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I thought that I was a slow-tempered and socially anxious person, and that being with them would make the situation awkward and boring. Now it seems that I was overthinking. The three ladies were very friendly. Although it was the first time for us to get along, they were like old acquaintances. For someone who had no one to talk to here, having these three ladies greatly solved the problem of my boring days.

Moreover, it is very comfortable to get along with them. I can feel that they just want to get to know me and they don’t have any calculations or purposes.

The three of them strolled around until it was almost time for dinner, and when they returned to the campsite, they prepared to separate and go back to their own homes. Before they parted, Feng Meiqin smiled and asked An Yuanyuan, "Princess, can you play cards?"

"Play cards? I don't know how."

"Princess, it doesn't matter if you don't know how to do it. We can do it and we will teach you. It's very easy to learn." Li Qiuge quickly agreed.

When they were in China, they liked to get together and play cards. Here, the three of them would occasionally play together, but it would be boring if one of them was missing.

Now that Princess Leng has joined, there is just enough space for one table.

Meng Lijun also smiled and said, "Princess, we have been short of one person, and now that you are here, we are all here. We women can't help much here. We stay in this camp all day long. If we don't have some entertainment activities to kill time, it will be too boring every day."

"Princess, we will come to see you tomorrow. We will bring our things and play together."

Seeing how excited the three of them were, An Yuanyuan also smiled and nodded, "Okay. Then come over tomorrow. I'll be waiting for you in the yurt."

"it is good."

"Princess, we'll go back first."

An Yuanyuan waved goodbye to them and walked towards her yurt.

"Princess, there are not many entertainment activities here. Playing cards with the ladies is indeed a very good way to pass the time." Long Si, who had been following An Yuanyuan, spoke at the right time.

An Yuanyuan nodded in agreement.

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"Sister, I want to go out for a walk today. Can you come with me?" Qingshan felt that her sister would get moldy if she didn't go out.

Ever since we had a fight when Sister Yuanyuan was around, I haven't left Prince An's Mansion since.

"You go by yourself. I feel a little tired."

"Sister, you eat and sleep every day, never leave the house, and not only have you not gained weight, but you have become haggard. If you continue like this, you will collapse sooner or later. Just go out and relax to change your mood. Don't stay in the house all the time and think about random things."

Qingshan reached out to pull her sister out for some fresh air today no matter what.

In the end, he persuaded and persuaded Shishan to leave the palace with him.

"Sister, the air outside is different, isn't it? Let's go to the temple in the south of the city today. I heard that the cherry blossoms there are in bloom and are particularly beautiful. Then we can burn some incense and pray to the Bodhisattva to bless you to find a good man soon and stay away from the plague god."

Qingshan, who was sitting in the carriage, put her arm around Shishan's arm, and she was the one who kept finding topics to talk about along the way.

My sister didn’t talk much before, and now she talks even less.

Qingshan was also worried about what was happening, so when she heard that the cherry blossoms in the south of the city had bloomed, she thought of asking her sister to go with her.

Shishan stopped at the entrance of the temple but did not step in.

"Let's go see the cherry blossoms on the back hill."

"Sister, don't you want to burn some incense first?" In the past, my sister would go in and burn incense first every time she came.

Shishan shook her head and turned to walk towards the back mountain.

The cherry blossoms are in full bloom, filling the trees. The thin sunlight slants across the graceful pink and white romance. Large petals weave into a breathtaking cherry blossom rain.

Shishan stood under the cherry tree, looked up at the cherry blossoms all over the tree, took a deep breath, and slowly closed her eyes.

She was enjoying the tranquility of the moment. These days, she was forcing herself not to think about him, not to recall every little detail about him, and not to listen to the unpleasant voices from the outside world.

There was no possibility between the two of them, but the more she pushed herself, the clearer her memory became.

Every day I pretended nothing was wrong and acted as if everything was normal in front of my father and mother, but I felt extremely uncomfortable inside.

I hate myself for being like this, but I can't do anything about it.

Standing under the cherry tree, watching the petals dancing in the wind, an inexplicable sadness welled up in my heart.

Perhaps, it is a kind of feeling about the brevity of beautiful things, which makes people feel regretful.

Qingshan watched from a distance and did not go over to disturb her sister. Her sister had been suppressing herself. She knew that what her sister needed at the moment was not guidance, but a quiet space to release her emotions.

My sister has suppressed too much. During this period, although due to the face of the palace, no bad news about my sister was heard from the outside world, but not hearing it does not mean that it does not exist. This is also one of the reasons why my sister has been unwilling to go out.

The hardest thing to stop is the silent voice of the masses.

Therefore, there are some things that I must think through myself before I can truly let go and accept a new beginning.

Later, she sent people to inquire about the family's situation. Because she was still angry, she wanted to teach them a lesson privately. However, she found out that the family had already left the house. After asking around, she found out that they had moved away, and moved back to the countryside overnight.

I guess they moved away because they were afraid of retaliation due to their father's power.

After all, if they were charged with the crime of insulting the princes and grandchildren, their family would not be able to bear the consequences even if they had a hundred heads.

However, I heard that the man did not follow, but after searching for a long time, I still couldn’t find him.

It’s better not to show up again, otherwise he will be in trouble.

After grasping the time well, Qingshan approached Shishan.

"Sister, let's go for a walk in front."

"it is good"

Qingshan held her sister's hand, and the two sisters walked hand in hand in the woods covered with cherry blossom petals.

"Sister, let's go burn some incense later. Pray for yourself and your father and mother. Let's also pray for Sister Yuanyuan and Brother Wang. Pray that they will be safe and sound over there."

When Shishan heard the word "Yuanyuan", her distracted eyes focused and she said "Okay."

"Let's write a letter to Yuanyuan when we get back. Yuanyuan has been gone for quite some time, and I miss her a lot."

"Okay, sister, we'll write it when we get back. By the way, let's see if mother has anything to bring to sister Yuanyuan."

"Yeah." Shishan smiled faintly and held Qingshan's hand. "Qingshan, thank you for this period of time. As a sister, I failed to take care of you and made you worry." She was very grateful to this younger sister. She was the one who accompanied her and made her happy during this period of time.

"Sister, I won't persuade you to forget this relationship, because I know you really have feelings for it, and you are moved. It's not so easy to forget, but the result is not what we want. We can't forget it, but we have to try to let it go. We can't always be immersed in the past. Mother is also worried about you, but she is afraid that if she talks too much, it will make you more unable to let go, so she has always kept it in her heart. Sister, I just want you to be happy, I don't want to see you like this."

"Ok, I know."

"Okay. Sister, you have to work harder."