Bengtie: Reject the system at the beginning and become a powerful person!

Since the trip to Grammer, Bai Yu has devoted all his energy to scientific research and manufacturing.

After the group of masked fools left, no one came to trouble him, and the entire base in Tsyganiya was his alone. However, he always felt that the group of fools might use this place for a gathering, or they might think of something they didn't take and come back to take a look, so he never touched the furnishings here.

Even the cups they often used were still placed in convenient locations for them.

After acquiring the vast and comprehensive war technology of the Grammer Empire, he began to mobilize all the resources at his disposal, focusing on the company's recruitment notices for the entire galaxy, as well as the structural projects that the Polyscience Society had not yet developed.

Who in the galaxy doesn't know about the company's mess? Everyone despises the company, and at the same time, everyone yearns for the company.

While conducting basic technological research and development, and strengthening his brain after embarking on the "intelligence" path, his already smart brain was completely liberated. He was able to apply most knowledge to other areas and understand it at a glance. Soon, he updated and iterated new products no less than ten times.

He has a good habit of always writing down his conjectures about advanced knowledge and summarizing them.

Many of the ideas he had in the past have now borne fruit through his repeated practice day and night. He has understood them immediately and can apply them to other situations.

His invention was also very popular, and companies offered him money and materials along with olive branches.

Then, he first studied at the Knowledge Society for a period of time, getting in touch with the forefront of current technology and understanding the market. With the arrival of the huge technological heritage of Silver Wolf before the Mechanical Emperor War, his knowledge reserves were gradually enriched until he was enough to be called a genius.

His previous skills were pretty good, but unfortunately, they had not reached his limit.

In order to support his faster growth, he developed a food that could significantly reduce sleep. In just one year, all his research received unanimous praise from the company and even attracted the attention of P40.

And after that, he met Schneider.

This is a very chatty person. Compared to the people in the company who only remember his research results, Schneider should be the first person in the company who often calls him by his name.

Of course, this may be related to the fact that he often stays at home.

Moreover, he really did his best to treat his allies, helping Bai Yu get all the benefits he could, and his own performance also improved through this cooperation.

He works in the market development department, and is sometimes commissioned to make some special tools. Bai Yu lives up to expectations and always completes his fantastic ideas.

Of course, Bai Yu remembered that he was a company member. After all, the people in the company were hungry wolves. What they would remember was not him as a person, but the value he brought.

So, during a field trip with Schneider, he slightly revealed some of the power of the Grammer Iron Cavalry.

He still remembered that the company's evaluators, looking at the huge hole created by the meltdown, thought that the punch from the mecha was no less powerful than a medium-sized meteorite falling from the sky.

As Bai Yu wished, the company adjusted his salary policy.

They were finally beginning to take this other person seriously.

Only Schneider, perhaps because he had higher quality, did not do the same as other company members. Instead, he gave him warm blessings.

Haha, he wanted to see whether this guy was truly making friends or just colluding out of profit.

But no matter what, Bai Yu did not deny that his abilities were quite excellent, and even provided him with a company-specific purchasing list.

Even if it's fake, it's still happy enough, isn't it?

Thus, this mutually beneficial relationship between the two lasted for a long time.

But over time, everything will naturally become different from what it was at the beginning.

In just half a year, Bai Yu began to suffer from nightmares and mental abnormalities.

During this period, he became irritable, but his scientific research level remained as solid as before, and he even made new breakthroughs. Everyone in the company knew that this guy had a bad temper, but on the surface they all smiled and welcomed him.

As for Schneider? Bai Yu couldn't see through him. He was also smiling, and it was quite sincere, without any disguise.

As a person, with money and fame, Bai Yu at that time could be said to have everything he had ever wanted.

He didn't consume because he didn't know how to consume.

Alcohol? It didn't taste good. He didn't like the feeling of numbing his nerves. Being tipsy made him fall asleep easily, entering into that endless nightmare.

Beauty? He has no interest in it. He knows the difference between desire, liking and love, and the difference between hormones is huge. But perhaps it is precisely because he distinguishes too clearly that he may never be able to enjoy the pleasure of indulgence in his life.

Gambling and addiction?

He received a serious education since childhood and he wouldn't touch this kind of thing.

The world's desires are huge, but he doesn't know how to be greedy or how to demand. His greatest pleasure is to constantly unlock the company's purchasing rights and purchase all kinds of materials.

Over time, he closed his heart and numbed himself with scientific research day and night.

When he was smashing things crazily because of a nightmare and couldn't sleep, he suddenly looked up and couldn't see anyone. Then he suddenly realized that the Milky Way was so big and there were many people around him, but there was no one to whom he could confide his true feelings.

The "home" that was organized by the lies of the Masked Fool is now broken.

He is alone.

He did not have the arrogance of a genius, nor did he have such a stable mentality. The long-term insomnia and lack of sleep caused by nightmares did not allow him to do so.

Gradually, he began to think about some questions.

For example, the reality is different from the plot, like the appearance of fireflies, the confusion of time, etc.

But the more he thought about it, the more confused his mind became, because the idea that he had changed the original plot became stronger and stronger. Once he thought that the originally happy ending was ruined because of his arrival, a deep sense of self-blame surged in his heart, constantly tormenting him, followed by fatigue and nightmares.

If it was something else, it would be easy to deal with, but how is he going to make up for something like date of birth?

The dreams became more and more real, and he knew that when the lucidity of the dreams reached a certain level, the brain would make judgments similar to reality.

Although the death in the dream will not come, it will cause his body to feel the phantom pain of suffocation and burning.

Every time he woke up, the feeling of being unable to breathe and the burning pain on his skin were still fresh in his mind, and this tormented him and kept him awake at night.

The importance of sleep to human beings is self-evident. Even an envoy probably can't guarantee that he doesn't need to sleep, right?

He tried to relieve himself with the deep sleep brought on by fatigue, but unfortunately the scorching flames and the sky full of insects were like a spoon killer chasing him. Whenever he fell asleep... no, recently, they would even appear in his mind with his eyes closed.

He's...going crazy.

After Schneider tried to contact Bai Yu three times in a row without success, due to the importance of the project, he traveled thousands of miles to the base in Tsyganiya, only to see Bai Yu curled up in a ball and twitching.

After he woke up, the sensory pain brought by the dream made him fall into a coma. The dream caused more and more harm to him, and some of his nerves even suffered partial necrosis.

Logically speaking, the brain in a dream would not judge death, but his brain blessed by "intelligence" was obviously more powerful, giving him real imagination and more precise and powerful body control.

At this moment, the path he was walking on almost became the weapon that killed him.

He didn't want to die...it was a terrible experience...

But...what does he want to do?

He was confused because it seemed like he didn't need to do anything and couldn't do anything.

Because apart from the feedback from his "intellect" that proves that his efforts are not in vain and that everything he does has results, everything else he does is so empty...

He felt better after each experiment. The sense of fulfillment brought by fate was like accumulated drops of water. Although it was boring, it was his last life-saving straw.

Only destiny can tell him that what he does is not in vain, and the accumulated sense of fulfillment can slightly alleviate his fatigue and pain.

Just like that, he chose to leave this tempting place, he should go and relax.

The reason is simple. The temptations here are too great. Although it does not affect his research, it always makes him feel different from ordinary people and out of tune with his surroundings.

Fundamentally, he still thinks of himself as a normal person and has not yet adapted to his status as a genius.

He left Tsygannia, where he would always be found by the company's people, took away everything in the Pierpoint property, and returned to the strange yet familiar place with the firefly that Elio entrusted him to take care of.

The azure star.

He built a base in the starry sky, dropped it into the sea and fixed it on the bottom of the ocean, and lived a secluded life away from the world.

That was the most confusing period of his life.

He left the company and traveled around the world, and joined the archaeological school because of his ideal of knowledge.

After the ideal is realized, there is endless emptiness...

The more satisfied people are with the current state of their lives, the more empty they feel at the root of their lives.

Because whether good or bad, the root is nothingness.

Meaning is given by people themselves.

Only when you figure it out yourself can you get out of this logical vicious circle.

He kept walking on the same path, but life is never just a straight line.

He is lost

(Geniuses always have various problems. Don’t ignore the problem itself because of personal feelings. Although it may be insignificant and mild, it does exist. The protagonist just has bigger problems.)

(Heita lacks common sense, Ruan Mei lacks emotions, and the elegance and emotions of Screw Gumu are also a module. None of the geniuses who have appeared in Bengtie are normal people.)

(The protagonist I want to write is a crazier, more ambitious character, but more like an ordinary person at heart.)