When Joysa woke up, everything in front of her eyes was dark, and she knew that she had lost her sight again. Waking up every day was like opening a blind box. She could see today, but not tomorrow, and again the day after tomorrow.

She touched the quilt beside her and found it was ice-cold. She wrapped the quilt tighter involuntarily, her gray eyes filled with emptiness.

She opened her mouth, "Is anyone there?"

Hua Ting heard the sound and immediately ran over from the corner, "Miss Yisha, you're awake, I'm packing here."

She heard Joysa ask if anyone was there and she knew she couldn't see now.

"Yeah." She felt much more at ease with someone around.

"Miss Isa, the young master has gone to the elders' council for a meeting. He asked me to tell you that he will probably be back soon."

"Ah."

"Eh?" Hua Ting picked up the red-covered notebook on the ground, dusted it off, and walked over. "Ms. Isa, there's a notebook here. I wonder if it's the one you asked me to find for you."

"Where did you find it?" She looked for it several times but couldn't find it, and it was eventually picked up by Huating by accident.

"It's under the young master's bookshelf. It fell out when I was cleaning the bookshelf just now."

"Give it to me." Qiao Yisha stretched out her hand while lying on the bed. Hua Ting wiped it clean with a wet wipe and handed it to her.

She touched it with her hand and didn't feel anything different about the notebook. She handed it to Hua Ting and said, "Open it and see what's written inside."

Hua Ting took it, turned to the first page, and was a little confused when he saw the first sentence on the first page. He said, "Ms. Isa, this is what you wrote. Don't you remember?"

Qiao Yisha recalled carefully and shook her head. "I have never written notes, but my memory of the past year is almost blank. It may be that I wrote during this period. Read to me what you wrote."

"Okay." Hua Ting found a stool and sat down beside her bed, and began to read the notes in a calm voice.

"I'm Yisha, a maid adopted by Mr. Nangong Xianyue. But I'm not an ordinary maid. I never have to do rough work, and he doesn't want me to do it. He is the best person in the world to me. Oh, yes, he also handed over the Wangyue Group to me. There is no doubt that he trusts me very much."

"Although I know that I can't possibly marry him, as there is a huge gap between our social statuses. How can a maid be with the owner of the castle? But I have to admit that I love him very much. Of course, he loves me too, but it's not the kind of love I hope for. I am already very satisfied with this and don't ask for anything else."

""——Because he has given me everything except love, right? Money, status, house, luxurious clothes, etc. If it weren't for him, I would have nothing. ""

Hua Ting turned a page and continued reading:

“Sometimes I would have some ridiculous thoughts, like, does he love me too? Otherwise, why is he so good to me? I would never be punished if I made a mistake, or rather, he would never think that I made a mistake, and would let me violently drive away the maids around him and all the women who wanted to get close to him. Of course, I drove them away only because I thought they were overestimating their abilities and coveting him, not because of my selfish possessiveness - well, there was some, but he never blamed me. ”

"As time went on, I began to doubt whether he loved me, until one day I found that he had a woman in his heart, and that woman was not me. I didn't know what she looked like, nor did I know when he fell in love with that woman. He began to be in a daze, and I had never seen him like this before. "

“I am still doing my own thing as before, nothing has changed, because I can’t change anything.”

At this point, Hua Ting stopped and looked at Qiao Yisha: "Ms. Yisha, are you still reading?"

"read."

(Turn the page)

"But I started having strange dreams - I dreamed that he had a broken leg and a blind eye, but in reality he was fine, so I stopped paying attention to this outrageous nightmare."

“But I dreamed about it many times and I got scared.”

Hearing this, Qiao Yisha recalled a dream she had when Nangong Xianyue fell off a cliff and disappeared. In that dream, Nangong Xianyue was wearing an eye patch and walked a little unnaturally. Could it be that what was said in the notebook was related to what she dreamed?

“So I went to find a famous fortune teller in Dongzhou. Although many people don’t believe in fortune telling, I had no choice. I told the fortune teller about my dream. She said something scary. She said my dream was a prophecy and it would come true one day. ”

“I dreamed that he fell into the river to save a woman and almost died. But then he went to save the woman’s child and fell off a cliff. The sharp branches blinded his eyes and his left leg was broken.”

Qiaosha's eyes widened as she listened. This... the dream in this notebook actually coincided with reality, and she had actually experienced it.

But fortunately, nothing happened to Nangong Xianyue’s eyes and legs. Could it be that this notebook was really written in the year when she lost her memory?

Hua Ting was also a little surprised, "This... Miss Isa... how could this happen?"

"Don't stop, keep reading."

"Yes."

Hua Ting turned a page, swallowed nervously, and continued reading:

"I can totally accept that he fell in love with someone else, but that doesn't mean I can watch him pay such a huge price for that damn woman. I started to lose sleep at night. I have to find a way to change all this."

"I thought of a very crude method. He has always been gentle. If I give myself to him, will he stop thinking about that woman? I did it. He was very angry and disappointed in me. He said that if I did such a thing again, he would send me away. But I couldn't tell him the reason. Even if I told him, he wouldn't believe it. No one else would believe it, but I knew it must be true."

"I started to remain silent. I didn't know how to change. I didn't know what that woman looked like, otherwise I would have killed her. This idea was indeed vicious, but there was nothing I couldn't do for him."

"I was immersed in these things every day, thinking too deeply and accidentally fell into the artificial lake. My mental state was very bad during those days, so I fainted. It was ridiculous."

"A few days after he woke up, he was shot. It was Long Junshen who did it. He was injured because of the woman next to Long Junshen. I finally found out her name. Her name is Ning Wanrou."

When Qiaosha heard this, she became a little panicked. She had not written a diary since she woke up. Why were all these things experienced by her, and the tone of the notebook was also hers? What was going on?

Hua Ting continued to read his notes:

"He gave Miss Jinxing and me a photo and asked us to go to Long's house to find that person, saying that we should find a way to get her out. The moment I saw the woman in the photo, I fainted in despair because she looked so much like me. No - it should be that I look like her. It turns out that he adopted me and treated me well because of my face that looked like hers. "

"Miss Jinxing and I went to the Long family together. I saw that woman. I do look a bit like her, at least 60%. She is very beautiful, but she is pregnant with someone else's child. I can't bring her back to the Nangong family. Fortunately, Miss Jinxing didn't want to do that, so I sent her back to her ex-boyfriend Yun Qi with the other two ladies."

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