Double Life: My whole world is you

It was July 2010, 7. She was interning at an advertising store. It was raining that day, but it was a little heavy. There was nothing to do in the store. She sat at her computer and logged into QQ. In the dialog box, there was the only person in the group "OWXF (烨字五笔画)" with the only English note. She clicked on the dialog box and saw a message from him: "Are you there, Qiao?"

Cheng Qiao quickly replied, "Yes."

[I haven't seen you for a year. I really miss you]

After a year of Wubi training, she can now write more than a hundred words per minute, but she types and deletes but doesn’t know how to reply.

【Qiao, when are you free? I want to see you】

Before Cheng Qiao could reply, he sent another message [Qiao, I really like you, can you be my girlfriend?]

Cheng Qiao replied with a trembling word: "OK"

【Really】

Do you agree to be my girlfriend?

Cheng Qiao blushed and replied with one word [Hmm]

[I'm so happy, I want to take a screenshot as evidence] One minute after he sent the message, Cheng Qiao saw a post on his QQ space saying [I finally caught up with the woman I love, happy day] and attached the chat history between the two.

Since then, the two officially started dating. That year, Cheng Qiao was 17 years old. Although they had little time to meet, Cheng Qiao would leave messages about her interesting things and thoughts in the couple's space every day. He couldn't reply every day because he was in school, but he would reply to her when he saw it. Every time Cheng Qiao saw his reply, she would be happy for the whole day. Because he was in high school, the two of them couldn't get along like normal boyfriends and girlfriends. In two years, they only met about ten times, but Cheng Qiao didn't blame him and often encouraged him to study hard. After all, high school and college were also what she longed for...

But the beautiful dream only lasted for two years. On July 2012, 7, when Cheng Qiao was at work, he suddenly sent a long text message on QQ: "Qiao, I'm sorry, although I love you very much. But there is a woman who loves me more. She is even willing to give up her life for me. I can't let her down. I know you are a good girl. I hope you can find your happiness after leaving me."

Cheng Qiao was shocked when she saw the news. She called him three times in a row but he didn't answer. He called her back only after she got off work at six o'clock. The voice on the other end of the phone was tired, "Qiao'er, I'm sorry. I was busy today and didn't have my phone with me. I just saw you calling me."

Cheng Qiao rushed to a remote alley with her phone in hand, opened her mouth, and asked, holding back tears, "What does that message on QQ mean?"

After Cheng Qiao asked, there was a pause of one minute before she replied, "Qiao'er, don't believe the message that person sent. My account has been stolen."

"Is there a person named Wang Jing?" Cheng Qiao recalled the three updates he posted in succession [Wang Jing, dead woman, I love you].

"She is a shameless woman." He blurted out angrily, "I caught her checking into a hotel with another man..."

After he finished speaking, he felt something was wrong, and Cheng Qiao squatted on the ground and trembled. She asked softly, "Why?"

"Qiao'er, listen to my explanation." But after he finished speaking, he didn't know how to explain. After a while, he said, "Didn't you realize that the message I sent to you today was not sent by me? I never add punctuation marks when I send messages."

Cheng Qiao ignored him and just kept asking, "When did you and him start?"

"We met at KTV a year ago," he replied.

"Why?" Why can't we grow old together? Why did you start cheating on me after only one year together?

He gave her the answer, "Qiao'er, you are a good girl! But you are not suitable for first love, let alone passionate love. You are only suitable for marriage."

"Haha!" Cheng Qiao sneered twice. The last bit of her self-esteem made her hold back her anger. She said softly, "Bless you."

She blocked his phone number and deleted his QQ, but she had not unfollowed him on Weibo. His QQ status was directly synchronized to Weibo. That night she saw him post a Weibo. [Qiaoer, I will work hard to make money this year and propose to you with a diamond ring in one year]

That year, Cheng Qiao was 19 years old. It was the first time that Cheng Qiao found out that he had cheated on her and they broke up. However, Cheng Qiao would still follow his Weibo from time to time. She actually hoped that he would propose to her with a diamond ring a year later. However, his promise was never fulfilled. Cheng Qiao did not wait for his diamond ring, but waited for him to announce another girl on Weibo half a year later. [Zhang Jingyi, Be My Wife]

Cheng Qiao unfollowed him with red eyes and lived alone. More than a year later, she was still immersed in her own sadness. She saved money for several months to sign up for a guitar class, but one day, after she had just learned for two or three months, a strange number kept calling her. After hanging up several times, she answered the phone and asked impatiently, "Hello, who is this?"

"The man who loves you most in the world." He answered on the other end of the phone.

Cheng Qiao's heart trembled again, and she asked softly, "What's the matter?"

"Qiaoer, come meet me, I'm right across from your company." His gentle voice came.

Hearing the familiar yet unfamiliar voice on the other end of the phone, Cheng Qiao was defeated. She walked to the other side with her bag on her back. Seeing his haggard face, Cheng Qiao felt very distressed. He walked over and gently hugged her, whispering in her ear, "Qiao'er, I miss you."

Cheng Qiao skipped half a day of work that day, and the two of them walked around the park twice. There was no much conversation. He held her hand and she accompanied him, and the two of them reconciled in this way.

She removed his phone number from the blacklist and added him on QQ. That year, Cheng Qiao was 21 years old. Although they had been apart for two years, Cheng Qiao, who loved him wholeheartedly at that time, felt very happy to be with him. At that time, Cheng Qiao was still working in her own small city, while he was studying in the next province. They were together for two years. Although they met no more than ten times, they would talk on the phone whenever they had time, and they would talk for two hours at a time. She was still happy in those two years.

But Cheng Qiao's happiness was broken by a girl named "Always Quiet" on QQ. She was not used to adding strangers. That day, the girl kept adding her. After being rejected five times, the girl added a message, "I am Cheng Ye's woman." Cheng Qiao gritted her teeth and accepted her friend request. The girl sent a lot of photos of them together and said how much she loved him, but Cheng Qiao didn't reply. Finally, the girl said, "We have been together for more than a year. I love him. I am willing to jump off the building for him. Can you? If you don't love him as much as I do, please let him go! Don't make it difficult for him. I know you are a good girl. Please help us!"

Cheng Qiao clenched her fists. She did not reply to the girl. She just endured it and called him after get off work. She called him four times before he answered. Cheng Qiao asked those three words tremblingly, "Why?"

This time he didn't explain, he just said three words, "I'm sorry."

Cheng Qiao closed her eyes and whispered three words, "Bless you."