Rebirth at the starting point of happiness

Whether she is willing or not, this is something she must accomplish now and it is also a new experience different from before.

Although she didn't understand, she could learn. She knew that Chen Shanlin had the highest cultural level among the educated youth.

So he went to the other party and asked for help, and Chen Shanlin agreed readily.

He gave her some guidance, and she went home to write. After she was done, she took it to the educated youth point to show it to Chen Shanlin.

Modify it if there is anything wrong.

It took her almost two months to revise and rewrite this material, and Chen Shanlin polished it later.

In the middle, she also went out with Aunt Li to deliver a baby. Although she had never experienced such an honor for others, she could not let this incident delay her learning of delivery. After all, this honor was an accident, a random event.

Moreover, this was not her own method. She was also relying on other people's years of experience, so she could not be complacent about this matter. She also stated in the materials that this method of saving people was something she had seen in a book.

When she submitted the final manuscript, she wrote Chen Shanlin's name.

In fact, it is indeed not something she is currently capable of accomplishing.

Life has to go on. The last time Su Qiuyue went to the commune to deliver materials, she wanted to buy some gauze to make mosquito nets, but unfortunately there was none, and there was only one box of mosquito coils.

There is no choice but to use mosquito coils before going to town.

The chickens at home have grown up. Their family is only allowed to raise two chickens, so the extra ones will be sold.

The chicks have started laying eggs. Xinyue watches them closely every day. She knows how many eggs have been laid and how many are saved at home.

It would be difficult for Su Qiuyue to do anything.

The weather was starting to get hot, and eggs were difficult to store. Su Qiuyue happened to be making egg yolk oil, so she bought some and cooked them together.

Leave the egg yolk behind and let my younger sisters eat up the egg white.

Egg yolk oil is not easy to make. Su Qiuyue only used four egg yolks at the beginning. After it was finally cooked, she felt at ease to fry the remaining egg yolks in oil.

This egg yolk oil is not easy to make and very fragrant just because it is fried with egg yolks.

The smell is particularly unpleasant, and there is a lot of smoke when frying.

The first time Su Qiuyue fried it, she cooked it in the house, and the smell filled the house for several days.

She is frying it outside now. Who can tell that the black thing in the pan is egg yolk?

So many egg yolks can be fried into a small jar of egg yolk oil. After Su Qiuyue was done, she put them in a wooden box made by her cousin.

All the medicines in the house are kept here. The west room contains some prepared medicines. For fear that they would get damp and dirty if left on the ground, they are wrapped up and hung on the beams.

When you open the door of the west room, you will see bags of herbs of various sizes hanging there.

"Sister, I just saw that educated youth named Song Xiaojuan. She walked to the door of our house, covered her mouth and walked away." Su Xinyue ran to Su Qiuyue and said.

She was picking eggs in the chicken coop just now when she saw the female educated youth standing at the gate with her mouth open, about to call for help. She must have smelled the odor of home, so she covered her nose and turned around and left.

"Don't pay attention to her." Su Qiuyue said to her sister.

She had already told her sister that she wanted Song Xiaojuan. Her sister asked her why. She just said that Song Xiaojuan was deep-minded and asked her sister to stay away from her.

Last time, Song Xiaojuan said she wanted to ask her for advice. She was quite considerate and didn't come to her house when I was writing the materials. But she came soon after the materials were submitted.

But today she ran away because she felt tired because of the strong smell. She didn't believe she could run back and forth.

Su Qiuyue and her sister whispered a few words and continued to busy themselves with their own things.

The vegetables in the vegetable garden are edible, and the food on Su Qiuyue's table is richer.

Get some multi-grain rice, tomatoes and cucumbers and put them in the vegetable cellar to cool. Then sprinkle sugar on the tomatoes, cut the cucumbers into shreds and add a little salt and sesame oil.

From time to time, I would also stew some meat to make eggplant sauce, stir-fried meat with mushrooms, scrambled eggs with black fungus, etc.

The two sisters suddenly grew taller without making any noise.

The clothes and pants I wore before were obviously too small.

There are cloths in Su Qiuyue's space, as well as coarse cloths that she exchanged in Shanghe Village.

Su Qiuyue asked her eldest cousin to measure the sizes of her and Xinyue, wanting to make a few more pieces.

"Leave a little more. I think you still have a lot of time to grow. Just let it out when the time comes." Xu Feng said as he measured their sizes.

"Okay." Su Qiuyue had no objection. If they continued like this, she and her sister would definitely grow taller.

"So many?" Xu Feng watched her take out a pile of cloth. There were many clothes and pants to be made.

"I'll do it now while I have time. I also need to buy some cotton to make cotton-padded jackets and trousers.

Besides, what's the point of keeping this cloth? It will be ruined before I can even wear it, which is a big loss." Su Qiuyue said.

Xu Feng shook her head. The cloth was hers, so she could do whatever she wanted. But it was really a waste of money.

"Where are the smaller clothes?" Xu Feng asked.

"Sister, don't you mind giving Xiaohua and the others passage?" Su Qiuyue asked.

"Of course I don't mind, you're already wearing new clothes.

But you can just alter the smaller ones for Xinyue. She follows Xu Hua around all the time, and her new clothes are worn out. "Xu Feng said with a smile.

Su Qiuyue nodded, and she thought that making new clothes should not be just for herself.

"Are you going to make clothes with all this coarse cloth?" Xu Feng asked as he flipped through the coarse cloth that Su Qiuyue had brought out.

“Make a few more sets. You know I went up the mountain to collect herbs, and all the good fabrics were wasted.

When the medicine is being boiled, the smell is strong and you can’t wear nice clothes.

I used the rest to make two large aprons to hold firewood for cooking.

In winter, I will make a door curtain to block the wind." Su Qiuyue counted on her fingers and told him about her plan.

With this calculation, this coarse cloth is just enough.

"After autumn, ask Xu Hua and the others to collect reeds for you. They are not warm enough to make cotton-padded jackets, but they are good for making door curtains and they are light." Xu Feng nodded.

Xu Feng was very quick and finished cutting out their clothes and pants in half a day.

Then roll up the clothes, tuck them under your armpits and go home.

"Haha, sister?" Su Qiuyue quickly pulled her.

"How can you have the time? If you had the time, wouldn't you be able to put on your clothes in autumn?

It’s okay, I’ll take it back. My mom and I can finish it in two days.

By the way, the Fu family in the east will be getting married in a few days, let’s go and watch the fun.” Xu Feng suddenly remembered this and said.

"Ah? You've already married before the autumn?" Su Qiuyue was puzzled.

Normally, if someone wants to marry off their daughter, they have to wait until the autumn harvest is over and the housework is done before they can receive a betrothal gift.

The man can only marry a wife if he has some extra money after the autumn harvest.

It's not even autumn yet and you're already getting married?

"I heard that the bride price is only 200 yuan." Xu Feng said in a low voice.

"The second son of the old Fu family has some problems. The children call him "Er Yizi" (sissy) behind his back. The daughter-in-law is also not valued at home. They all say that she is a sold girl."

Su Qiuyue nodded. She had seen the second son of the Fu family before. He really walked like a girl with his legs clamped together, and sometimes his behavior was more like a girl than a girl.

No matter what anyone says, he keeps silent and speaks in a gentle voice.

I heard from Xu Hua that they, the kids, had seen him looking in the mirror at home, twisting his waist and dancing in an unidentified way.

Everyone in the team knew about it, but there was nothing they could do. The Fu family only had two sons, and the eldest son only had one granddaughter due to an injury.

So even if he knew that something was wrong with his son, he still had to find him a wife.

"Do you want me to give you something?" Su Qiuyue wasn't sure whether she should give a gift or not.

"You don't need to. You don't have any contacts. My dad and his friends only need to send gifts to each other.

Let's just go and watch the fun." Xu Feng waved his hand and walked out.

We agreed that she would call her when the time comes.

My cousin and aunt were very quick and they finished all the clothes in less than three days.

After washing the clothes that had grown too small, I let Xinyue take them to her aunt and let her decide how to use them.

The extra coarse cloth was given to my aunt.

After the clothes were ready, Song Xiaojuan came to the house. She had been planning to take a day off today, but she didn't expect her to come to her house. That was perfect. She wanted to see how long she could hold on.

"Song Zhiqing is here. I didn't expect you to be so concerned. You are really positive.

You see, this is a good thing. I will only teach you. It would be bad if others misunderstand me and think I don't want to teach. Otherwise, let's ask other people in the Youth League Institute and see who is willing to learn and we can learn together.

Otherwise, it would be troublesome and time-consuming to wait for them to know before asking for advice. I don't have that much time, right?" Su Qiuyue said politely.

Song Xiaojuan had no way to refute Su Qiuyue's words. She and Su Qiuyue had an average relationship, and she didn't say she wouldn't teach her, but it was understandable that she had concerns.

"You're right, I was too anxious and didn't think things through. I'll go back and ask. We can come together then." Song Xiaojuan said quickly.

"Song Zhiqing, you know that I am just a small medical worker, and what I know is what is passed down in my family.

What I can teach is limited. Also, I don’t have time, and it’s not convenient for me to teach with too many people.” Su Qiuyue continued.

She is not stupid, she is teaching others what she has inherited from her family. And it is not okay to take up her own time.

Song Xiaojuan frowned. She didn't expect what she said. But it would be unreasonable to ask others to use their family craftsmanship.

She originally wanted to use study to get closer to Su Qiuyue, but she didn't expect it to be so difficult.

But she couldn't be too direct, so Song Xiaojuan secretly glanced at Su Qiuyue who was busy preparing herbs.

I wanted to see from her face whether she really thought so or was deliberately targeting her.

Yes, she just felt that Su Qiuyue was targeting her.

Song Xiaojuan is the second child in the family, with an older brother and a younger brother.

She knew from a young age that she was a girl and was not valued at home.

So she has been smart and sensible since she was a child. In front of her brother, she is a little girl who depends on him, and in front of her younger brother, she is a generous, decent and warm sister.

So no matter what is available at home, even if her parents don't care about her, her brothers and sisters will fight for her.

Moreover, she has a good personality, and all the neighbors praise her as a good daughter.

There was no other way but to go to the countryside. She knew that no matter what she did, she could not compare with her brothers in her parents' hearts in terms of status.

My elder brother is married and has his own job. My younger brother has just started high school, so my parents are definitely reluctant to let him go to the countryside.

She offered to go to the countryside in place of her brother, and she could also win back some of the debt owed to her brother and parents.

So she went to the countryside and her family bought a lot of things and gave her a few hundred yuan.

She saw clearly that with so many people going to the countryside, it would not be easy for them to come back. These few hundred yuan were not easy to spend.

So she observed and pondered carefully along the way, and found that the place she was going to was actually in the mountains, where life was difficult and conditions were poor.

She was so worried that she ran into the dazed Zhu Hong.

Zhu Hong is simple-minded and speaks without thinking. She is easy to control. It was from her that I learned that the educated youth traveling with her had a fiancé who lived in the same place as her.

While chatting, she inadvertently said that the people in the mountains were barbaric and cunning, and that an educated youth she knew went there and was forced to marry a local woman.

Under her deliberate instigation, the female educated youth also started a quarrel with Zhu Hong, and she successfully exchanged places with that person.

Everything was going smoothly, but when she arrived at the place, she saw Su Qiuyue, who was supposed to be with her but came early.

As an educated youth, she has adapted well to life in the countryside.

He even received praise from the team.

It was only when I arrived at the place that I realized that she could still live alone.

She had a hard time adapting to the Youth League Institute and had to struggle hard in the brigade, but Su Qiuyue always made people feel so relaxed and comfortable.

It was in stark contrast to her and even to them.

Jealousy and resentment arose from my heart for no reason.

Sometimes she didn't want to look at Su Qiuyue, but she couldn't help but look over there.

Especially when she arrived at the Youth League Home, she was chatting and laughing with Sun Yanqiu, which always made her feel particularly annoying.

Shouldn't a little orphan with a burden live a miserable life?

He lives so recklessly that I just can't stand him no matter how I look at him.

And she had the same dream several times.

In the dream, she was a superior person living a wealthy life, while Su Qiuyue was a poor person living in the quagmire, struggling to move forward.

Even though she was a superior person in her dream, she was still very afraid of Su Qiuyue who lived in the mud.

After waking up, she felt that what Su Qiuyue had now was originally hers.

Although I think my feelings are ridiculous, I just can't help thinking this way. Even now I always feel like I have lost something.

That's why he secretly suggested Zhu Hong to live in Su Qiuyue's house.

She just thought that if Zhu Hong moved in, she would have the opportunity to be with Su Qiuyue and see if there was anything she hadn't noticed, something that should have belonged to her.

She was not surprised that Zhu Hong did not move in. It was just a small test.

But later, no matter how she approached Su Qiuyue, she was always cold and indifferent, and Sun Yanqiu didn't even give her any chance.

It was always easy for her to get close to anyone she wanted, but with her, it was like hitting cotton with a fist, there was no reaction at all.

We finally got closer to each other, but now she starts doing this again.

Song Xiaojuan sometimes wondered if she knew something, otherwise why would she always get closer to her, and then immediately distance herself when she wanted to take the relationship further.

But this is impossible. These are all her thoughts in her heart and she has never told anyone else, unless she can read minds.

Mind reading?

Song Xiaojuan looked at Su Qiuyue and silently said bad things about her in her heart.

Su Qiuyue suddenly looked up at her, and she was suddenly startled. Could it be?

"What's wrong, Song Zhiqing? Is it not possible?" Su Qiuyue asked.

"Ah? Ah, no, no. I was just thinking of something else.

Then I'll go back and ask, and come back after I've done that." Song Xiaojuan said and left quickly.

Su Qiuyue looked confused. What was going on?

On the way back, Song Xiaojuan wanted to give herself a break, thinking wildly, how could someone read minds? It was really a dream.

I don’t know what Song Xiaojuan said to the Youth League Institute, but in the end only she and Sun Yanqiu came.

"I'm just here for fun, I can't remember your stuff and I can't do it.

I just want to see what Song Xiaojuan is thinking." Sun Yanqiu took some time to go to her home and told her about her plan.

"Song Xiaojuan's words sound nice, about making progress together and being proactive, but who has the time for that?

Besides, you are already the medical worker of the brigade. Does that mean we can become medical workers after learning this?

I'll come over to block the knife for you and watch the fun at the same time." Sun Yanqiu took it for granted that she was going to watch the fun.

In return, Su Qiuyue rolled her eyes.