Rebirth at the starting point of happiness

"That dream was so real, so real that all the thoughts in it were deeply impressed. In the dream, I got your bracelet, and because of that bracelet, I have your current wealth.

But the bracelet always seems to be disobedient and wants to run away, especially when it is close to you. So in my dreams, I can never let you go.

I always secretly monitor everything about you. If I hurt you, the bracelet will break. So I dare not do it directly, and can only think of other ways. If you are not doing well in the dream, I will be relieved, and you will not be able to compete with me.

You see, I still remember it clearly after all these years. And I just believed it. I believed in that dream that seemed like a dream but also like a reality. I did so much and ended up hurting myself.

Actually, on the day I left, I sat in the car and left, and I felt like something in my heart was completely lost. I gave up completely. Because at that time, it was already very difficult for me to catch up with you.

I want to live, I have to have my own life."

At the end, Song Xiaojuan fell into deep thought. Su Qiuyue looked at Song Xiaojuan, who didn't know what she was thinking, and thought about what she said.

I really don't know which god's biological daughter Song Xiaojuan is. She robbed me of my chance in my previous life and made me so miserable. If I don't get the chance in this life, she can still remind me in my dreams.

Su Qiuyue didn't care what she was thinking and just kept talking to herself.

"Whether I live a good life or not is my own business. I have not caused any trouble to anyone. I have lived a good life because of my own efforts. I have not harmed anyone, nor have I robbed anyone. Why can't I live an upright and happy life?

I live my life, and I offended you. You don't look for your own reasons, but you can't stand me. I can only say that your moral bottom line is too low. It's just that robbery is illegal, so you change the way, but it's still robbery.

It's amazing that he justifies his robbery behavior. I can't agree with him.

As for your dream, you also said it was a dream. It is ridiculous to use a dream as an excuse for what you did. "

If Song Xiaojuan had taken her bracelet in her previous life and secretly lived a good life, she would not hate her, because if she kept it in her hands without her knowing, it would be a waste of God's gift.

But she not only took advantage of me, but also treated me as a thorn in my side. I didn't dare to do anything, but I didn't let myself get away with it. I watched her struggle to survive like a play, and in the end I didn't let her go.

She already had so many things that didn't belong to her, but she was still greedy and wanted to completely occupy them. This was the most hateful thing. What's more, she didn't know anything at all.

Song Xiaojuan couldn't refute Su Qiuyue's words. She was right. It was she who was greedy and wanted to take away everything that belonged to others.

But is she really wrong? She just wants to live a good life, a life of superiority. Working diligently and conscientiously does not necessarily lead to a good life, but working yourself to death is a sure thing.

This is not what she wants. She doesn't want to work hard and end up with nothing, and then have to comfort herself that she didn't steal or rob, and that every penny was her hard-earned money.

Isn’t the money she earns now hard-earned money?

"Yes. It was her who played tricks on me. But the tricks I can use are also my abilities, and they are what I earned with all my efforts. Isn't it?

I don’t want to regret not grabbing the opportunity. If you want to live a life of superiority, you have to abandon your conscience. I just want to grab the wealth I can touch. If there is more, why not put it in my pocket? No one will pretend not to see the gold and silver mountains when they see them. "

Su Qiuyue didn't say anything, put down the coffee cup, stood up and left.

What was there to say to such a person? She felt that she was not wrong, but that the winners were the winners and the losers were the losers.

If a person has lost her conscience, what good will it do even if she gains more wealth? She is in a state of anxiety all day long, tossing and turning, with no peace of mind.

What is the enjoyment of a life that we enjoy?

Song Xiaojuan did not stop Su Qiuyue. She had thought about today. But after it really happened, she found that it was no longer a question of whether to accept it or not.

The whole person suddenly seemed to be like a broken duckweed, floating up and down.

This meeting did not affect Su Qiuyue's life. She was happy that part of her medicine had been made.

Zhang Zonghui felt a little embarrassed after making it. He didn't think the medicinal properties of her herbs were so good before, so he dared to ask for a high price. But after making it, he realized that this was a priceless medicine, so he felt embarrassed.

The newly made Guyuan Pills contained 100-year-old wild ginseng. More than 300 pills were made. Su Qiuyue gave 30 to Zhang Zonghui.

Su Qiuyue didn't have a prescription, but Zhang Zonghui made it according to the ancient method based on some prescriptions he learned at home.

For example, the water used to make medicine is best to be hot spring water in winter, which they can find in the Xing'an Mountains in the northeast. However, Su Qiuyue replaced it with space spring water. Zhang Zonghui took it to the yard to bask in the sun at nine o'clock in the morning on the Dragon Boat Festival. He took it back at eleven o'clock.

What Zhang Zonghui said is that this water is Yang water. In addition to making medicine, you can keep it at ordinary times and drink it when you have a cold or use it to cook medicine.

Therefore, this medicine is precious not only because of its precious medicinal materials. It will probably be difficult to make medicine using this method in the future.

Su Qiuyue kept the remaining medicine for herself and would give it to her family later. As for the emergency medicine, it would take some time.

Some medicines need to be buried, which also takes a certain amount of time. Zhang Zonghui is responsible for all of this.

But these medicines were still not used.

Xinyue and Xu Ling moved back to their own home after their child was weaned. Wang Yuran was already in her third year of high school, and it was a busy time.

Xu Hua's child is in junior high school, and Zhang Chunsheng's child is in high school, and they are all busy.

At this moment, Xu's mother suddenly became confused.

In the past two years, Xu's mother's health has become increasingly weak. After a checkup, there was no other problem, except that she was getting old and was slowly aging.

Su Qiuyue also checked his pulse and found that he was declining. Moreover, his body was weak and could not be nourished. He could only be slowly nurtured with the spring water from the space. However, it could not stop the speed of decline.

Gradually, my appetite began to decline and I could only eat small meals frequently, eating only as much as I could.

That morning when Xu Feng asked her mother to get up for dinner, her mother suddenly asked:

"Girl, who are you?"

Xu Feng's heart skipped a beat. After saying a lot, she realized that her mother was already in a daze. She was so confused that she didn't even recognize Carpenter Xu.

Then he was rushed to the hospital in a hurry.

The result is to prepare for the funeral. Su Qiuyue felt the pulse for a long time with trembling hands before telling her elder sister to prepare for the funeral.

Su Qiuyue suddenly couldn't accept it and felt a little depressed.

When Xu Feng heard that Su Qiuyue had asked them to prepare for her funeral, she left the ward, cried twice, and then squeezed back her tears.

I quickly called my brothers and sisters at home and asked them to come as soon as possible.

He called Wang Yuchen again and asked her to take leave and come back as soon as possible.

I went home to get my things right after the call.

After the old couple's 70th birthday, they asked Xu Feng to prepare old clothes. Especially Xu's mother, she has a sense of her own body. She prepared it early, and it was not sudden.

Xu Feng went home, packed up the old clothes she had prepared and sent them to the hospital ward.

Then it’s time to prepare mourning clothes, mourning belts and so on.

Soon, all the children came back.

They took turns staying in the hospital with Xu's mother, who had already started receiving oxygen.

Carpenter Xu didn't go to the hospital at first, saying he didn't want to see a doctor. Later, he followed Xu Feng to the hospital every day, and when he left, he would get up and leave only after Xu Feng urged him again and again.

He just sat on a chair in the ward, not saying a word, always looking out the window, occasionally looking back at Xu's mother on the bed.

Eleven days later, Xu's mother suddenly woke up and felt in good spirits. She could even sit up on the bed.

Xu Feng knew at first glance that this was a last gasp of life, and quickly asked everyone else to come to the hospital.

When everyone came over, Xu Feng had already given Xu's mother a bath and was combing her hair.

"You all are here? I feel better today, so I want to take a shower. I always want to be clean."

Seeing that all the children, big and small, had arrived, Xu's mother smiled and said something, then waited for Xu Feng to comb her hair.

"Xiao Kuan, Wang Nan, come here."

As soon as Xu's mother called, Xu Kuan and his wife quickly sat down in front of the bed.

Mother Xu held the hands of her eldest son and daughter-in-law and said apologetically.

"Wang Nan. We are just ordinary farmers. His father and I are not well educated, and our family conditions are not good. In the early years, his wife and I fell seriously ill and were in debt. If it weren't for his cousin's help, he wouldn't be where he is today.

You have been married for less than two years, and we haven't spent much time together. But I know you are a good girl.

Mom doesn't have much, so I'll leave you this jade necklace as a keepsake. You two should live a good life in the future. You two should help each other.

"Xiao Kuan sometimes pays too much attention. Listen to your wife more. Don't think too much about yourself, okay?"

"I got it, Mom."

"Yes, Mom."

The couple tried hard to hold back their tears and took the box given by Xu's mother.

"Xiao Hui. Min."

"mom."

"mom."

Xu's mother called Xu Hui and his wife over again. The couple were already in tears.

"Xiaohui is a blockhead. But it is this blockhead that your cousin has discovered something. Who could have thought that my eldest son would become so successful?!"

"Mom~"

"It's not easy for my son to crawl out of the mud hole with his back to the sky and his face to the earth. Xiao Min is a good person. She even gave me a big grandson. I don't have to worry about anything. Mom knows and I remember your kindness.

In the past, conditions were not good, and we didn't care about anything because Xiaohui had a job. Although your parents wanted to take care of the child after it was born, I couldn't help at all with my poor body, and I felt guilty.

I've never worn this set of pearl jewelry, so I'm giving it to Xiaomin. Keep it for yourself. Don't make me feel guilty all the time. Just listen to me. Be good."

"Mom~"

Fang Min wanted to say something but was pulled away by Xu Hui. Now she just had to listen to her mother and say nothing.

"Hua, it's your luck to meet Chengmin. Don't hate your father. He wants you to be well. Now that you're well, give him a slap in the face, so that he won't think he understands everything.

Xiaohua was the one who suffered the most. She had a sickly sister and an ignorant brother. Her mother was also in poor health. Xiaohua, a good girl, had to grow up like a wild boy.

You have to rely on yourself for everything. Even when you don't want to go to school, we force you to accompany your sister, right? Hua. Don't blame mom. In the next life, mom will be in good health and make skirts and braids for me every day. "

"Mom, I never blame you. My mom is the best."

Xu Hua couldn't help crying. Her mother knew everything, but she was powerless to do anything.

"Mom will give you two pairs of jewel earrings. I'll keep them for you to give to your daughter-in-law in the future."

Xu Hua cried so hard that she couldn't control herself and was helped away by Hao Chengmin.

"Mom, take a rest."

Xu Jing said in a rare gentle voice.

"No, I just want to talk. If I don't talk now, I'll never have the chance to talk again."

Knowing what Xu Jing was going to say next, Xu's mother directly called Xu Ling over.

"mom!"

Xu Ling knelt down in front of the bed and put her head on Xu's mother's legs.

"Oh, my daughter is lucky. After dying once, she will surely live a peaceful life in the future. My little Ling is the smartest. Mom is not worried. This was given to me by your grandma, and I will leave it to you."

Xu's mother gave Xiao Ling a plain silver ring without any patterns. Xu Ling held it tightly in her hand, hugged Xu's mother's waist and called "Mom" repeatedly.

"Why are you crying? Everyone has this day. You didn't cry like this when you were a child. Now that you're a mother, you're still acting like a child? Don't cry. Don't cry. Let your elder sister come."

Mother Xu always smiled gently, without tears or regrets.

"mom."

Xu Feng also tried hard to smile and look at Xu's mother, but she couldn't relax her brows and couldn't control the tears in the corners of her eyes.

"Feng'er, you have suffered so much. Mom loves you and I still rely on you. You are only sixteen and your hands are already calloused.

Eighteen is the "Iron Girl". What "Iron Girl"? It means my daughter has been tortured to the point of having blood blisters, and the skin peeled off layer by layer, and the sweat can be collected in a basin.

I won’t be the eldest in my next life. My daughter’s thick black braids are so pretty. I can’t bear to let her go.”

"Mom, I don't feel bad. I don't feel wronged. Mom, if I were the younger one, I would be very angry. It's just right to be the eldest sister. I will beat anyone I don't like.

Mom, don't worry about me, isn't Tiejuner doing well? "

Xu's mother glanced at Wang Tiejun and her voice choked with sobs.

"Oh. Mom is relieved."

A pair of silver bracelets were handed over to him. They belonged to Grandma Xu Feng.

"Autumn Moon. New Moon."

Xu Jing was about to step forward when it was finally her turn. Unexpectedly, Xu's mother called the Su Qiuyue sisters.

"Aunt."

"Aunt."

Su Qiuyue sat next to Xu's mother, leaning against her gently.

"Auntie is where she is today thanks to you. Auntie just feels that she has done too little.

Look at how capable you are. You have raised such an excellent sister. Look at how lucky our whole family is thanks to you.

Qiuyue. This bunch of grass bodhi was from the belly of a statue of Buddha worshipped by my grandma. In those days, it was forbidden to take it out and hide it. I gave it to my mother, and my mother gave it to me.

Auntie gives it to you. Just live your life on your own. Be happy. You are already very good, very good. You will be even better in the future.

Don’t worry about anything, aunt will bless you.”

"Thank you, aunt. Thank you, aunt." Su Qiuyue burst into laughter with tears in her eyes. This old lady, without saying a word, knew everything in her heart.

"Xinyue, live your life well. You have such a good sister, and you are destined to live in happiness for the rest of your life.

Just be nice to your sister from now on."

What was given to her was a bodhi seed strung in a red string.

"I remember my aunt."

After I finished talking to them, I called Xu Jing over.