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"So according to what you said, I should forgive my parents?" Jiang Xue asked softly in a calm tone, like a pool of still water.

"I'm not asking you to forgive me, but I hope you won't get too hung up on them. Their actions stem from the era they live in. Every era has its own unique thinking patterns and behaviors," said Chen Xi.

"I can't completely agree with your point of view." Jiang Xue argued, "Other girls of the same age and from the same place can enjoy the love of their parents. Many families are full of warmth and parents love their children very much. Why are only my parents poisoned by the times, while other people's parents can escape?" Jiang Xue continued to explain her views.

"That must be because someone in their previous generation had insight into this problem and understood these principles, so they remained clear-headed," Chen Xi responded.

"You're right, so I've never compared myself with others before, not even with my brother, just because I knew he was a boy and was different from me in my parents' hearts. I've always been comparing myself with my sister. We are of the same gender, came from the same womb, and have the same mother. My mother might be deeply influenced by that era as you said, but she was partial to us as daughters. This was the fundamental reason for the imbalance in my heart before." Jiang Xue said.

"The words you used to describe this memory were all from the past and before, which proves that the you in your words is actually completely separated from the you now." Chen Xi pointed out this problem.

"You've actually done very well. You've escaped from your birthplace, stayed away from them, and achieved spiritual and financial independence. You've noticed your psychological problems, and you were able to find me. By doing all this, you've actually achieved spiritual self-consistency."

"Perhaps your parents still have an influence on you now. You may not be able to get rid of the identity of a victim of the times for the time being, and you cannot change your parents for the time being, but you realize that this experience in your childhood has caused you personality problems now. You know that this mentality is wrong. You are very smart. For example, when your boyfriend gives you a gift, you feel burdened, but when you receive the gift, you show positive response and give emotional value in return."

"You're doing great. You clearly understand the impact your childhood has had on you, so you choose the right way to respond. It's like being sick. You know what disease you have and you take the right medicine."

"You are actually lacking love. My advice to you is that instead of getting it from others and letting them give it to you, it is better to create love for yourself and cultivate your ability to love others, because the one who takes the initiative has the dominant power and can take it back if they don't want to love you."

"As you build new intimate relationships, your childhood experiences will have less and less impact on you as new relationships evolve."

The two chatted a lot more.

We talked for nearly four hours in total.

It cost more than an average person's monthly salary.

But it's worth it.

Chen Xi was really professional. He didn't just try to calm her down or go along with what she said. Instead, the two of them discussed the issue with each other more like an academic discussion.

Because of this way of chatting, Jiang Xue was able to calmly explain a lot of her own things. After listening to her, he did not comfort her or sympathize with her. He told himself that you were sick in your heart before, but you did very well and you were healing yourself. These problems may still affect you now, but they will have less and less impact on you in the future.

Jiang Xue agreed with his conclusion.

She has grown up, and childhood cannot trap adults. No matter how bad it is, you can move forward. The past cannot be changed, but the future can be changed.

She doesn't need to be made up by her parents either.

Personal thoughts cannot change the trend of the times. She did not suffer from any substantial mental illness due to the trauma of her childhood in her previous life, so it is impossible for her to be trapped in her childhood in this life.

Jiang Xue let out a long breath when she left the psychological counseling room.

Then he walked out of here briskly.

After going downstairs, Jiang Xue went to a nearby KFC, ate a hamburger, drank some Coke, which she didn't usually drink, and ordered a lot of fried high-calorie snacks.

Jiang Xue turned off her phone in advance because of chatting. When she turned it on again, she saw the message from Xu Mo.

Ask her if she wants to have dinner together in the evening.

Jiang Xue replied: "I'm not at school. I've eaten."

Xu Mo's QQ video came in and Jiang Xue picked up the call.

"Well, actually I haven't eaten yet. I'm eating now." Then Jiang Xue patted the small pile of food and drinks in front of her.

"Don't you not drink carbonated drinks?" Xu Mo asked puzzledly, looking at the ice cola.

"It's okay to drink it occasionally."

"When are you going back to school? I have nothing to do in the dormitory. Do you want me to accompany you?"

"Did you have meal?"

"not yet."

"Then come over. Come and have a hamburger." Jiang Xue sent the address to Xu Mo, then slowed down and waited for Xu Mo to come over.

He came here in a taxi, and it was very fast. When he arrived, Jiang Xue slowed down her pace. She was already full, so she ordered him a Coke and some food. Then she sipped the drink and ate French fries while watching him eat.

"When I was a kid, I could only eat here after I passed my exams. The food I thought was delicious when I was a kid, and the taste hasn't changed much, doesn't taste as good now."

"When I was a child, I only saw it on TV and in the mouths of my younger brothers and sisters. I always thought it must be very expensive and delicious. After eating it for the first time, I felt that it was not as delicious as I imagined, nor as expensive as I imagined." Jiang Xue smiled after saying this.

Thinking back to her sophomore or junior year in college in her previous life, when she prepared enough money for the first time, she went to McDonald's and ordered a hamburger meal for more than 20 yuan. At that time, a meal in the school cafeteria cost three to six yuan, and when she saw the price, she didn't think it was expensive.

The meal includes hamburgers, chicken nuggets, French fries, and Coke.

She carried the food tray and found a seat by the window.

I straightened my back and pretended it wasn't my first time eating the French fries. I followed the example of the people at the next table and tore open one side of the wrapping paper and squeezed ketchup onto the French fries' wrapper.

When she ate it, she thought it tasted just so-so and not very delicious.

But she ate it all anyway.

"Do you have any brothers or sisters?" Xu Mo asked.

Jiang Xue nodded, and without avoiding the topic, she took the initiative to talk to Xu Mo: "My brother whom you met before is called Liu Qinglin. He and I are half-siblings. He was born out of wedlock when my mother was young, and he has been raised in my grandparents' home since he was born."