After the villain was defeated, she still had power in the government

Fast, accurate, ruthless and decisive.

Not only did he make everyone in the Marquis' Mansion obedient, but even the arrogant old Marquis and the domineering old lady dared not complain.

Even today, when talking about their grandson Fu Yutang, the old couple still look distressed and dare not show any dissatisfaction in front of her.

Seeing this scene, Xin Huarong did not feel disgusted or scared, but instead felt guilty.

Qingrong's child was only six years old. Not only was she unable to protect Qingrong's only bloodline, but she also caused the child to worry about her.

Speaking of that past, Xin Huarong couldn't help but blame herself, "Atang is a man, he should have focused on self-cultivation, managing his family and governing the country, but at that time, for my sake, he was forced to play tricks with the women in the backyard... In the end, it was me who was useless."

After a pause, he said to Xiaoqing, "Before Atang entered the Marquis' Mansion, I had never had any contact with Atang, but he was able to lend me a helping hand because of my relationship with you. This shows that although he doesn't say it, he still cares about you, his mother, very much. In this case, why not take this opportunity to get to know him."

Hearing this, Xiaoqing smiled bitterly again.

The child cared about her not because he was kind.

She had great love in her heart, and because of her gender, she felt more empathy for both herself and Xin Huarong, who were also women, so she chose to help.

Just like she helped Hong Shuang before.

If I haven't seen it, it would be fine, but once I encounter it, I will definitely not stand idly by.

But it was not easy to say this to Xin Huarong, so he could only remain silent for a while and said, "In fact, Atang's feelings for me may not be as deep as you think. She... In fact, something happened to her in the past and she lost her memory before the age of six. If you count it this way, the time I spent with her was only the six months before she entered the palace..."

It's only half a year.

"After losing her memory, she became very dependent on me. I felt sorry for her suffering, let go of my previous worries, and started working hard to be a good mother.

That half year was a happy time when my mother and I truly got along well.

Sometimes, I even think that it’s okay to live like this for the rest of my life.

But then...

The appearance of Fu Ping'an made me realize that I had taken all this for granted.

Although I never thought of letting Atang return to the Marquis' Mansion, she has the blood of the Marquis' Mansion in her veins. As long as Fu Ping'an wants, she will go back to the Marquis' Mansion no matter how I try to stop her.

Not to mention that she was chosen as the prince's tutor at that time, so I couldn't take her away with me.

But I don’t want to go back to Annan Marquis’ Mansion, and I don’t want to face Fu Ping’an’s ugly face.

At that time, I finally accepted Atang, but she was immediately snatched away from me by someone else.

I watched Atang jump into the fire pit and embark on a path that was more difficult than any other journey in this world. The road ahead became dangerous and uncertain, and I was powerless to stop him. I was filled with despair and got stuck in a dead end.

She was so young at that time, and so dependent on me, but I left her and passed away without a care...

At this point, how can I have the face to meet her again?

Moreover, she has lost her past memories..."

Xiao Qing closed her eyes and said with difficulty: "It is possible that in her heart, I am just a stranger who has been with her for half a year and has not kept his word. I think after so many years, her impression of me has become very shallow..."