Quick Wear: Inferiority is the best dowry for men

If Chi Yunzhou wants to ignore me, then just ignore him. Changing the medicine is the important thing.

He Sheng quickly applied the medicine and put the medicine box back to its correct place. He knew that his mission was accomplished. He turned around and saw that he was still in a daze, so he carried him back to the closet and put this one back to its correct place.

I closed the closet door and said, "Bye."

Oh, by the way, she forgot to bring him food. With Uncle Zhao away, this arduous task fell on her shoulders. Moreover, it was uncertain when Uncle Zhao would return, so she didn't know how many days she would have to deliver the meal.

I put the plate in his bedroom and said, regardless of whether he listened or not, "Remember to eat. I'll collect it this afternoon."

It was still gloomy outside, as if it was going to rain at any time but it hadn't yet. This was not a good thing. If it started raining in the evening, it might rain all night, which would disturb people's rest.

Especially Chi Yunzhou. It is hard to say how much the sound of rain affects this person who has trouble sleeping, and whether he will be stressed because of it...

He Sheng was bored and was watching a movie on her tablet. There was a new comedy movie released recently, and she was leaning against the head of the bed, laughing while holding the tablet.

The movie lasted two hours. After watching it, He Sheng changed to another movie. In short, when she looked up, it was completely dark.

She was the only one having dinner. After she finished her meal quickly, she went upstairs to serve Chi Yunzhou the meal and took down the plate that she had forgotten to take in the afternoon.

The third floor was quiet, and the bedroom was quiet too. He Sheng carefully opened a crack in the closet, confirmed that he was inside, put down the plate, and left quietly. As long as he was not missing, he was glad.

The rain that had been brewing for a whole day finally came after a loud thunder. You could guess how heavy the rain was just by listening to the sound of the rain hitting the glass.

Hearing the thunder, He Sheng immediately returned to Chi Yunzhou's bedroom. Such a sound was too unfriendly to him with his keen senses. In order to prevent him from self-harming due to stress, she had to go back and keep an eye on him.

The closet door was wide open, the quilt on the bed was bulging, and he was indeed frightened by the thunder.

He Sheng helped him close the closet and sat down beside the bed. "Do you want me to stay with you?"

No sound, "Then I'm leaving?"

He Sheng didn't leave in a hurry after he finished speaking, but waited patiently for two minutes, counting down in his mind, "120, 119..."

After two minutes she left.

"10, 9..." He Sheng was about to get up when her wrist was grabbed by a hand that emerged from under the quilt.

Chi Yunzhou's hands were white and slender, but too thin to look good. His exposed wrists were covered with dense scars. During the days when his sense of pain was blocked by 011, Chi Yunzhou had self-harmed on his wrists countless times.

"Do you want me to stay?" He Sheng asked him softly.

After waiting for a long time, before Chi Yunzhou's reply came, the second thunder roared. Thunder roared, lightning flashed, and the room became a little brighter at that moment. He Sheng saw the person under the quilt trembling.

After the lightning, the room returned to darkness. There was no light on, and the only source of light in the room was the light from the corridor shining through the crack in the door.

Chi Yunzhou gripped He Sheng's wrist with greater force, as if begging her not to leave.

"Should I stay?" He Sheng asked again.

"...Yes." Chi Yunzhou's voice was a little hoarse, probably because he hadn't spoken or drunk water for a long time.

He Sheng took off his slippers and sat cross-legged, "Then I'll stay."

"Yeah." Chi Yunzhou held He Sheng tightly, fearing that she would disappear.

He Sheng picked up his phone and looked at the time. It was 7:00 in the evening. He didn’t know how long the rain would last, nor did he know if there would be thunder.

She checked the weather forecast again, and it said the rain wouldn't stop until seven tomorrow morning.

She might have to stay here all night.

He Sheng leaned against the head of the bed, typing with one hand clumsily to find the comedy movie she hadn't finished watching and continue watching it.

The bedroom was soon filled with He Sheng's laughter. This was a classic comedy film, which He Sheng had collected a long time ago but never had time to watch. Now after watching it, he felt that there was a reason why this film was a classic.

The laughter diluted the heavy atmosphere in the room. Chi Yunzhou carefully lifted the quilt to reveal a gap, and observed He Sheng through the gap.

It was strange that he felt at ease when she was around.

Chi Yunzhou's eyesight was sometimes better and sometimes worse. At this moment, she was blurry and he could only see her outline. The light from her cell phone seemed to make her face softer.

A bit like the goddess he once saw in a storybook.

The goddesses in the stories all come to save the world, and then disappear leisurely after saving them. Will she be like this too?

Chi Yunzhou shrank back into the quilt and increased the strength of his hands. He didn't want her to leave, nor did he want her to disappear.

The sound of rain outside grew louder, with bean-sized raindrops hitting the glass with a loud and irregular sound.

In Chi Yunzhou's ears, this sound was infinitely amplified. He covered his ears in pain. Along with the noisy rain, there was an endless buzzing sound, just like the sound of a TV screen with snow, sharp and piercing.

He couldn't help biting his fingers to divert his attention. In fact, he wanted the blade more. He liked the feeling of watching blood flow down his skin. Only at that time could he feel that the world was quiet.

He Sheng shifted his gaze to the bulging quilt. He was anxious.

The pain of biting a finger is much lighter than that of cutting a wrist, and is currently within He Sheng's tolerance range.

He didn't know when his hand retracted. He Sheng carefully lifted the quilt and leaned inside. "Chi Yunzhou?"

Chi Yunzhou had already fallen into a state of madness, so naturally he would not respond to her.

She lifted the quilt and crawled in, sitting next to Chi Yunzhou. Fortunately, the quilt was big enough to cover two people.

She grabbed Chi Yunzhou's hands to stop him from biting his fingers. Chi Yunzhou felt even more uncomfortable after his action was interrupted. The noise in his ears became louder and he could not find a way to vent.

Chi Yunzhou struggled hard and looked at He Sheng helplessly, "It hurts..."

"Yeah, I know." I know you're feeling bad.

He Sheng took out the gauze she carried with her and stuffed it into his mouth. This was because she always carried a roll of gauze with her whenever she saw Chi Yunzhou, just in case.

Then she let go of her hands and helped Chi Yunzhou cover his ears.

Stuffing gauze in his fingers is to prevent him from continuing to bite his fingers. It may not be useful, but it can temporarily divert his attention.

Chi Yunzhou stopped struggling and rested his head on He Sheng's shoulder.

Her hands were warm, carrying her body temperature. In fact, covering his ears would not block out much noise, because a large part of these sounds came from his auditory hallucinations.

But now, his world was miraculously quiet.

All he could hear was her heartbeat.

Chi Yunzhou stuck close to He Sheng, which was pretty good.

Rainy days were also synonymous with bad days in his memory, with the harsh sound of thunder, rain and the beatings and scoldings of his parents mixed together.

He couldn't hear anything and couldn't see anything clearly.

His mother, who used to hold him lovingly and say he was her favorite child, later looked at him with only disgust.

"We gave birth to a monster."

"Yes, he is a monster."