Trajectory 2: entangled curves

Now that you've made your decision, just do it.

She was standing by the car waiting for him and saw the man come out.

He was handsome without any decoration, even messy after playing basketball, but his eyes were so deep. The basketball uniform showed the tight but not exaggerated muscle lines of his arms, and one could imagine his figure completely - thin when dressed, muscular when undressed.

Shen Chengkun, it was the first time she looked at him like this, so directly, so completely, and for so long.

Zhuge Qinuo finally felt how good it was to be single. She could look at handsome guys in such a vulgar way without feeling too guilty.

He smiled inadvertently.

He didn't expect Zhuge Qinuo would wait for him and look at him like this, which made Shen Chengkun feel quite uncomfortable. He tried to stay calm and take every step carefully.

Just by her smile, he was a little flustered for a moment. The scene in front of him was too exciting. His body was instantly filled with youthful energy. He never thought that one day he would be like a young man and play out the plots in idol dramas.

Unable to suppress his emotions any longer, he quickened his pace, grabbed Zhuge Qinuo's hand, opened the car door, stuffed her into his passenger seat, and then got in the car himself.

Zhuge Qinuo was flustered by Shen Chengkun's series of actions. Things did not develop in the way she imagined, she just wanted to make things clear.

"He must be like this because I looked at him so unscrupulously. People really can't do bad things, not even thinking about it." She was very panicked.

It was a sin for a divorced woman to see a married man, so she let things go beyond her expectations. From the moment Shen Chengkun held her hand, Zhuge Qinuo knew that she had taken the matter too lightly.

Shen Chengkun said nothing along the way. He stepped on the accelerator and the car sped away, eventually stopping on the side of the road where no one was.

"Nothing to say?" Shen Chengkun asked, looking ahead.

"Not at the moment." Zhuge Qinuo answered while looking ahead. She had not thought of a solution at all.

"Not curious?" Shen Chengkun unbuckled his seat belt and looked at Zhuge Qinuo.

"Curiosity kills the cat. Curiosity is not a virtue." Zhuge Qinuo heard the sound of the seat belt being unfastened and felt Shen Chengkun's gaze out of the corner of his eye.

Very nervous, in such a small space, she could only respond to the opponent's moves. She chose not to move, still looking forward.

"I didn't expect..." Shen Chengkun stopped talking halfway.

"Didn't expect anything?" Zhuge Qinuo immediately responded, his body stiff, not daring to look at him.

"I didn't expect you to be so good at playing dumb." Shen Chengkun looked at Zhuge Qinuo's series of reactions and smiled bitterly.

"Why am I pretending to be stupid?" Zhuge Qinuo turned around and looked at Shen Chengkun with a puzzled look.

Shen Chengkun also turned his head, and their eyes met, neither of them dodged.

Shen Chengkun didn't know what to say to continue the conversation, and she didn't continue talking either. He looked at her, reached out his hand, held Zhuge Qinuo's face, and kissed her, simple and direct.

It's neither passionate nor superficial.

This kiss, without any response from the woman, firmly connected their lips together. He did not take any further action, nor did he show any intention of letting go immediately.

Zhuge Qinuo's entire brain exploded N times in shock and moral condemnation.

After a few seconds of stalemate, seeing that Zhuge Qinuo did not refuse, Shen Chengkun began to kiss the corners of her mouth, her cheeks, and her eyes.

When he returned to her lips and was about to launch his attack, he felt a resistance in his chest.

Zhuge Qinuo was pushing him away.

He didn't force it. He let go of her face and slowly sat back down.

"We can't."

It was Zhuge Qinuo who recovered from the shock.

"You don't have any feelings for me?" Shen Chengkun asked. Seeing that she didn't answer, he didn't give up. "You don't have any fluctuations in your heart? I don't believe my intuition is false. You are the same as me, right?"

"Yes and no." Zhuge Qinuo answered honestly.

She thought, this is the advantage of divorce. She can boldly admit her inner thoughts without having to feel guilty towards her family.

"I think we won't have another chance to talk like this, so I don't want to hide anything."

"I admit that I am not indifferent to you. Who can blame me for being obsessed with looks? To be honest, maybe you have already successfully attracted my attention the first time I saw you. In fact, every time I see you, even if I just look at you from a distance, my heart will be slightly moved. In the past, I dared not admit it, and I would not admit it."

Shen Chengkun was eager to know her real thoughts: "What about now?"

Zhuge Qinuo: "Now, I'm divorced!"

Although she spoke calmly, this news was explosive for Shen Chengkun, so much so that his facial features could not express his inner feelings at the moment.

"I'm divorced, but you're not. So this is where it ends. We both know this is wrong."

"You shouldn't have such little fluctuations in your heart."

"I shouldn't have given you the chance to carry water even though I knew that I had changed my mind about you."

"It shouldn't have taken so long to confront our issues. I should have made it clear to you earlier."

Zhuge Qinuo poured cold water on him in basins.

"Are you divorced?"

After saying so much, is this the key point that Shen Chengkun focused on?

Zhuge Qinuo: "Did you listen to me? What I want to say is that it is wrong for us to do this. This makes me a person who interferes with other people's marriages."

"Ha!" Shen Chengkun finally came back to his senses from the shocking event. The news of Zhuge Qinuo's divorce was like a pardon to him: "Before, you were not free, but now you are free. In the future, I will also be free. You will give me some time, right?"

Zhuge Qinuo was scared. She didn't expect that some things had already exceeded her expectations. She thought Shen Chengkun was the same as her, but the fact was that they were very different.

If she had some wonderful feeling of being loved before, Shen Chengkun's words now made her instantly sober, extremely sober.

Because she knows there are some emotions that she cannot bear: "The problem is not whether you are free or not, or whether you have enough time. First of all, it is wrong for us to do this. And, believe me, all this is just impulse. When this emotion returns to calm and you have to face many problems, the reality will daunt you. So it is impossible for us."

It couldn't be more direct. Shen Chengkun remained silent.

"Listen to me. Just one question. Do you really understand me? Do you think I understand you?"

"That's all?"

Zhuge Qinuo nodded: "Do you like the real me? Do you really feel that I like you? When two people are together, they should at least be in love with each other based on mutual understanding."

"Don't you even give each other a chance? How do you know it's not possible if you haven't tried?" Shen Chengkun was anxious to start a debate.

"There is no such thing as giving or not giving. It is simply impossible. You are unmarried, I am unmarried, we are both young and alone, so naturally we can try. However, the fact is that we are not. Now? Try? Wouldn't the price be too high? You will end up with your wife and children, I have nothing to leave, but I will end up in disgrace, just for trying?

"After the passion of adolescent love, there will be fatigue, not to mention the heavy responsibilities behind us. What will we face after the passion?

"Just calm down!" Zhuge Qinuo said as he was about to open the car door and leave.

"So you waited for me to say this?" Shen Chengkun smiled bitterly. "Do you think I haven't thought about what you said? Am I ignorant of the seriousness of the matter? Am I childish and impulsive? You really don't know that I have also experienced torment again and again in my heart. But just now, I heard the news of your divorce. I feel bad for you, but damn, I am more fortunate because it makes me think of all kinds of good results. It makes me feel that everything becomes bearable, as long as you are like me."

Shen Chengkun's eyes were full of affirmation and expectation.

But it was destined that when facing the woman in front of him, what awaited him was only disappointment.

"I don't want to lie to you. I have fantasized about meeting you countless times. But even if it was just imagination, it only stopped at a few more glances when we met. I never thought about any further development with you, I don't have any more extravagant hopes, let alone thinking about the future."

"I believe you. You may have thought about all the consequences. But I don't even need to think about it. I know I can't afford it. Or rather, I have never thought about the consequences, nor have I considered taking responsibility!"

"We are different!"

"Let's just pretend that what happened just now never happened. You go back, protect your family, and love your family. This is a man's responsibility." After saying that, Zhuge Qinuo opened the car door and walked away calmly.

Shen Chengkun smiled, a little palely, and did not chase after her.

What he thought was a grand and passionate love story, a bold choice for himself, turned out to be just his wishful thinking.

She and he have never been the same!