Quick Wear: After the strategy was successful, she died again

The summer heat was unbearable. The girl, whose dress was soaked by red wine, wrote down her wish in her diary:

I don’t want to be the daughter of the Tang family anymore. I want to be an ordinary person.

She just wants to live like an ordinary person.

That is the story of the original owner...

Are some people born wrong? The little girl always wondered.

Giving birth is like going through the gates of hell for a woman, and her mother died of heavy bleeding while giving birth to her.

In her memory, her mother was a bright and beautiful woman, but she only existed in photos.

The father was a drunk and indifferent man. He kept cursing the girl over and over again, saying that she was a murderer and that she should not have come into this world.

At first, the girl would cry and feel wronged. She didn’t understand what she had done wrong. It was obviously not her choice, and she also wanted to have a mother who loved her.

But no one loves her, no one will stand up for her, and no one will firmly tell her that it is not her fault.

The nannies and housekeepers who raised her, paid by her father, treated taking care of her as a job.

They will only tell the girl that your father loves your mother deeply, and because he loves her too much, he cannot accept her departure. He is very painful and does not mean to hurt you.

They flattered the girl's father and used their own way of thinking to teach the girl to be sensible and understand her father's difficulties.

Later, the girl did become well-behaved and sensible. She understood her father's pain and grew into a warm and kind girl. She studied hard and was gentle and polite to everyone.

She no longer resented her father or cried, and at such a young age, she was able to take care of herself.

But her father still didn't like her. Instead, he hated girls like this even more.

He said, I really don’t know how someone as proud as Shuang’er could give birth to such a flattering child?

He said that the girl's flattering attitude made him feel ashamed.

Even if the girl handed in a perfect test paper, no matter how well-behaved and obedient she was, she could not make her father happy, nor could she escape a beating.

At that time, she didn't know that her father wanted a child with a bright and spoiled personality like her mother, which would make him feel comforted and feel that his wife's life was continued.

But the girl looked exactly the opposite, quiet, reserved, gentle and non-aggressive.

But the father at that time never thought that an unloved child, a child who has never been pampered or favored, a child who always suffers all kinds of grievances, has no right to be willful or spoiled, because no one stands on her side at all.

He wanted her to grow into a beautiful rose, but he abandoned her in the wasteland.

Perhaps she was too eager to be loved, so when Tang Suibai approached her with a purpose, she pretended not to know and was greedy for the false concern.

At first, Tang Suibai just wanted to cheat some money, but later he wanted more and more, especially after learning that the girl's father was looking for an orphan to be his heir.

He gave the thugs money and asked them to kidnap the girl into the alley. Then he appeared like a hero, stood in front of the girl and beat the thugs away.

That scene left a deep impression on the girl. For the first time, someone stood in front of her, not beating her up, but protecting her behind his back.

She really wanted to be loved, even if everything was fake, she wanted to keep everything fake.

The girl wrote in the composition assigned by the teacher:

My birthday was also my mother's death anniversary, so I didn't deserve to hear a happy birthday. My father asked me to kneel in front of my mother's tombstone for a long time, and I whispered a lot to my mother. I was really tired, and I couldn't help but make a wish to my mother - can you find someone to love me? Even if it's a lie.

Later, I had a brother. From then on, I was loved by others...right?

But all the falsehood was finally shattered when her father took her out to play, but left her on the roadside without a care.

Maybe her father was really busy at that time? Maybe he just forgot that she was still waiting there?

After being caught by the traffickers, the girl always tried to make excuses for her father. What father in the world would not care about his child? So she mustered up the courage to escape. She desperately wanted to go home.

She didn't expect that the companion who talked to her and cared about her life so much would push her into the abyss and run away.

After the girl was caught, she was severely beaten until she was in so much pain that she wished she was dead. She was no longer willing to think of escaping. Only then did those people let her go and threw her into a dirty cell, waiting for her injuries to heal so that they could sell her for a good price.

When she met her uncle who cared about her again, she didn't dare to let her guard down again, for she was afraid of being abandoned again.

But Uncle Liang was really gentle, just like the father figure she longed for but could never reach as described in the book.

Uncle Liang said that he wanted to take her home and run away with her.

The girl chose to believe again, and this time she finally escaped, but unfortunately she forgot.

She was hit on the head and lost a lot of her memory. She didn't remember the pain, nor did she remember the only person in her life who was kind to her without asking for anything in return.

After being adopted by Gu Shi, her life became peaceful and ordinary.

The girl never doubted her adoptive parents' love for her.

They are just ordinary farmers in the mountains. They have no good education, connections or power, and can only earn a meager income by farming.

Poverty is really a terrible thing. It puts a price on every effort and it puts a price on love.

The ribs that the girl didn't like very much were put into her bowl, and she said: "We usually don't want to eat this, so we leave it all for you. Can you work harder and study harder?"

Every payment of living expenses is always accompanied by a sentence: "We worked so hard to support your studies, you must make good money in the future to repay us."

This kind of love is too suffocating for girls.

She gradually lost the desire to express her emotions and share her life.

Later, she grew up slowly and became a girl. She became taciturn and a nerd, obeying the arrangements of her parents and becoming another child of another family.

After a long period of submission and being bullied, she did not receive any help from anyone. Under the accusations of her parents, she became even more cowardly and did not dare to ask the police for help, fearing that the final result would not be ideal and that she would suffer even more severe retaliation.

Everything she encountered at school almost became her nightmare. The girl who should have been enjoying her youth began to fear the gazes of others. Negative emotions took over her. She couldn't control her urge to cry and became hysterical. She began to hate herself and hurt herself.

The girl wanted to live very much, but she couldn't do it.

She thought returning to the Tang family would be redemption for her, but unexpectedly it led to a deeper abyss.

So, after seeing the cancer report, the girl, who did not want to be tortured by the illness, chose to end her life.

After the girl died, a strange book appeared in front of her and wanted to sign a contract with her, saying that it would help her realize her obsession.

Obsession? The girl thought about it and finally shook her head. How could she, a person who had given up her own life, have any obsession?