Double Life: My whole world is you

After entering the fourth grade, she was still the top student in the class, and her classmates had a good relationship with her. There was a girl who was not tall, but she was always nice to Cheng Qiao. The short girl sat in the first row of the fourth group with the most mischievous boy in the class. The boy sat outside and the girl sat inside. Every time the girl wanted to come out, she had to crawl out from under the desk. The girl complained to Cheng Qiao many times.

It was drizzling outside that day, so the physical education class was changed to a self-study class. At this time, the short girl wanted to come out to ask Cheng Qiao a few questions, but the boy stopped her from coming out. The girl called Cheng Qiao a few times. Cheng Qiao rushed over, and she tried to reason with the boy in a nice way, but the boy didn't listen and scolded her. Cheng Qiao followed him and scolded him. After scolding for a while, Cheng Qiao couldn't beat him, so she grabbed his schoolbag and threw it out of the window. The boy also ran to her desk and threw her schoolbag. The two of them threw each other's books and pens out of the window. Soon the teacher came over, asked about the whole story, and scolded the boy...

But after Cheng Qiao returned to her seat, she didn't know why she was so unhappy. She was even more unhappy when she saw Luo Weizhen doing her homework without saying anything. Whenever there was something, Luo Weizhen would always stand up to protect her, but this time she didn't say anything. Cheng Qiao became angrier and angrier, so she said to her angrily, "You think he's your cousin, and you want to help him."

Luo Weizhen shook her head. "Although he is my cousin, I don't want to help anyone."

"Why..." Cheng Qiao wanted to ask her why she didn't help her. After someone treated her well, she felt that person should always treat her well.

"Because you went to help your friend, but she is not my friend." Luo Weizhen said, "You didn't suffer any loss. And I know that no matter how naughty my cousin is, he will not hit girls."

Hearing her words, Cheng Qiao was still unwilling to give in, "What if he can't help but hit me?"

She looked at her and said firmly, "As long as I'm here, I won't let anyone hurt you."

Hearing her words, Cheng Qiao blushed as she thought about her performance...

At the end of 2003, her uncle died after falling from a ladder while working for a family in the village. That week, Luo Weizhen stayed with her all the time until her mother took her home during the Chinese New Year. After that, Cheng Qiao returned to her own village to study. She would come to her aunt's house during holidays. Whenever she came, she would go to play with her. Sometimes, she would meet acquaintances who would bring her letters. Although the two separated, their feelings remained unchanged. It was not until she was in junior high school that Cheng Qiao got the news that she was bitten by a mad dog and died because of the delayed injection. After hearing the news, Cheng Qiao was in a daze for a whole class. She knew that it was her aunt who asked someone to bring her the letter. Her school was only about minutes away from her aunt's house. She hesitated and finally did not muster up the courage to run to see her for the last time. She hated herself for not being brave enough. Cheng Qiao knew that she was not worthy of being her friend, such a good Luo Weizhen. Not seeing her for the last time was her first regret in her life...

Cheng Qiao looked up at her aunt who was still sitting there in silence and said, "Aunt, I want to go see Weizhen tomorrow."

Hearing her words, my aunt hesitated for a moment and then responded, "Okay."

Everyone went home one after another in the evening. At this time, aunt had almost finished cleaning up, and she arranged for everyone to wash and sleep. The house in front of aunt has a kitchen, a living room and two bedrooms. The main room on the right is aunt's main room, and Grandpa Luo and Grandma Luo live on the left. Not long after my uncle passed away, Grandma Luo also passed away. Grandpa Luo lives alone there. There are two bunds at the back of the house. They are used as two rooms. The bund above the rooms can be used to dry things. Grandma took Cheng Qiao and Xiaoyanzi to live in the room outside the bund. Aunt took the thermos from the kitchen, and found a washbasin and towel in the room for them. Cheng Qiao looked at the time. It was almost ten o'clock. Aunt helped them prepare things and was about to go to the front. Cheng Qiao held her back. This was the first time today that she really felt that her aunt was still there. "Aunt, you should go to bed early and don't be too tired."

"It's okay. It's just some housework. It won't be tiring." Auntie smiled and patted her hands. "After you wash up, go to bed early. You don't have to get up so early tomorrow."

After saying that, my aunt went to the front hall. My grandmother called Cheng Qiao to wash up. After washing up, Qiao lay on the bed and recalled everything. In her impression, my aunt was always very busy and rarely had time to rest. In addition to housework, she also had to work in the fields. She would also do odd jobs when she had the chance. When she really had nothing to do, she would knit sweaters or help them make shoes. She never had time to spare...

The next day, grandma got up early again, and Cheng Qiao got up with her. At this time, aunt came back with washed clothes and saw them and said, "Why did you get up so early? I'll go make breakfast for you first."

"Aunt, don't bother, we can eat together then." Cheng Qiao said quickly, "Is there anything else I can help you with?"

"I can't sleep this early in the morning." Grandma said, "Look, what do you need to wash? I'll help you wash it by the pond."

"It's okay. It's just some housework. It's not tiring." Auntie said, "You guys sit and play for a while. I'll go to the vegetable garden to get some vegetables and come back to make noodles later."

After she finished speaking, she walked away with a big basket in her hand. Cheng Qiao looked at her back and thought that she could help her sweep the floor. But when she saw that the room was clean and tidy, she realized that she had finished all the housework in the morning. Cheng Qiao looked at her watch. It was only half past six. What time did she get up? What time did she go to bed last night?

Cheng Qiao was bored, so she said to her grandmother, "Grandma, I'm going to go shopping and come back later."

She walked slowly along the familiar road and came to Luo Weizhen's house. Her house was on the west side of the village. It was a two-story house with a semi-enclosed courtyard outside. The door was closed at this time. She stared at it all blankly, recalling the scenes of them playing in every corner in her mind...

After a while, the door opened and my aunt came out. She was a little surprised to see Cheng Qiao. She hesitated for a while, walked out, closed the door, walked in front of Cheng Qiao, and said, "Let's go."

After she finished speaking, she walked forward and Cheng Qiao followed her.

The two crossed several small paths in the fields and reached the main road. After crossing the main road, they came to a small hill with some scattered graves. The aunt took Cheng Qiao through several large graves and came to a remote small grave without a tombstone blocked by a small hill. The surrounding area was wide and there were no weeds.

The aunt stepped aside without saying anything, secretly wiping away tears. Cheng Qiao stared blankly at the grave, feeling very sad. Is it true that when a person dies, it is like a light going out, as everyone says? Does everything cease to exist? What is the meaning of life? In her last life, she lived for thirty years and didn't do anything meaningful except saving a person at the last moment? But Luo Weizhen is different. She is such a sunny person. If she continues to live, she can bring a lot of strength to those around her!

She slowly walked towards the grave, as if she saw Luo Weizhen from afar. She slowly approached her and squatted beside her. She couldn't hold back her tears any longer and she said, "Weizhen, I'm sorry, it took me so long to come see you."

Luo Weizhen gently wiped away her tears. She was still as she was when she first met her, smiling brightly at her, "Silly girl, I'm always by your side."

"Yes, you have always been in my heart and have never left..."