The Demon Concubine of God

Shen Wen slowly woke up from his coma just after dawn, and the moment he woke up, tears immediately rolled down his eyes...

I still remember the moment of childbirth.

He was in so much pain that he lived and died, and the thought of committing suicide in his heart gradually grew stronger.

He knew that this child could not see the world at this time. If he was born alive, he would be a hundred times more miserable than him with such a background, and his fate would be even more miserable, not to mention that he was probably a monster. How could he not understand that normally a man could not get pregnant? The pill that he swallowed in front of the old lady must have had a problem...

But at that time, he had such an idea, he fell in love with Ji Ziyin. It was sad to say that he, a man, fell in love with another man, which was against the natural order. He was worried that he would be punished every day, and he was in pain and torture. He wanted to die, so he was willing to take the evil medicine, thinking that he would give birth to a child for Brother Ji before dying, which was also a way to repay his gratitude.

I didn't expect that the pain of childbirth is a thousand times more difficult than that of a woman. It really made him suffer...

As his world-weariness grew stronger, his consciousness gradually dissipated...

But at this moment, the voice of the man who gave him a sense of warmth lingered in his ears again.

"Shen Wen... Shen Wen... I'm here. Brother Ji is here to see you. You must hold on and you can't die..."

It was Ji Ziyin who called him again and again, with such concern in her tone. This man actually broke into the delivery room to see him at this time. Men are not allowed to come in, there will be bloody disasters!

He suddenly opened his eyes slowly and looked...

When he was sure that it was really Brother Ji who came to see him, he couldn't help crying. Everyone in the Ji family hoped that he would have a child to carry on the family line, especially his Brother Ji. The love and affection they had shared in the past were unforgettable. If he wasn't a man, why would he have to bear so much criticism and suppression from the Ji family and the outside world?

He held Brother Ji's hand tightly, and with his comfort and encouragement, he regained some strength...

But next.

"Oh! It's a stillborn baby..."

It was the midwife's voice.

He heard it clearly, and with this sentence, he fell into a deep sleep.

Perhaps because Ji Ziyin was not around, the vicious words of the maid Bi'er and the midwife reached his ears so clearly that he woke up again amid the curses.

"Why don't you just die, useless thing? This evildoer is so stubborn that he killed his own child and won't be able to have children in the future."

"I'm afraid it will bring trouble to my grandfather and future grandmother. It's considered unlucky for a demon to have a child. It really hurts others and yourself."

How ridiculous, he didn't die, but the child was dead. The old lady and the first wife couldn't forgive him, they just wanted to give him a comfortable death.

At this moment, a familiar sound of footsteps came to his bed and stopped just one step away from his foot.

The man looked at him helplessly, and he just turned his head to look at him. With just one glance, Shen Wen felt that the man seemed to be one step away from him, and he disappointed him again.

"Oh! The pillow is wet again..."

In fact, the man wanted to say sorry to him. He wanted to tell him that he only wanted him to be a man. He wanted a man. He only wanted the little book boy seeking shelter in his arms. Why did he have to ruin himself like this? It was against the will of heaven for a man to become a woman. If the man really wanted to leave a child, he could just have had an affair with a woman.

I also blame him for going too late when he was about to take the medicine that day. Who knew that the medicine was really effective? After that, I watched his body change little by little.

"At this point, Awen, don't be sad anymore. It's good that the child is stillborn. It's good for you, you know?" He looked at his haggard face, his heart softened, and he reached out his hand to wipe the tears from his eyes as usual. But just when he was about to touch him, he pulled back and tucked the corner of the quilt next to him.

"Master, the master's secret agent is here to call you, you'd better hurry over." The old nanny walked in, suppressed her anxiety, and patiently urged him again.

Ji Ziyan had no choice but to comfort Shen Wen a few more words and then went out.

The two of them only exchanged pleasantries, and that was the last time they met.

Ji Ziyin went to the outside of his father's study.

The eldest master sat at the table, looking at the unfilial son who walked in with a sullen face. Just one look at his son's face was like a detonation point in the raging volcano in his heart, almost exploding instantly. He endured it again and again, to the point that his nails dug into his flesh, but he didn't even notice it.

"Father."

Father? It's a respectful title.

Fortunately, his tone is a little better than before, so it seems that he is not doing anything against human ethics.

The master said calmly: "Sit down..." Then he told his servant Shijian to make tea for his son.

Soon the little servant Shi Jian brought tea.

The eldest master looked at his son and thought that he was quite docile today, so he went straight to the point and said, "Your grandmother has already passed on the message, and I'm sure you have guessed the result. Don't disobey her wishes this time."

Ji Ziyin's face was gloomy. He said, "I will take care of his affairs. I have already found a villa and arranged everything there. I will ask my servant to take Awen there later."

The master was angry again.

Even now, he still didn't give up and was still thinking of leaving a way out for that demon. The old master held his chest and felt his liver hurt. He pointed at his son and said only the word "you".

Ji Ziyan still had a dead look on his face and said nothing.

After a while, the master chuckled coldly a few times and nodded helplessly.

He said, "You favored that... that male servant, but it was just the work of your inner demons. I know you blamed me for killing your young servant Tong Jianyu. But don't you think that it was really just because of my careless mistake? The fault is not yours. At that time, you were only close to that servant and listened to him in everything, which made you have to consider your future. In the future, you will be in the court. How can you not let others catch you with such a handle?"

When Ji Ziyin heard the name Jianyu, his eyes fluctuated a little, but he was no longer the impulsive boy. He took a sip of tea and said calmly:

"Awen is different from Jianyu. He never says anything in my ear. I tell him to do everything. He is weaker and less intelligent than Jianyu."

The master did not refute.

Only then did he realize that his son liked Shen Wen only because he bore some resemblance to Wu Jianyu. It was not love, just a slight liking for him.

The master had no choice but to drop this item and talk about something else. "He was a male favorite, and suddenly he became a woman and gave birth to a stillborn baby. This matter cannot be concealed. It is an unprecedented anecdote. If you bring it to the court, not to mention how many censors will impeach you, your Awen might be treated as a monkey and stand in the hall for people to admire..."

Hearing this, Ji Ziyin put the cup in his hand on the table with a snap.

The eldest master ignored his changed expression and continued, "From the time Emperor Shengzong favored Concubine Xianrou to his son favoring Concubine Xianrou's son, the prevalence of male favorites among the people has spread. Strange things keep happening, and the backlog of cases in the prison has become an unsolved mystery. When it comes to our Emperor Xiao, in order to protect Concubine Xianrou's Li family from extinction and to ensure the purity of the Li family's bloodline, he also wants to change the trend of keeping male favorites, so he resolutely enacted a harsh law. He listened to Duke Shen's advice and forbade the people to keep male favorites, and forbade the people to marry male wives and male concubines, except for male prostitutes in brothels. The royal family can only marry members of the Li family, and we, the powerful families, can only have prostitutes and male prostitutes outside, let alone keep them in the house. I'm afraid that your case will become an excuse for Emperor Xiao to purge the powerful and wealthy, and he might even search and search each family."

With a bang, as Ji Zinyin suddenly stood up, the teacup on the table fell to the ground and shattered.

"Father, please don't exaggerate. Our aristocratic family is so complicated and intertwined that Emperor Xiao can't do that."

Seeing him like this, the master was afraid that this matter would go his way again. Thinking of this, the master clenched his fists in anger, and his silver teeth were grinding.

Just then, Ji Ziyan's guard hurried in and looked at Ji Ziyan anxiously.

Ji Ziyan was on important duty and had the power to guard 10,000 soldiers in the capital. He was supposed to be training outside the city as usual, but because he was concerned about Awen's life or death, he had to sneak back home.

Judging from the guard's anxious hint, there must be an emergency in the army that requires him to go back.