I am a freeloader in the anime world

"Of course, I also recognize your self-blame, although in my opinion, this responsibility does not lie with you. You are just making trouble for yourself."

Su Yang picked up the coffee cup on the table, took a sip of coffee, and then continued.

"This self-blame itself is actually you, Yukinoshita Yukino, your empathy for the victim, and the embodiment of your noble moral values. And these precisely show that you have not been assimilated by this dirty and ugly society, nor have you become a person who is numb to the sufferings experienced by others."

Yukinoshita Yukino raised her head slightly and looked at Su Yang without saying anything, while Su Yang continued speaking.

"For someone like you who was born in a prominent family but suffered from bullying since childhood, it is truly rare that you can still retain such noble qualities. To be honest, I am a little envious. If only I could have met you when I first came to this world."

As he was speaking, Su Yang turned his head to look at the sky outside the window, and a hint of sadness appeared in his eyes.

"Is it precious?" There seemed to be some self-mockery in Yukinoshita Yukino's tone. Then, she who had been looking at Su Yang also keenly noticed the sadness in his eyes.

The person in front of her had been wandering in this world for twenty years. She could not even imagine the contempt and malice he had endured.

If, if I had stayed with him from the beginning, then maybe he wouldn't have...

Yukinoshita Yukino thought.

"But when I first came into this world, you might have been a fertilized egg, or maybe a tadpole?"

Su Yang's words interrupted Yukinoshita Yukino's thoughts, and after hearing Su Yang's words clearly, she rolled her eyes at Su Yang.

I'm so glad I didn't stay with this annoying guy from the beginning.

Yukinoshita Yukino thought fiercely, but because of Su Yang's interruption, her self-blame was alleviated a little.

"Your sense of self-blame is indeed so precious in today's society, especially in a society like Sakura Country."

As he spoke, Su Yang smiled helplessly.

"If you can, go ask other people in society and you'll know. To put it bluntly, if they encounter the same thing as you, don't blame yourself. I'm afraid they'd be lucky if they don't stay away from it."

Yukinoshita Yukino fell silent again after hearing this.

"I understand the general situation. Your problem is not difficult to solve. The key lies in your heart."

Yukinoshita Yukino looked at Su Yang with her beautiful eyes, with confusion on her face.

"It seems to me that your heart is imprisoned in a cage by yourself, and you are trapped in it and cannot extricate yourself. I can pull you out of the cage, but if you can't rely on your own strength to get out of the cage that imprisons you, next time, you will enter the cage again."

Su Yang said, taking another sip of coffee.

And Yukinoshita Yukino's slender and beautiful eyelashes moved slightly.

"In fact, you have been holding the key to the cage in your hand. It depends on whether you are willing to open the cage door."

Su Yang's magnetic voice continued to sound, striking directly into Yukinoshita Yukino's heart.

"If I really had the key to the cage, I wouldn't have been noticed by Mr. Hiratsuka that I was in a bad mood, and I wouldn't be here talking to you about this topic."

"You really didn't?"

Su Yang's voice was not loud, but it was like a giant sword, piercing straight into Yukinoshita Yukino's heart.

Yukinoshita Yukino looked at Su Yang's pupils slightly avoiding him, not daring to look directly into his eyes.

"The easiest way right now is to go and apologize to Hikigaya Hachiman right now!"

Su Yang's words were sonorous and powerful.

"After all, regardless of whether your explanation is subjective or not, according to the traffic accident report alone, this matter has nothing to do with you. Moreover, as long as the other party is not someone with bad intentions, as long as you apologize in person, you can get forgiveness, and all problems will be solved, right?"

When Yukinoshita Yukino heard Su Yang's words, she was obviously moved, but the next moment, she lowered her head.

"No."

"Hmm?" Su Yang stared at Yukinoshita Yukino with confusion on his face, "Why?"

"We've known each other for so long, and you know why."

"Because of your pride? Or do you want to live under the protection of the Yukinoshita family forever?" Su Yang looked into Yukinoshita Yukino's eyes and said, "In my impression, you are a person who pursues independence, admires yourself, and is strong. Otherwise, you wouldn't work in a convenience store outside in order to move out of the Yukinoshita family and live alone when you are in high school. Although, it seems that you also want to prove that you can inherit the family business."

Upon hearing this, Yukinoshita Yukino lowered her head even more, but Su Yang did not stop talking.

"Now, after a month of attending high school, have you lost your courage?"

"This is different." Yukinoshita Yukino raised her head slightly.

"What's the difference?" Su Yang asked back, "Although it was Mr. Hiratsuka's suggestion to come and comfort you, but if I'm not mistaken, the person who really asked me to come should be your sister, right? Yukino, I know you are eager to be independent from the Yukinoshita family, but you also long for the recognition of your parents and sister at home. But as the saying goes, it is better to retreat and weave a net than to envy the fish by the abyss. Now is not the opportunity to formally prove yourself in front of your sister?"

Upon hearing this, Yukinoshita Yukino clenched her fists, but there was still some struggle in her heart.

"What you said is very tempting, but I don't want to hurt an innocent person again for this."

"Why does hurting innocent people suddenly become part of this issue?" Su Yang felt very strange. He couldn't quite figure out the strange way Yukinoshita's brain was thinking. Suddenly, he thought of what happened to Yukinoshita when she was in elementary school again. "Is it because of what Hayato Hayama did for you when you were in elementary school?"

Yukinoshita Yukino clenched her fists and exerted force again, but Su Yang knew that he guessed right.

"The wrong help to those in the abyss will only make them sink deeper into the abyss."

Yukinoshita Yukino's tone was not calm.

"Tsk, as expected, clumsy nice guys are just annoying." Su Yang remembered what happened between him and my grandson Ban Yuan, as well as some words he heard between his school classmates.

"But what does this have to do with you, Yukinoshita? After all, your popularity in school is not that good. After all, not many people have been treated coldly by you."

Upon hearing this, Yukinoshita Yukino raised her eyebrows and glared at Su Yang.

"Someone has no right to say that about me."

Su Yang didn't care about the sarcasm in Yukinoshita Yukino's words

"But it's true. These adolescent boys and girls are completely idiots controlled by their hormones. As long as they are good-looking, they will be sought after even if they have bad personalities as long as they are not dangerous. Thinking about it this way, I am really glad that I am a well-known violent murderer. It saves me a lot of trouble and I don't have to attract attention."

"I don't need the hypocritical pity of Mr. Violent Murderer." Yukinoshita Yukino looked at Su Yang with some resentment.

"Hikigaya Hachiman has already been in the hospital for a month because of the accident. He has already missed the best opportunity to integrate into the group in the new school. If I add fuel to the fire now, he will probably encounter school bullying problems like I did in elementary school. After all, the principal has to ask you to fix the situation in our school."

"really."

Su Yang nodded with deep concern. After all, he had experienced it himself. Even though he had become notorious, he still ended up getting into trouble with my grandson Itanako's gang of bad guys because of Sakurajima Mai.

"But it's not a big problem. After all, Hikigaya Hachiman is not like me. I have no chance of integrating into the group. But aren't you familiar with that good guy Hayato Hayama? When you were in elementary school, it was a conflict between girls, so Hayato Hayama might not be able to handle it. But he should be able to handle conflicts between boys. After all, I see that he handles many problems between boys in school."

When Yukinoshita Yukino heard what Su Yang said, she seemed to think that what he said made sense and nodded slightly.

Ding ding dong! Ding ding dong!

Just at this moment, the bell for the afternoon class at Sobu High School rang.

"Okay, I've figured out the solution, so don't be depressed." Su Yang stood up, smiled and touched Yukinoshita Yukino's smooth hair, "Go to class, and then go find Hayato Hayama after school in the afternoon."

After saying that, Su Yang stretched and sat down again.

Hearing Su Yang's words, Yukinoshita Yukino also stood up, but when she saw Su Yang sit down again, she was a little confused.

"My waist hurts from sitting so I stand up and stretch. My brain has been working too hard this afternoon and I have no energy left. I guess I need to sleep for the whole afternoon."

Su Yang lay on the table and said with his eyes closed.

"..."

Yukinoshita Yukino glared speechlessly at Su Yang who was lying on the table. Then she picked up the coffee cup he had already finished drinking, made him another cup of coffee, and then turned and left the service club. However, when she left the service club, the frown on Yukinoshita Yukino's face had relaxed.