Quick Wear: After the strategy was successful, she died again

Zhao Huayue brought the warm water, wrung out the towel, and wiped Gu Suinuan's face.

As the towel was slowly moved down, Zhao Huayue saw that there were cigarette burns on Gu Suinuan's arms and his back was full of pits and bumps, all of which were scars left by beatings.

Zhao Huayue wiped the scars with trembling hands, tears falling uncontrollably.

It turned out that those people had bullied Nuannuan into this state, but what did she do? She forced Gu Suinuan to stay in school, and she also asked Gu Suinuan to forgive those people.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry, Nuannuan... It's all my fault, it's all my fault..."

What happened to her over the years? Why didn't she notice that her child was already scarred? Why did she forget to care about Gu Sui Nuan?

“Nuan Nuan, does it hurt?…Are you in a lot of pain?”

Zhao Huayue gently wiped each scar, choking with sobs, and asked Gu Suinan over and over again if it hurt.

But this time, no matter how much she felt sorry for him or how much she cared about him, Gu Sui Nuan could no longer respond to her.

At that moment, Zhao Huayue suddenly understood what Gu Suinan meant by his last words.

"…Are you finally willing to listen to me now?"

"Unfortunately, I don't want to talk about it anymore."

After all, Zhao Huayue had done too many wrong things, and this time, Gu Suinan didn't want her as a mother anymore.

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"Hello, Mr. Gu."

The lawyer found Gu Shi one month after Gu Suinuan's death.

Gu Shi returned to his original life, working in the fields every day, working from sunrise to sunset.

He was still puzzled when a man in a suit came to him with a document.

"I am Gu Sui Nuan's attorney. According to her will, there are some things that need to be handed over to you."

The lawyer took out a worn notebook and a bank card and handed them to Gu Shi.

"This is Miss Gu's diary and a deposit. According to Miss Gu's instructions, if anything happens to her, these things will all belong to you."

Gu Shi took the notebook and bank card in a daze, and signed the documents under the lawyer's instructions.

He was still holding the notebook and bank card until the lawyer said goodbye and left, without coming to his senses.

Gu Suinuan...

He has been working non-stop these days, forcing himself to stay busy just to avoid thinking about Gu Sui Nuan.

Gu Pinglang and Zhao Huayue were both sad because of Gu Suinan's departure. As the head of the family, Gu Shi had to cheer up and do all the work.

Gu Shi looked at the tattered notebook in his hand and remembered that he bought it for Gu Sui Nuan when he first sent her to school.

The notebook was very large and thick, and also very expensive. At that time, Gu Shi gritted his teeth and bought it for Gu Sui Nuan, telling her that she must write a diary well.

Gu Shi was somewhat curious about the contents, so he opened the notebook.

The girl's thoughts were revealed in front of Gu Shi, from the fear of leaving home for school for the first time, to the worry of not doing well on the exam.

The daily life that Gu Sui Nuan had never mentioned to him was revealed before Gu Shi's eyes:

[Yesterday, my father was working in the fields and his toe was accidentally hit by a hoe. Looking at the wound that was so deep that the bone was visible, I felt very sad.

I ran to ask if he was in pain, but my dad acted indifferent and said it was no big deal. Then he went to the field again early this morning.

I went to persuade him, but he urged me to go home and do my homework.

I asked him why he couldn't take a break, but he always had a bunch of excuses.

If we don't weed, the crops won't grow tall.

If we don’t build a shed soon, the rainy season will be here soon.

If we don't kill the insects, the corn will be eaten up.

So he was always busy, always busy.

I missed my parent-teacher meetings, missed the transition from primary school to junior high school, and from junior high school to high school.

My dad always does the most tiring work and silently carries the family.

He is the person I admire most, always has been.

So, I studied hard and tried to prove myself.

But he has never praised me, when can I become his pride? 】

[The cost of going to college is very high. I told my dad that I could go to a school with free tuition, but he didn't believe that there was any school that would let me go for free.

He has always been very proud, but in order to raise enough money for my tuition, he ran all over the village and humbly borrowed money from others.

When handing me the money, he told me to study hard.

But I failed to live up to his expectations. Those people seemed to have set their sights on me. No matter what I did, they did not stop beating and insulting me.

I'm so scared, I really don't want to go to school anymore.

Today, they dragged me into the toilet again, beat me up and kicked me, and took a video.

I couldn't help but call my dad and tell him I was being bullied.

My father seemed to be busy at the time and scolded me, saying that he worked hard to earn money and spent so much money on me, so how could I just stop studying.

He said that if I really didn't want to study, I should return all the money he had spent on me.

So, if I give him back all the money, will he not be angry? If I give it back to him, will he protect me like he did when we were kids? 】

At the end of the diary, there is Gu Sui Nuan's account. She wrote down every sum of money that Gu Shi gave her and figured out how much should be returned to Gu Shi.

After closing the diary, Gu Shi realized something and looked at the bank card.

There was a note attached to the bank card. The password was on the back, and the amount of savings in the bank card was written on the front. It was exactly the money that Gu Sui Nuan had calculated that he needed to return to Gu Shi.

Gu Shi recalled the day when Gu Sui Nuan called him.

At that time, it had not rained in Shanjian Village for a long time, the land was very dry, and the water shortage was very serious.

That day, Gu Shi was dealing with dead seedlings in the field. Each seedling was not only the Gu family's food for the next year, but also a lot of money.

At that time, Gu Shi felt helpless and sad, but he didn't expect that Gu Sui Nuan would call him rarely, but she was complaining that someone was bullying her and she didn't want to study anymore.

Gu Shi was so angry that he worked so hard in the fields and was heavily in debt just to support Gu Sui Nuan's studies, but what about her? She said she didn't want to study and she didn't want to study.

He lost control of his temper and said a lot of hurtful things.

Gu Shi tightly grasped the bank card, uncontrollably recalling every detail about Gu Sui Nuan.

When Gu Sui Nuan was still a little girl, she would sit quietly at the gate of the yard every day waiting for Gu Shi to come back from work.

Gu Sui Nuan, who had grown into a little girl, would run across the ridge of the field every day after school and run towards Gu Shi who was working in the field.

In fact, in Gu Shi’s heart, Gu Sui Nuan has always been his pride.

So, even though his foot was injured, he didn't feel any pain at all. He didn't know how to express his love, he just worked hard to let Gu Sui Nuan live a better life.

But later, as the little girl grew up, she became more and more silent and no longer wanted to go to school.

A gap appeared between them at some point, and Gu Shi, who only knew how to farm, didn't know how to cross it or what to do with it.

Quarrels again and again pushed Gu Sui Nuan further and further away.

Gu Shi recalled that after Gu Sui Nuan left, a university professor who was unaware of the truth found Gu Shi and told him that his daughter had done very well in the college entrance examination and that the papers she published in college were also outstanding.

Their school was willing to accept Gu Suinuan, and offered free tuition and a scholarship.

With the professor's popularization, Gu Shi realized that the reason why Gu Sui Nuan was so outstanding was because of his ignorance and power, which made Gu Sui Nuan lose better choices.