Mysterious level up! Shen Ye cries and begs for reconciliation again

"..."

Her almost stereotyped words hurt Shen Rao's fragile heart.

He pressed his hands on the seat, clenched them so tightly that they creaked, and the blue meridians that showed through extended to the forearms hidden in his long-sleeved pajamas, as if he was trying his best to endure something.

He was speechless and opened his lips several times but couldn't utter a word.

Shen Rao didn't know how to refute, as if he had dug a big hole for himself.

He lowered his eyelids, and the mist in his eyes gradually became thicker, almost bursting at an instant.

Qi Yan seemed not to notice the grievance in his eyes. She leaned back with an indifferent expression and kept a proper distance from him.

"Can we go back and rest now?"

"..."

Shen Rao still said nothing, but his pupils trembled imperceptibly.

After a long moment, he approached her and whispered quietly.

"Kiss me, okay?"

"I beg you……"

"Shen Rao, stop making trouble."

Qi Yan frowned, looking at his fragile appearance unmoved, a dark color emerged in the depths of her clear eyes.

"I'm not making a fuss... I'm not making a fuss! I'm not making a fuss!!"

Shen Rao's voice gradually became louder, almost like a roar.

His eyes turned bloodshot, he stood up suddenly, and kicked over the floor lamp next to him, and the warm yellow light flowed diagonally onto the ground.

then.

Shen Rao, who was becoming increasingly irritable, smashed everything that could be smashed in the study. Huge noises of breaking and smashing could be heard continuously.

Soon, the study became a mess, with only the things in front of Qi Yan remaining intact.

She sat in her office chair, her hands on the table, and watched him go crazy calmly.

The bookshelf fell to the ground, the decorations were broken into pieces, foreign reading materials were scattered all over the floor, and the leather sofa was overturned. This was another manic attack that Shen Rao had since that time.

He stood in the center of the ruins, his chest heaving violently, his clenched fists suddenly loosened, and he turned around to look at Qi Yan, who had an expressionless face.

My mind gradually became clear, but my heart instantly sank.

He walked towards Qi Yan with difficulty, and was almost tripped by the messy objects. He stumbled, but finally stumbled in front of her.

He held her hands with both of his own and knelt down in panic.

His tall body was shaking, the feeling of suffocation made him feel overwhelmed, and his voice was trembling.

"Qi Yan, Qi Yan, I didn't mean it..."

"Don't be angry, don't be afraid of me, don't abandon me, I shouldn't be like this... I won't do it again... I won't do it again next time..."

As he spoke, hot liquid gushed out, instantly filling his eye sockets and dripping down.

The whole person seemed to be broken, and bitter tears flowed continuously.

"okay, I get it."

Qi Yan nodded and pulled his hand back.

"……what?"

Shen Rao's tears froze for a moment, and he even forgot to hold her tightly.

"I said I know, I won't abandon you, can you go back to sleep now?"

"..."

Qi Yan pulled his hand away.

There was no emotion in his eyes, and he maintained a businesslike attitude.

Shen Rao's expression turned blank. Looking at her indifferent face, the irritability that he had just suppressed raged through all his nerves again.

At the same time, the body seemed to be pulled into a cold deep pool, as if falling into an ice cellar. The heart felt cold and the cold spread to every part of the body.

Both sides were tearing at his sanity for the next second.

'Wow--'

The loud sound of breaking glass resounded throughout the space.

Qi Yan paused as she was about to pick up the documents again. She looked at the window through which cold air was blowing in, and finally frowned slightly.

He tapped the tabletop with his fingertips quickly and pressed his lips into a straight line.

"Shen Rao, what do you want to do?"

"..."

Shen Rao withdrew his hand and lowered his head.

He had just smashed the window glass with a metal ornament, but after that, he fell silent.

Qi Yan stood up, walked in front of him, and held his face with her hands, only to find that he was crying silently under his hair.

The corners of his eyes were red, and his deep black pupils were calm. When he saw her, they were even darker than scattered black ink.

Tears flowed down his cheeks into her palms. Qi Yan moved her fingers but did not help him wipe his tears. Her clear eyes were slightly closed and no emotion could be heard in her voice.

"Why are you crying?"

"..."

Shen Rao's tears flowed even more violently, his lips turned white from biting them, and he tried hard not to let the sobs escape from his throat.

Qi Yan wiped away his hot tears with her fingertips and sighed softly.

"I don't want to love you, but you cry when I don't love you. What do you want?"

"……love me."

He opened his thin lips slightly and whispered softly.

"What did you say? I didn't hear clearly."

Qi Yan raised an eyebrow and asked.

"Love me...I want you to love me..."

Shen Rao held her wrist and choked up loudly.

"I don't like you not kissing me, I don't like you ignoring me, I don't like you not caring about me... I want you to love me, I want you to love only me..."

Tears were streaming down his face as he spoke incoherently.

After listening to his self-confession, Qi Yan tilted her head, raised the corners of her lips slightly, and reached out to wipe away the tears that blurred his eyes.

"You can't stand it so soon, then why do you still say you don't have to love you?"

"...I, I can't believe you love me..."

Shen Rao let her wipe it, grabbed her sleeve with his hand, and muttered hoarsely.

He lowered his long eyelashes, revealing his despicable self completely in front of her.

He felt inferior and thought Qi Yan would not love him, but at the same time he greedily wanted her love.

If he can't get what he wants, he'll cry and make a fuss, and go crazy uncontrollably.

Shen Rao tightened his grip on her sleeve, fearing that Qi Yan had compromised because of his fuss. He raised his eyes, trying to observe her expression.

But he found that the person in front of him was looking at him with smiling and soft eyes.

At that moment, he heard his heart skip a beat, tears dried on his cheeks, and he stared at her in a daze.

It took a long time before I found my voice again.

"You, what are you laughing at?"

"Smile, you're cute."

Qi Yan spoke frankly.

"..."

Before Shen Rao could react, he was picked up into the air. He was still dazed when he was put on the desk.

He placed his hands on the edge of the table, his fingertips unconsciously clenched.

Qi Yan put her arms around his waist, chuckled and moved closer to him, her clear eyes and tone full of sincerity.

"Shen Rao, I told you, just tell me what you want and I'll give it to you."

Shen Rao was stunned for only a moment, then he raised his eyelids and looked at her carefully.

"Then kiss me."

"it is good."

Qi Yan kissed his lips.

After getting permission, he began to make new requests.

Shen Rao's face was red, his eyes were blurry, and he kept gasping for breath. The unbearable heat all over his body kept gnawing at his remaining sanity.

"Ah, Ah Yan, help me..."

"it is good."

Qi Yan kissed the corner of his lips, and her hand slid along his strong muscles, covering that hot spot.

He groaned, and came up to me in a daze, his spine numbing with excitement, and he made his last request in a halting manner.

"You... um... you have to love me... only me..."

"……it is good."

Qi Yan narrowed his eyes and responded.

She didn't know if she was bewitched by something.

At this moment, I guess he would agree to whatever the person in front of him wanted.