Rebirth at the starting point of happiness

Xu Feng didn't drink it, but fed Xu Ling some water first. Only then did Su Qiuyue realize that Xu Ling seemed to have cried.

This child was originally introverted, and coupled with poor health, he became even more quiet. In the past two years, he has been praised by teachers for his good grades and has become more cheerful.

When she was at home, her uncle never said a word to her. Her aunt and brothers and sisters all took good care of her, and even Xu Kuan took this little sister with him wherever he went.

This child rarely cries, and he looks listless now.

"Xiaoling is tired, Xinyue, you stay with her and lie down for a while." Xu Feng said softly, looking at the little sister who couldn't even open her eyes, and said to Xinyue.

Xinyue quickly took out a pillow and a small quilt from the quilt cupboard, and pulled Xinyue to lie down.

I don’t know if it was because he was tired, but the child fell asleep soon after lying down.

"What's the matter?" Sun Yanqiu also asked.

"Let Xiao Ling stay at your house before Xu Jing gets married. I'll go get her things when I'm free. When I get married, let Xiao Kuan come to accompany her."

Xu Feng suddenly said this.

"Okay, okay, okay. Isn't Yanqiu still here when I'm not at home?" Su Qiuyue said quickly.

"Xu Jing is crazy."

Now Su Qiuyue and the other two were stunned, shocked by this sudden news.

"I'm not really crazy, I'm just like crazy and no one can control me." Xu Feng said while panting.

"I'm engaged, and her affairs are settled, too. After the New Year, we'll set a date, and after the gifts, we'll just have to wait for the right time to get married.

But my father is a man who can't hold back his anger. Although the matter was settled, he still disliked Xu Jing.

As soon as he opened his eyes, he would start to curse if the weather was bad, and he would curse Xu Jing. In the past, he was reluctant to let her suffer, and rarely let her work in the fields.

Now she not only has to work in the fields all day, but also has to do housework. If she doesn't do it well, she will be scolded.

Maybe my father pushed her too hard, her temper got worse day by day. She didn't dare to do that to us, but Xiao Kuan and Xiao Ling were always beaten when the adults weren't around.

Xiao Kuan was better, he knew how to cry, and if he was found out he would either be beaten or scolded. Xiao Ling was not so good, he would not say anything even when he was beaten.

Actually, my mother was always at home, and since the two of them were in school, she didn't get beaten very often. But Xu Jing was deliberately looking for her to take it out, and she always found opportunities to beat her, and the child didn't say anything. Xu Jing became more and more aggressive.

A few days ago, when she was scolded during a meal, she reached out and pinched her secretly. Xu Kuan saw it. My mother saw many pinch marks on Xu Ling's body.

My father was furious and beat Xu Jing severely. Although Xu Jing stopped beating Xiao Ling later, the child was still afraid of her.

The temperature dropped in the middle of the night yesterday, so my dad asked us to get up and light a fire. Except for Xiaoling and Xu Kuan, no one slept well.

Xu Jing got angry and started throwing things around. My father and Xu Hui went to the neighbors' houses and knocked on their doors to tell them to get up and light a fire.

Without supervision at home, Xu Jing became more aggressive. When my mother said something to her, she stiffened her neck and became stubborn.

As they were talking, they talked about borrowing money from you. Xiao Ling woke up at that moment. Xu Jing scolded her like crazy, saying that if she hadn't been half-dead, there wouldn't have been so many things that happened later. The family would still be the same as before, and she scolded Xiao Ling as a disaster star.

The child is not young anymore, he is well educated, he already knows what these mean. He cried so hard.

That’s why my mother asked me to carry her here.”

Xu Feng felt helpless, wondering how Xu Jing could become like this. Scolding her own sister, was she saying that she might as well be dead, as she was causing trouble for the family? Was this something a sister should say? She was already 20 years old, but she was not as sensible as a child.

"Isn't this Xu Jing just sick? Is she using her abilities? How can she be so capable?!

You just watched like that?" Sun Yanqiu couldn't understand Xu Jing at all.

"I beat her up." Xu Feng sighed.

Sun Yanqiu was not surprised, but it would be strange if Xu Feng could tolerate this.

"And when we came out, my father came back. Xu Kuan was imitating others." Xu Feng said quietly.

This sentence made Xinyue couldn't help but curse. Sun Yanqiu and Su Qiuyue also looked strange.

When Xu Kuan was a child, he could recite storytelling word for word, and now he has learned it even more vividly. I guess Xu Jing is going to get beaten again.

"No, what's wrong with Xu Jing? Your family is all good, why is she so weird?" Sun Yanqiu didn't understand, why couldn't Xu Jing live a peaceful life?

Xu Feng couldn't answer, she herself didn't understand.

"The nine sons of the dragon are all different. There's no way to explain this." Su Qiuyue said softly.

This is the only explanation.

In fact, Su Qiuyue felt that Xu Jing was probably so inferior that she looked strong but was actually weak. In the past, even if her sister was powerful, she was just a capable girl.

The eldest brother is dull and lazy, and is always scolded for learning a craft from his father. Xu Hua is scolded for being naughty all day long. Xiao Ling is in poor health and is like a transparent person at home. Xu Kuan is just a baby of the eldest son.

She was pretty at home. Her parents' two daughters, Xu Feng and Xu Hua, did not look like girls at all, so when it came to her, she was treated a little pampered. She also felt that she was different from her other sisters and brothers.

Later, when she and her sister came here, her cousin would always talk about the two sisters at home.

If they were living a hard and miserable life, it wouldn't be a big deal. But as the two of them were living better and better, her family also benefited from it, and she gradually became jealous.

Later, she became even more jealous of the floral waistcoat she had bought for her eldest sister, and since she didn't get any advantage, she became unhappy with the sisters.

But she didn't get support from her family. Instead, she was criticized, which made her even more dissatisfied.

Later, when her eldest sister followed Su Qiuyue to learn felt weaving, Xu Feng did not hide her desires, saying that she was stupid and too tired to do it, but she became jealous when she saw her eldest sister making money.

Later, the children in the family became more and more outstanding, some studied, some went to school. Even Xu Hua was praised by the people in the brigade for driving a tractor.

Comparing in this way, it seems that Xu Jing is the worst one in the family.

She doesn't work hard, doesn't suffer, and doesn't learn. It would be fine if she just gave up, but she was jealous and dissatisfied. Slowly, she started to go astray.

Chunchun is so unreasonable that she just wants to show her presence at home. She feels that everyone in her family looks down on her, and since everyone looks down on her, she doesn't want to consider her family's feelings.

So you can find your own partner and get married on your own.

Su Qiuyue guessed that the two of them must be able to talk to each other, and she felt understood and loved. That's why she pursued her own "happiness" so blindly and without hesitation, even disregarding the happiness of her own sister.

I guess those who can chat with her are not people with correct values.

To put it bluntly, the blisters on her feet were caused by walking, and she can only bear the consequences of her own life, not others. Blaming others is just her own excuse.

"Okay, who made us have such a relative? Let's not talk about her. Xiao Ling can live here peacefully.

I will graduate soon, so I will have time then.

By the way, my cousin is about to graduate, so he has to go back to the provincial capital to work, right?"

Su Qiuyue quickly changed the subject. Just wait until Xu Jing gets married, and then go and harm her confidant.

"Xiaohui said that his current teacher wanted him to stay in Jing City, but he promised his master that he would come back. My father also said that if it weren't for his master, how could he, a peasant, go to college? Although there are better opportunities now, it's not decent to do this.

So Xiaohui decided to return to the provincial capital after graduation next year to work with his master. "

Xu Feng said that it was easy to do so, and his eldest brother was still good.

"Qiuyue, what about you? Will you come back by then?" Xu Feng asked her.

"I don't know yet. Normally, jobs should be assigned based on where your household registration is located. But my situation is a bit complicated.

My household registration is in our brigade, but I am an educated youth. The recommendation letter was given by a doctor in the city. I am lucky. Others have worked for many years but never had the opportunity to go to college.

So I have to wait for them to arrange the specific situation, I can’t think of it at all.”

"That's because you're so good. You didn't fall behind in your studies during those two years in the countryside. And you have the skills inherited from your family." Sun Yanqiu didn't think she was just lucky. She had real skills.

"There are so many people? There are many who are better than me." Su Qiuyue didn't want to talk about this anymore.

"Sister, I'll go get some medicine and give it to Xiao Ling. She's a little frightened. You see, she's still shaking in her sleep.

The child is grown up now, and those unpleasant words must have been taken to heart. You should talk to her properly when the time comes. It has nothing to do with her." Su Qiuyue got up and went to find the Amber Dragon Pills she had bought before, took them out and gave them to Xu Feng, asking her to feed them to the child later.

"Hey, when I talk about this, I want to beat Xu Jing again. It's good that Xiao Ling is okay, but if something happens, I can't beat her to death." Xu Feng got angry when he heard it.

"Just wait until she gets married and stay away from her in the future. She's so annoying. We have a good family but she's making it so troublesome." Sun Yanqiu now doesn't like Xu Jing at all and hopes that she will be in trouble.

"It can only be like this." Su Qiuyue really didn't know these things in her previous life. So she didn't know what Xu Feng was like in her previous life.

But in this life, she also wanted to see what Xu Jing would be like in the future, and whether she would behave like this even when she went to her husband's house, causing unrest in the whole family.

Xu Ling’s matter was settled.

The temperature outside continued to drop. For seven consecutive days, no one was walking outside the brigade.

You have to wrap yourself tightly when going to the toilet.

Su Qiuyue's family is full of women, so they just go to the west room and use the chamber pot to relieve themselves, and then go outside.

Seven days later, it started snowing. The snow was very heavy at the beginning, with large flakes of snow sticking together and falling down. The world outside was very quiet, so quiet that you could hear the sound of snow falling.

Soon the snow fell in a thick layer, and it reached up to people's calves when they stepped on it.

I thought that was about it, but it started to blow in the evening. The heavy snow and strong wind made it whistle loudly and I couldn't see anything clearly.

The team leader went door to door to notify the commune of a severe snowstorm. We couldn't sleep soundly at night and had to get up to check if the door was frozen.

Otherwise, I won’t be able to get out tomorrow. I won’t be able to bring in firewood from outside and if the fire goes out, I’ll freeze to death.

Su Qiuyue and her friends braved the snow to carry firewood into the house. Fortunately, she bought coal and brought a few more baskets into the house, enough to burn for many days.

The ice froze very quickly these days, and Su Qiuyue took this opportunity to freeze a lot of ice cubes. She always went out to fetch water, and she always pretended to go out and used the water in the space instead.

Now many people’s water tanks are frozen, and frost has formed on the walls of their houses, which are not very thick and warm.

The brigade bought coal, so as long as we don't stop the fire, we can still keep warm. As long as we get enough, we don't have to go out to get firewood all the time.

After a night of snowstorm, Xinyue and Xiaojing were terrified. Fortunately, they fell asleep with the company of their sisters.

The next day the wind was a little weaker, but the snow didn't stop.

No one dared to sleep that night. Every once in a while, they opened the door and cleared the snow from the door.

The next morning, even though there was wind and snow, the team leader still braved the wind and snow and cleared a path with the people in the team.

Go door to door and remind them to quickly clear the snow off the roofs.

I don’t know how long this snow will last. If it collapses the house, it will be a disaster if someone gets trapped inside.

After cleaning the roof of his cousin's house, Xu Hui came over to clean Qiuyue's house.

By the way, clear the snow off the door and the main door, otherwise it will be difficult to go out.

"Is Xiaoling okay?" After cleaning the snow, Xu Hui went to Su Qiuyue's house to drink water.

Xinyue and Xu Ling went to the west room to play. Su Qiuyue felt that the fire had been burning in the house for the past few days, and the kang was always very hot. She would get irritated if she stayed on the kang all the time.

Let them go to the west room to play during the day and just wear warm clothes. There is a stove in the west room, but it is not that hot.

Looking at Xinyue who was happily playing paper-cutting with her, Xu Hui quickly went into the east room and asked about her situation.

“She was a little listless in the first two days. I heard from my eldest sister that she had just woken up and was probably frightened. She couldn’t sleep well at night, but she was fine after taking some medicine.

My elder sister talked to her about it. You can talk to her if you have nothing to do. Don't take it personally. It has nothing to do with her. You will forget about it when you grow up."

"My second sister, I don't know what to say about her. My father beat her so hard that day that there is no healing left on her body.

I still feel unsatisfied." Xu Hui was still a little angry when he said this.

"Don't talk about her, it ruins my mood." Su Qiuyue quickly stopped the topic. Household affairs are the hardest to deal with.

It snowed for eight or nine days. When the snow stopped, everyone seemed to be suffocating. They wrapped themselves up tightly and went out to clear the snow.

Finally, we were able to travel back and forth, and the weather had warmed up a little.

Children are the hardest to keep under control. As soon as they are able to go out, they dress up and run around.

Playing snowball fights, building snowmen, sledding, and smoking ice are not enough to keep them busy.

The snow had been falling intermittently, and a thick layer had already formed. Even during the Chinese New Year, there were snowflakes outside.

After Su Qiuyue's temperature dropped, she went to find Aunt Li and gave her three bags of coal. Aunt Li didn't know how to be happy.

The New Year gifts have been sent in advance. I don’t know if the temperature will drop or there will be heavy snow in the future. It is very likely that I won’t be able to make it.

Xu Feng's boyfriend didn't come before the New Year, so he came after the New Year. Su Qiuyue saw that he was indeed a very energetic young man.

Because of the blizzard, everyone was hiding in the house, just hibernating. Su Qiuyue was afraid that if everyone stayed in the house and burned coal without paying attention, they would get poisoned, so she talked to the team leader about ventilation and safety issues.

No one wants anything to happen around the New Year, so the brigade’s security team goes door to door every day to warn people if something happens so that it can be discovered early.

The people in the team heard that someone could die, and if one person died, the whole family would be affected. No matter how cold it was, they made sure to open the door twice a day to get some fresh air.

However, when cooking at home, carrying firewood back and forth can ensure that the door can be opened to exchange air. As long as you are careful, there will be no big problem.

The biggest change from staying indoors this year is that I have gained weight. Since there is really nothing to do, I just eat.

Many children and the elderly get sick due to indigestion. My cousin’s grandmother is one of them.

In winter, the elderly in Northeast China will have heart and lung problems. This is because the living environment is too dry and the temperature is too cold, which particularly affects the elderly and those with poor heart and lung function.

Although she took medicine, Su Qiuyue still felt uncomfortable all day before going to school. When you are old, there are some diseases that no one can treat.

Su Qiuyue processed the seeds of the brigade before school started. It started snowing outside again on the day she went to school.

This spring feels like it's so far away.

When I was assigned to the hospital by the school, I didn't pay attention to the situation outside. Su Qiuyue was very busy every day, and it was already May when she felt the weather was warm.

In previous years, people would have taken off their thin cotton jackets at this time of year, but this year they are still wearing them. It is a little warmer in the city than in the countryside, and Su Qiuyue couldn't help but wonder whether the spring plowing would go smoothly.

It’s just that it’s not her turn to worry about it, and she can’t solve anything.

Except for a small area where trees and ginseng are planted, the rest of the space is planted with food. If things are not going well, she can give out some of it and help as much as she can.

She hasn't figured out how to explain it yet, so she's prepared just in case.