Rebirth at the starting point of happiness

"You say he's bad to me, no. He's still the same as before. He cares about the children very much.

It’s just that sometimes when something is said, I suddenly feel like there’s no way two people can communicate.

Why did he suddenly start to value interests so much and even start calculating the family's gains and losses for these?

And now it has become the focus of all his attention. I suddenly don't know what to say. He doesn't want all his efforts over the years to be wasted on others.

I don't want to do so much and still not get enough for myself and my children. They even start to take advantage of me, just to get more benefits.

Sister, what should I do? "

Xinyue knew that he was wrong and had talked to him about it, but he painfully told her about his unfairness, his helplessness, and his resistance.

She felt distressed again. In such a contradictory situation, she found that Zhao Yihang seemed to be going too far.

Xinyue was a little confused at first, she wanted to calm down and sort things out. She really felt that she needed to think carefully about how to deal with this problem.

I wanted to say hello to my sister today, but I didn't expect Su Qiuyue to react so strongly, and I immediately found the problem.

This made Xinyue feel very wronged and ashamed. I didn't want to tell my sister about this, nor did I want her to worry about it.

But she didn't expect this to happen.

"You should have told me earlier."

Su Qiuyue handed the tissue to her sister. She didn't think there was anything wrong with her. She grew up in an ordinary family.

Although her family conditions improved later, she still had simple ideas. Besides, her family and the people around her all lived a normal life.

Xu Feng earned his current wealth through his own hard work. Although his conditions have improved and he no longer has to worry about food and clothing, he still has to deal with the daily chores of family life.

The same is true for Xu Hua and Hao Chengmin. Hao Chengmin's wealth was earned through his own hard work. He also suffered a lot. Xu Hua also has a lot of family gossip.

Sister-in-law, brother-in-law. Just to prevent Xu Hua from worrying, Hao Chengmin solved all the problems himself.

Especially the elder sister-in-law who almost tricked Xu Hua into joining the pyramid scheme. Later, Wang Tiejun investigated and busted their pyramid scheme den. Xu Hua's elder sister-in-law didn't believe it. She had been completely brainwashed.

Finally, he was sentenced to one year in prison. After he was released, he went to Xu Hua's house and made a scene. Because the pyramid scheme had been exposed, those who had benefited from it before were of course unwilling to return the benefits.

The only way was to sell everything I had to plug the holes. The family was broken up.

If a person cannot accept the reality, he will go crazy. Her husband and children felt ashamed and moved away from their original place, completely abandoning Xu Hua's elder sister-in-law. However, Hao Chengmin sent her to a sanatorium for the sake of their blood relationship.

Needless to say, Xu Hui had his own family thanks to his hard work and talent. Although his family was not as wealthy as theirs, it was still a well-off family.

Not to mention Xu Hui.

The only one who is similar to Xinyue is Xu Ling. But Fu Jianan is the only child of the two families. He is also a slave to his wife. So everything belongs to Fu Jianan, and Xu Ling makes the decisions about what to do at home. He does not have the worries like Xinyue.

Xinyue still simply thinks that living a normal life, focusing on her family and working hard is normal, isn't it? So she can't accept the intrigues in Zhao Yihang's family.

"I, I wanted to tell you a long time ago. But Yihang said that you have your own life and he doesn't want to disturb you or make you worry about our affairs.

I also think that I am old enough and can handle this problem.

But I didn’t expect that now I can’t figure anything out.”

Xinyue's tears fell again.

"I don't want to talk about him, I want to talk about you. I am your sister, your only blood relative. Are you stupid for not coming to me when you have something to do? Isn't it for you that I am doing all this? I hope you are doing well. I hope you have the ability to choose your own life.

How did it make you like this? All my efforts over the years were in vain, right? "

"Sister~"

Su Xinyue couldn't help but hugged Su Qiuyue and started crying.

After she had cried enough, Su Qiuyue slowly told her the root cause of the matter.

"Zhao Yihang is your choice, so I accept him. Actually, his family background is not what you want in a brother-in-law.

Think about it, they are a family business. During the war, not only could the whole family go to live abroad, but they were also able to develop very well, proving that their family foundation is very rich.

Then it’s not just the efforts of a few people.

If you think about it carefully, a large feudal family, although it escaped the war, did not experience the baptism of the new society.

Their family still has feudal and capitalist class ideas. With class ideas, people think that profit is the most important thing.

He was young and on the rise in his career before, so you couldn't feel the difference in values.

Now he is middle-aged, because his business is doing very well, his family wants to get a piece of the pie. In a family like theirs, the eldest son and grandson are very precious.

Of course he was unwilling to accept this. But without the family, he wouldn't be where he is today. They were all biological children, and at their age, they were faced with the reality of taking over the family business. That's why they tried to make themselves more important to the family so that they could have more power.

Isn't this just like the fight for family property in TV dramas? But they are brothers from the same mother, so it's not that cruel.

Let me talk about some conspiracy theories.

He is asking you in a roundabout way now, one reason is that you are naive, and the other is that he has been blinded by ambition.

If you leave it alone, you will be like the mistress of a marriage alliance in a TV series. Our company is his guarantee for fighting for power and profit in the family.

He will slowly use you to achieve his goal. Will he want you to join his family one day?

Because everything I have will definitely be given to you in the end."

Su Qiuyue was also helpless, such a plot happened around her. This is also reality.

In the eyes of Zhao Yihang's family, she was like a nouveau riche, but she had caught the wind of the times and was a weak enterprise of the times.

Moreover, she had no descendants, and in the end, all she had were her biological sister and a few distant cousins.

Then it is a resource that can be used, a strong backing support for Zhao Yihang. But it cannot replace their family foundation.

That's why Zhao Yihang slowly wanted Xinyue to focus on his family's business.

"His problem is there. He can't get away from it. Now it all depends on how you feel."

Su Qiuyue knew that the reason why Xinyue felt so uncomfortable and even had difficulty making a decision was definitely not just a problem of concept.

"Sister, I think he might not love me. We were together at that time maybe just because he felt it was suitable. My personality was suitable for him to handle. My family background was suitable as his fallback.

Even returning to China to develop at that time may have just been his ambition.

He didn't change. I was shocked by the reality. What I wanted was love. I thought I was already rich in material things, so it shouldn't be too much to pursue emotionally.

The reality is that I can’t seem to accept such a relationship, or even marriage.

What I am struggling with is that he did nothing wrong in the marriage. If I end the marriage because of this, would I be a betrayer? A deserter?

In fact, Su Xinyue no longer felt any excitement in her heart because of Zhao Yihang, and she even lived her life numbly.

When Zhao Yihang talked to her about the future life of the two of them and their child, and everything for their child, she even felt a little guilty because she couldn't resonate with him. She no longer loved him.

"Why do you say that?"

Su Qiuyue just wanted to know her sister's true thoughts. She could understand. Now, girls have more responsibilities for marriage and family. They always feel that if there are no principled issues or some serious problems, it is irresponsible to file for divorce at this time, betraying the family, and even immoral.

Even if one has received a higher education, social opinions and customs have always been part of the mundane world and cannot be escaped.

Xinyue’s answer was not much different from what she thought.

But what's more, Zhao Yihang hasn't talked to her about anything other than work and children for a long time.

We used to be able to watch movies together, talk about TV series, etc. Now we can barely even talk about the news.

This made her feel numb, numb to a terrifying degree. She felt that married life made her a little scared.

"Have you ever thought about divorce?"

"I have thought about it. More than once, and I have even thought about it very deeply."

Xinyue hesitated for a moment, then said with a sense of risk-taking.

"Xinyue, none of this matters. I just hope you can be happy. If you are unhappy in this marriage, even if you have fallen in love with someone else, I will support you in leaving.

If you don't love me anymore, then don't love me anymore. We face our feelings bravely. If a man doesn't love me anymore, he can find someone else. You just don't love me anymore and want to leave. There's nothing wrong with that. You just don't want to make do with it and cut your losses in time.

Doing this for him is also being more responsible for yourself. It does not mean you are betraying your family and children.

This is not a moral issue. Don't burden yourself with things that don't matter. In my opinion, they are not as important as your happiness.

You and the child should move back first and calm down. We'll talk about it when you've made up your mind."

Su Qiuyue didn't want her to be too stressed, so she let her get out of that environment first and let her think it through easily.

She could only guide her so far, but in the end it was up to her to make her own decision.

We were originally discussing sending the children to an international school, but the two children were picked up in the afternoon.

Xinyue didn't even bring back a nanny.

Zhao Yihang called back soon. Su Qiuyue just said that she wanted to go out and relax recently, and wanted Xinyue to bring the child with her.

Of course, it's not just talk.

Su Qiuyue really asked for leave for An An and bought plane tickets to go to Yun Province together.

This time we will start from there, tasting delicious food and experiencing the customs and cultures of various ethnic minorities along the way.

Then we walked and played along the way to Chongshi. We stayed in this mountain city for almost a month.

This trip takes several months, and by the time they return home it is already vacation time.

Just hire a tutor to give An An extra lessons.

The children had a lot of fun on this trip. Their mother was by their side every day, which made them feel very safe physically and mentally. Sufficient sense of security gave children the confidence to let go of their body and mind.

Laugh out loud, shout out loud, and be extremely happy every day.

After coming back, I can sit down and study quietly.

This time Xinyue thought it through thoroughly and decided to divorce Zhao Yihang.

Zhao Yihang had also felt Su Xinyue's attitude in the past few months, so he was not surprised. The two met and talked twice.

We divorced by peaceful agreement.

Of course, after the divorce, the shares that should be given to Xinyue were also given to Xinyue, and Xinyue accepted it calmly.

The child custody was given to Xinyue.

After the two of them completed all the formalities, Xinyue moved back home. Zhao Yihang also moved out of the house and returned to Hong Kong City to work on his career.

Disappointed? Some, but not much.

When Xu Feng and her friends found out that Xinyue had moved back home, they thought the couple had had a fight. But when they inquired, they found out that they were divorced.

Several people ran to Su Qiuyue's house as if they had made an appointment.

After hearing Xinyue briefly describe the whole process of the divorce, everyone fell silent for a moment.

"Xiao Ling, I don't have any. Whatever you think is yours. If you say you don't want those messy things at home, then we don't want them. I just want you and the child to be happy, nothing else matters."

Fu Jianan was the first to react and quickly expressed his loyalty.

"you shut up."

Xu Ling quickly stopped him. My cousin was upset because of this, why was he showing it here? Was he showing it to her?

Fu Jianan was about to open his mouth when his wife kicked him in the calf, and he reacted and closed his mouth.

"Alas. This woman. It's really hard to say when it comes to finding a man. A woman can never find the right man. There is always a gap between what you think and what exists in reality."

Xu Feng couldn't help but sigh. Not to mention her marriage, which was not going as she wished, but now she was living a happy life.

But if things don't go as you wish, your life will not be smooth.

"Yes. I still remember when my mother was little, my grandmother told her that her parents wanted to find a literate woman for her, so that the two of them could talk. Later, the world was bad, so they found a grandfather for her. Someone who could protect his wife.

Then grandma wanted to find a man who had received education for mom when she grew up, but she chose dad in the end because he had a skill and could support the family. "

Xu Hua also sighed. What a woman wants is always different from reality. She can only compromise with reality and live on.

Even now.

Xinyue has been without parents since she was a child. Sister Qiuyue brought her up without much hardship. Her studies and career went smoothly. The only thing she wanted was a marriage, but it was not going well.

"Don't worry about me. I've let it go now. Since I can't have it all, I won't ask for it. There are so many beautiful things in life. Good food, good drinks, fun things, good things to see, my sister, my children. These are all part of my life. Love? I've tasted it. I know. Forget it."

Xinyue didn't expect that she could say such philosophical words, and she couldn't help laughing.

"Sister Xinyue, have you really let it go?"

Seeing her smile, Xu Ling couldn't help but ask again.

"I've really come to terms with it. I hid it before because I couldn't get over it. Now that we've broken up, of course I've come to terms with it."

Everyone is relieved that Xinyue can think it through. But it's a bit sad. I used to think that Su Qiuyue was not perfect if she didn't get married.

But Xinyue, who was originally perfect, got divorced. So it is true that no one is perfect. It is impossible for everyone to be perfect. If everyone is really perfect, what troubles will there be in life?