Transmigrated into a goddess from another world, and criticized the King of Yan for loving her like

After he finished speaking, everyone present looked at Yan Xuanye suspiciously, and only Su Qian noticed something was wrong.

Yan Xuanye was stunned, with a complicated look in his eyes. He glanced at Su Qian for the last time without saying a word, and strode towards the door of the tent...

The doctor wiped the cold sweat from his forehead and followed silently.

Bai Ying was the first to notice something was wrong and said angrily, "Is anything going to happen?"

Cuiwei was a little flustered after hearing this, "Goddess, why didn't you let the doctor and His Royal Highness the Prince of Yan stay and talk?"

Su Qian had a complicated expression. She was silent for a long time before she spoke, "Cuiwei, Baiying, both of you go down. I want to be alone."

The two looked at each other, and two voices said "Yes." They saluted and retreated.

Su Qian sighed. She couldn't hide the truth by lying after all. She just hoped that he wouldn't be too angry.

She stood up and walked slowly to the candlelight and blew out the candle in the tent. Her pretty face suddenly turned cold and disappeared into the dark night.

I'm afraid I can't escape tonight.

……

In another tent, Yan Xuanye's eyes were fierce, and the arbitrary sense of oppression made the doctor kneel down and bow his head unconsciously.

"Say!"

Doctor: "Your Highness, when I was examining the princess's pulse just now, although the pulse was subtle, I still noticed it."

As he said this, he looked up at Yan Xuanye cautiously, as if observing whether he could bear it.

Yan Xuanye's eyes turned colder, and he pressed on, "What did you notice?"

Doctor: "I found out that the princess has taken contraceptive drugs. That's why she hasn't gotten pregnant."

Yan Xuanye sat in the upper seat, his cold eyes made his scalp numb, "Is it really so..."

He had suspected this long ago and had been secretly watching Bai Ying and Cui Wei. Lu Feng even watched her drink the pregnancy-preventing medicine. In this situation, could she still use contraception?

How exactly did she do it?

I don’t know if the little maid Cuiwei helped her secretly. Otherwise, how could she get those medicines by herself, and who cooked the medicine for her?

"Are you sure you didn't make a mistake in your diagnosis?" There was an inexplicable sense of danger in the deep voice.

"I was afraid that I would make a mistake in diagnosis and cause His Royal Highness the Prince of Yan to misunderstand the princess, so... I took her pulse for a little longer."

"From the pulse, it should be at least a day since he took the medicine. If you don't pay attention, it's hard to detect."

"Okay, I understand. You can leave now."

"Yes, I will resign, villain."

……

In the darkness, Yan Xuanye's eyes were dark and bright, like an eagle in the dark, cold, arrogant, aloof and imposing.

"Why did you put out the candle?" He slowly walked into the tent.

"I'm a little sleepy." Su Qian was lying on the bed, covered with a quilt. His voice was a little heavy, and he sounded a little sleepy.

Yan Xuanye sat silently beside her bed, "Are you sleepy so early today? I still have something to tell you."

Su Qian quickly noticed that the way he referred to himself had changed from "I" to "Gu". It seemed that he already knew it and was in a rather unhappy mood.

She declined and said, "Let's talk tomorrow if you have anything to say."

Yan Xuanye did not answer. Instead, his fingers gently brushed across her slender neck, then slowly moved down along her collarbone. Before Su Qian could react, he easily pulled open her collar, revealing a large area of ​​white flesh.

Su Qian trembled for a moment, and before she could ask him, she heard rapid breathing beside her.

Yan Xuanye lowered his head instantly, moving closer and closer, his face gradually approaching her shoulder.

The hot lips rolled over her skin fiercely and came down forcefully, as if to punish her.

The more Su Qian pushed, the tighter Yan Xuanye hugged her.

Gradually, he seemed no longer satisfied with such a superficial taste, and put his lips on hers again, starting to conquer her with a sense of being out of control.

Su Qian knew that she couldn't anger him at this time, so she gradually stopped resisting and began to try to respond to him.

Yan Xuanye was stunned for a moment. At first he didn't understand why she suddenly kissed him back.

Then I thought, isn't that what she is like?

On the one hand, I resisted him and stayed away from him, but on the other hand, I was kind to him and cared about him.

Perhaps, she was pretending all this just to please him, to make him curb his anger and not confront her.

She had a purpose, she didn't kiss him because she loved him.

Just like when she agreed to marry him, wasn't it also to use him?

Yan Xuanye suddenly lost his strength, stopped, and murmured, "Qianqian, what do you want?"

There was a strong sense of dejection in his words.

He had tried his best to love her and treat her well. He was even willing to sacrifice his life for her love. He thought he had done his best, but she still didn't like him.

What else do you need to get her love and attention?

Su Qian was also stunned, "Why are you asking this?"

She thought he would hold her accountable.

He lay beside Su Qian's neck and hugged her tightly, "I just can't figure it out." He said weakly.

Su Qian didn't know how to respond to him, and then he continued, "Why do you want to use contraception?"

He really knew it.

Su Qian thought.

"Why?" he asked again persistently.

Su Qian sighed silently, "I don't want to have a baby yet."

"Why?"

“Is it bad to have children?”

He clasped her shoulders with both hands, his expression stubborn and fierce, "A child is the hard work of both parents. With a child, the relationship between the couple will become more harmonious because of the child."

Yan Xuanye looked into her eyes stubbornly, as if he was disappointed in her, and tried to correct her mistake.

These principles were told to him by his father. He said that only with him would his mother be willing to stay.

If it weren't for him, I'm afraid his mother wouldn't be willing to stay with his father for a moment.

"Aye, love is not about threatening children."

"I would still love you even without children."

She felt an indescribable helplessness and fatigue rising in her heart. Su Qian knew that the biggest problem between her and Yan Xuanye was their different ideas.

She is from the 21st century, with modern thinking, while he is an ancient man from a thousand years ago.

A gap of a thousand years is not just about time.

In an era where men are superior to women, it seems that the only things women should do are to follow men's ideas, give birth to children, raise them, and be filial to their parents-in-law.

Just like he loved her, he required her to accept his love, to have children with him, and to do this and that...

But there are not so many shoulds in the world.

She is a living person and she has the right to express her own thoughts and opinions.

"It's not that I don't want to have a child, it's just... I don't know how to be a good mother. Similarly... I believe you don't know how to be a father. Ah Ye, we are the same, why bother to dwell on this issue?"

"Have you ever received complete love from your father and mother? Do you understand what a normal family of origin is like? Are you sure you can give your children enough love and support?"

"If we can't do all these, let's not have children for the time being. Okay?" she begged.

He stared at her again and again with paranoid eyes, and finally Yan Xuanye closed his eyes and shook his head silently, "I don't understand."

"Qianqian, I don't understand."

"Why don't you want to have a child? What on earth are you thinking about? What else do you want to do?"

"Is it because you still can't let go of Lu Huan?"

These consecutive questions startled Su Qian. She looked up, but only saw restlessness and hostility in his eyes.

"What? Did I come true?" Because of her surprise and astonishment at that moment, Yan Xuanye suddenly became full of anger.

"Yeah, why else could it be except him? You really put a lot of effort into him." He suddenly laughed in a low voice, which seemed particularly dangerous and weird at night.

I was able to use contraception for so long right under his nose.

His masculine aura surrounded Su Qian, making her feel like she couldn't escape even if she had wings. Su Qian trembled unconsciously, "Aye..."

She knew it would be difficult for him to accept such an idea, but she didn't expect that he would think that she "still" loved Lu Huan.

"I have never loved Lu Huan, really! Really never."

"Perhaps, we should all calm down. We can talk slowly about whether to have children or not. Don't be impulsive."

She was willing to tell Yan Xuanye about the difficulties she had experienced since childhood, to let him know her past, and to let him understand her embarrassment and dilemma.

She, Su Qian, has no father or mother. She was adopted and raised by her mother-in-law since she was a child. When she grew older, she lost her only relative and was forced to become a child bride in another family.

She had never seen true fatherly and motherly love, and didn't understand how to love children. She was afraid that she would not be a good mother.

It will make your child have a miserable childhood like yourself, and make her live in fear with such memories for the rest of her life.

Cowardly is cowardly.

In the past, because of his expectations and the goddess in his heart, she had more or less deliberately played the role of "goddess".

Beautiful, intelligent, sensible, dignified and steady. She tried her best to be like the good ones.

But is she really like this? Is she so perfect?

No.

Lu Huan understood her dark side, not only because of their similar personalities, but also because he knew her past.

But if she laid everything out and told Yan Xuanye, would he understand?

I understand why she doesn't want kids.

Will he understand?

Can you understand her?

Will you respect her ideas?

She had the urge to speak out, to tell him everything about herself.

Being a parent is a responsibility, not a momentary impulse.

……

But Yan Xuanye seemed to have been blinded and believed that she had some ulterior motive, which was why she continued to stay by his side. He believed that Su Qian still "admired" Lu Huan, which was why she was unwilling to have children with him.

Yan Xuanye's eyes were bloodshot. He clasped her hands tightly with one big hand and began to take off her skirt with the other hand.

At this time in the past, on the couch, his eyes were filled with uncontrollable throbbing, but at this moment, his eyes were filled with a chilling ferocity.

The next second after her dress was shredded, she heard Yan Xuanye's gnashing teeth, "There won't be a next time."

No next time?

Su Qian was powerless to resist and could only endure the thunder and rainstorm he brought.

But she knew there would be a next time, definitely.