist."

"Believe me, after a while, when everyone's ideas and concepts have changed, won't the young wives and girls throw themselves at you? Let me tell you, by then you won't be able to drive them away."

"Come on, you're trying to fool me. If I had jumped on you, I would have believed it. But who would be interested in someone like me?"

Zhong Yuemin continued to tease. "Kui Yong, you are wrong to say that. I am sincere, buddy. You often say that I am fooling you. When there are many women around you, don't be annoyed!"

In that special era, Zhong Yuemin and Li Kuiyong experienced ups and downs together. The friendship between the two was deep, but Zhong Yuemin always had a trace of curiosity in his heart. He couldn't help but tease, "Kuiyong, after all these years, don't you have a lover or something?"

When Li Kuiyong heard this question, he fell silent for a moment. He took a deep breath and spoke slowly. "Actually, I once had someone I loved deeply. When I was sent to work in the countryside in northern Shaanxi, I met an educated youth from Xi'an. Although she looked ordinary, she had excellent character. We were in love for three years, but eventually broke up."

Zhong Yuemin couldn't help but feel deeply moved after hearing this. He only knew that Li Kuiyong had such a relationship before. As for the details, he didn't know, so he asked curiously, "Why did you break up?"

"Actually, I can't blame her. At that time, my family's situation was so bad that no woman could be happy if she married me."

"Did the conditions become bad because of you?"

In this noisy world, everyone has his or her own story, but some stories are buried deep in the heart and are difficult to tell. I have also experienced an unforgettable love, but the ending was not satisfactory.

In silence, Li Kuiyong's eyes revealed deep melancholy. His words were filled with a hint of helplessness, yet full of determination. He was silent for a long time before he confided this past event to Zhong Yuemin.

"In fact, she hesitated for a long time."

Li Kuiyong spoke slowly, as if recalling a time that had already passed. "It's mainly because her parents put too much pressure on her. This woman! Before she married you, she always sided with her parents."

It is not difficult to imagine the pressure that Li Kuiyong and his girlfriend were under at the time. When faced with the choice between love and family affection, many people will hesitate.

"Family affection prevailed in the end."

Li Kuiyong's eyes revealed helplessness and regret. "She made up her mind to break up with me. Yuemin, I'm not afraid of you laughing at me, but we have been together for three years and I have never touched her. It's not that I didn't have the opportunity, but I was afraid that if we can't get married in the future, I would let her down." These words are full of bitterness and sadness, which makes people feel sorry for his experience.

Zhong Yuemin widened his eyes with an expression of disbelief. "Kui Yong, are you incapable? It doesn't matter, this thing can cure it. How about I..."

"Fuck you, get out of here, you can't do this!"

Zhong Yuemin smiled brightly. "Kui Yong, tell me the truth, when you were with your lover, did you ever have any thoughts about him?"

"I can't say that there was no relationship. I was in a relationship with her for several years, but we eventually broke up. That day, she cried and told me that she wanted to give herself completely to me, as if she wanted to put an end to this relationship."

"Brother, you are not going to refuse!"

Li Kuiyong ignored him and spoke to himself. "To be honest, I was moved at the time. Who can remain indifferent to the plea of ​​a woman you love deeply? That night, the moonlight shone on us, looking particularly desolate. She hugged me tightly, as if she wanted to merge me into her body. I felt her warmth, and my heart was trembling. However, I did nothing. I did not stop because of moral constraints, but because of my inner despair."

Zhong Yuemin raised his glass and clinked it with Li Kuiyong, who drank it all in one gulp. Zhong Yuemin now believed that they were truly in love. He stopped interrupting him and became a loyal listener.

"Because we both knew that our future no longer included each other. The feeling of despair enveloped us and made our hearts feel like a knife. I once thought about giving up my life to escape this pain. However, I knew that doing so would only make us more miserable.

That night, we just hugged each other silently, feeling each other's breath. We had no words, no actions, only the communication of the heart. The next morning, she left silently, without looking back.

Since then, I have never seen her again, but her image will remain in my heart forever. Whenever I think of that night, my heart will feel an inexplicable pain. I know that it is a past that I will never forget. "

Zhong Yuemin gave him a thumbs up. "Dude, that's awesome! You're a real man."

Li Kuiyong smiled bitterly and said nothing.

"Kui Yong, now that you are well off, why don't you go find her?" Zhong Yuemin asked curiously.

Li Kuiyong was silent for a moment and sighed. "What are you looking for? She's already married."

"Oh! She is the white moonlight in your heart." Zhong Yuemin sighed.

Li Kuiyong didn't say anything, just drank silently.

"You haven't found a wife yet, are you still thinking about her?" Zhong Yuemin asked tentatively.

Li Kuiyong put down his glass and looked at Zhong Yuemin. "To be honest, I can't forget her. She is the only woman I have ever loved in my life. I don't think I will ever have this feeling of love again."

Zhong Yuemin couldn't help but sigh after hearing this. "Kui Yong, this is true love! If you meet a woman like this again, don't miss her."

Li Kuiyong and Zhong Yuemin's wine glasses clinked gently, making a crisp sound.

Li Kuiyong smiled bitterly and said, "Some things are destined. Once you miss them, you miss them. I think I may never forget her in my life. To be honest, I still dream about her sometimes." His voice trembled a little, as if he was trying hard to suppress his inner emotions.

Zhong Yuemin put down his wine glass, looked at Li Kuiyong deeply, and said with emotion, "Fuck, you reminded me of a poem." He cleared his throat and began to recite the poem.

"You and I are destined to be together.

Why did we pass each other by?

Looking back suddenly,

The fog has submerged the figure.

You and I are not destined to be together.

Why do I dream about it and my soul is so attached to it?

Can't cut it,

The rain is trickling.

There are a few stars in the sky,

I suspect it's the lamp you haven't extinguished.

If we are destined to meet again, let us meet again.”

Zhong Yuemin's voice is deep and magnetic, making people immersed in the beautiful poetry.

Suddenly, a voice broke the wonderful atmosphere. "Oh, a gangster turned into a poet!" They turned around and saw that it was a fashionable woman who broke the warm conversation with a teasing tone.

Zhong Yuemin was a little embarrassed by the sudden interruption, but he quickly regained his composure. He smiled and said, "What a coincidence!"

Qin Ling sat down. "You guys are so hypocritical. In fact, you know it better than anyone else, but you just don't want to say it."

Li Kuiyong sighed when he saw the person coming. "Qin Ling, long time no see. What you said is wrong. Some things are destined. If you miss it, you miss it."

Qin Ling smiled gently. "You men always take love too seriously. In fact, there are many other beautiful things in life."

Zhong Yuemin nodded. "Qin Ling is right. We can't always live in the past, we have to look forward."

Li Kuiyong glanced at the two and said, "I suddenly remembered that I have something else to do. I'll leave first. You guys get busy."

"Hey!" Zhong Yuemin was about to call him, but Li Kuiyong ran away instead, leaving him stunned.

When there were only two people left, Zhong Yuemin felt a little embarrassed and didn't know what to say. He realized that there seemed to be a strange atmosphere in the air.

Qin Ling opened her red lips slightly, breaking the brief silence. "Yuemin, I thought you would come to see me during this period of time."

Zhong Yuemin scratched his head and responded awkwardly, "Isn't this too busy?"

Qin Ling smiled gently, with a sly light in his eyes. "I heard that you are in college now? Will this gangster be more terrifying after he gets educated? Has he been flirting with girls in school?"

"Qin Ling, you can't talk nonsense. I have always been very honest." Zhong Yuemin tried to ease the silent atmosphere.

Qin Ling also laughed. "I don't know about that, but will you become more charming after you have culture?"

“I can’t say I’m charming, but I feel that the growth of knowledge and experience makes me more confident and calm.”

"Qin Ling, have you been doing well these years?"

Qin Ling's mouth curled up slightly, revealing a bitter smile. She looked up and out the window. The familiar sky was still as blue as ever, as if time had never left any trace on it.

"It's nothing good or bad, just like that!"

She sighed softly. "Back then, my parents used their connections to transfer me from Baidian Village to a regional dance troupe, where I served as a soloist. I was married once, and my husband was a choreographer in the troupe. Two years later, we divorced again, but luckily we didn't have any children."

Qin Ling's voice was calm and indifferent, as if she was telling someone else's story. Her eyes revealed an indescribable vicissitude, which was the mark left by the years and the tempering given by life.

"That's basically my situation. Is there anything else you want to know?" She looked at Zhong Yuemin with a hint of inquiry in her eyes.

Zhong Yuemin shook his head and thought to himself, Qin Ling is really honest! "Oh, so you are in Beijing now?"

"I want to develop my career in Beijing. I have resigned from my original song and dance troupe and am ready to start over here." Qin Ling's eyes flashed with determination.

Zhong Yuemin's eyes were filled with curiosity. His lips curled up slightly, and he finally asked the question with a little restraint. "That man?"

Qin Ling couldn't help but laugh. "Is this still you, Zhong Yuemin? Where is the carefree and straightforward you? Don't you just want to ask me if I've remarried?"

"In fact, you will ask this question sooner or later. My ex-husband is a good man, really, and he takes good care of me. If you want to say who is sorry for whom, it's probably me who is sorry for him. I am probably the kind of woman who is not suitable for marriage. I always feel that life should not be just about firewood, rice, oil and salt, and should not be lived just for husband and family."

Qin Ling's eyes flashed with a hint of deepness. "In fact, I have been looking for the kind of life that makes my heart beat faster and my soul burn. And marriage seems to make me farther and farther away from that kind of life. So..."