Trajectory 2: entangled curves

The days seem to have returned to the past.

He seemed to have just realized that she now only wore pajamas at home. These pajamas had not been changed for many years. They were not exquisite and even a little ridiculous.

He found that if she could stay at home, she would spend the whole day in a disheveled state.

She has been living with him in this state. Maybe he didn't just discover it, but he chose to ignore it because he didn't like it.

In the past, he thought life was getting better and all this should change.

In the past, he liked her when she dressed up carefully for going out. She looked like two completely different people when she was that way and when she was messy at home.

In the past, he liked to take her out with him when she was dressed up beautifully. It was pleasing to the eye and gave him face.

After experiencing a "reconciliation", he found that he now seemed to prefer to be like her, wearing pajamas at home with unkempt hair.

She used to be very thin. Even when she was pregnant with Han Cheng and was about to give birth, she still couldn't reach the standard weight for her height. She had no stretch marks, no spots, and except for her bulging belly, her figure was not out of shape at all.

If she is wearing a long skirt and viewed from the back, she still looks like a girl. If we were to select the most beautiful pregnant woman, Han Moli would like to give her 100 votes.

Things were different when she was pregnant with Han Xin. Although she did not suffer from morning sickness until the seventh month like she did with her first child, she started to have spots on her face and her complexion became a little sallow. Her belly did not shrink after giving birth, and she gained more than 10 pounds in weight.

At that time, Han Moli and Zhuge Qinuo had reached a consensus that it would be difficult for them to recover physically as they were getting older and had their second child. They seemed to have reached a consensus that "let it be".

Over the years, she has gained more than ten pounds compared to when she gave birth to her second child. Although she has just reached the standard weight for her height, she no longer has a slender waist and a delicate face. Without makeup, she has nothing to do with hot girls. It's not that he dislikes her, but he missed her youth and beauty more.

But now Han Moli realized that this was the mature charm that time had given her, and he began to really accept this change. Therefore, he wanted to spend more time with her, and even if she didn't want to have some "in-depth communication" at night, he would often touch her and hug her.

Just caressing and hugging can satisfy him. He has missed too much in the past year and he wants to make up for it.

Han Moli and Zhuge Qinuo seemed to have really returned to the past, or even better than before.

If there were no ifs.

This kind of days lasted only more than a month.

Han Moli returned to his inevitable busyness, both mentally and physically. He was afraid that Zhuge Qinuo would notice and that the normal life he finally returned to would slip away.

But she has always been sensitive, how could he hide it? He knew this very well, but he had no other choice but to hide it desperately.

It was summer vacation. On this day, he went home early and bought some food as usual. When he got home, he found that his children were not there.

After learning that he was sent to a ten-day summer camp, Han Moli was a little surprised because he found out so suddenly, but he didn't dare to ask more questions.

The two of them finished their meal and washed the dishes as usual.

Han Moli still had "work" to deal with, so he went to the study. Zhuge Qinuo had taken a bath early and lay down on the bed.

When he opened the bedroom door and was about to go back...

"Let's talk." Zhuge Qinuo said.

Han Moli had just finished a phone call and dealt with some things. Zhuge Qinuo's attitude today was very different from the previous days. He didn't know what she was trying to say with her serious expression. Out of guilt, he agreed unconsciously.

The air conditioning temperature in the bedroom is just right, with a friendly scent of floral water and the fragrance of shower gel after taking a shower.

Zhuge Qinuo ignored Han Moli who had been standing by the door without daring to move. He sat up and leaned against the back of the bed. He was very calm and his emotions could not be seen.

Familiar environment, familiar smell, but Zhuge Qinuo, whom he thought he was very familiar with, seemed very strange at this moment.

It was so strange that it seemed as if the air in the room was rejecting him and pushing him out. It was so strange that he couldn't help but doubt that the happy family life in the past month was an illusion.

"What's wrong?" Han Moli concealed his emotions, pretended to be calm, lifted the blanket and sat on the bed.

"Get a divorce."

Before Han Moli covered himself with the blanket, Zhuge Qinuo spoke.

Compared to the weight of these words, Han Moli was more shocked by Zhuge Qinuo's attitude. She spoke such explosive words so calmly, so calmly that it was a little scary, and he couldn't help but shudder.

"What did you say?" His tone was full of confusion.

He really couldn't believe that she would say these words. He thought they had reconciled.

But Han Moli quickly realized that she might have already discovered what he had done over the years, and he had always known that she was a germaphobe in relationships, so it was impossible for her not to have discovered his infidelity in marriage.

Because she found out, she kept her distance from him. No, it shouldn't be said that she was keeping her distance. Han Moli himself had actually been deliberately distancing himself from her before. He had doubted her busyness, and doubted her just right distance.

But at that time, he completely enjoyed the state of her automatically staying away from him.

Now, he finally understood why she did that.

Han Moli did not ask her when she knew about it. He did not dare to ask, nor did he dare to get to the bottom of it, because he was sure that if he asked, he would find out that he was having an affair during his marriage.

All he could do and wanted to do was to redeem and make amends.

"Wife, I was wrong. I was really wrong. But we can start over again." After so many years of relationship, Han Moli still couldn't let go.

"Divorce" was what he wanted to say to her most half a year ago, but he just couldn't say it.

He enjoyed the colorful world outside, but also coveted the family stability that Zhuge Qinuo brought him. Even though at that time, he felt that he no longer loved her, and was even a little tired of her; even though at that time, he understood that if it weren't for her endurance and maintenance, home might not have been home long ago.

Just now in the study, he was still confused.

Now that Zhuge Qinuo had spoken first, he seemed to no longer be confused. He finally didn't have to rack his brains to think about how to say the word "divorce" like he did back then.

She had already given him a result.

But why is there no relief, no happiness, no relief, only reluctance?

They had just reconciled, and he finally realized how difficult their marriage was. Even though it was his fault, how could he give up so easily at this time?

It seemed that at this moment, he finally figured out what he wanted - he wanted stability, he wanted this home, he wanted the children, he wanted Zhuge Qinuo, he wanted to go back to the past.