Love Letters

The autumn wind suddenly blows, and the leaves are rustling.

The evening sun was very bright, shining on the pine trees, making them sparkle like gold.

"Play."

He Miao began to introduce them one by one, counting them all.

"We went shopping first, then played the doll game. Jiang Yifeng also treated me to some delicious food..."

"Whose food do you eat?"

“It’s not illegal to eat.”

He Miao muttered, somewhat dissatisfied, "Xu Mobai, you are such a disgusting person."

"You have a problem with me?"

"Is it obvious?"

He Miao didn't expect that he would ask this question himself, "There are so many things I have objections to."

"for example?"

“Why did you recommend me to perform a show?”

"Are you scared? Standing on the stage, facing the crowd."

Xu Mobai suddenly became serious.

He lifted his eyelids nonchalantly and looked at her with deep, scrutinizing eyes.

"I'm not cut out for that....No, I don't want to."

It’s true that I don’t want to, and it’s also true that I don’t dare...

In fact, I also have the urge to imagine myself being the center of attention and under the spotlight...

I just feel that I am not worthy. Ultimately, I still have an inferiority complex in my bones.

“Being able to recognize oneself is also a kind of ability.”

He raised his eyebrows, glanced at her serious look, reluctantly curled his lower lip, and then drew out a word of praise.

“I hope you can bravely stand on the stage and become a shining presence.”

His eyes narrowed, as if a smile suddenly spread, and his gaze lingered on her.

"You don't need to deliberately act like a clown, you don't need to make fun of yourself, you don't need to be the atmosphere maker or the object of ridicule in class. You don't need to rely on this to get along well with everyone."

She could be a princess too.

He looked at her, with endless smile spreading in his eyes, as if a pearl was haloed and the light was flowing.

Hearing this, He Miao's heart, which was as confused as mud, began to calm down.

A breeze blew by, and He Miao regained some of his rationality.

"Ouch! It hurts."

He Miao held his forehead and sighed.

"Let me see."

"do not move!"

It was partly his fault... My head has been hurting from thinking about the problem these days.

"Xu Mobai, are you some kind of love expert with a high level?"

Xu Mobai was stunned, "Why do you say that?"

"I feel like you are a scumbag and trash who is playing with the heart of an innocent girl."

He always wanted to push her away...

But the way he looked at her was always...

He always looked at her with deep affection.

It was as if he had loved her for a long, long time.

No wonder she misunderstood.

If even someone as carefree as her can realize this, then he should consider his own problems.

"Who told you to be so nice to me? You should have stayed away from me and stayed away from me..."

Thinking about it carefully, it seemed that I was the one who provoked him first, and I suddenly felt less confident.

She was a little embarrassed and paused, "Even if I'm as sticky as a piece of candy, you should push me away with all your strength, don't show mercy, and don't give me any hope."

"I hope you're not kidding me, otherwise I'll make you wear shoes that hurt your feet and eat instant noodles without seasoning packets."

"puff!"

He smiled, as bright and warm as the autumn sunshine.

He Miao patted himself: Wake up, don't be confused.

I can still remember the feeling of being touched by his hands...spineless.

He Miao secretly cursed himself for being useless and rude, and for getting so flustered over such a small matter.

"You don't fall in love early, right?"

"You too."

"Just take care of yourself and leave me alone."

He Miao was a little anxious.

Her eyelashes fluttered like feathers, touching his heart.

He Miao's personality is quite special. You say she has a strong character, but she is usually very good at playing tricks.

You say she has a soft personality, but if you make her angry, she will be like a little pepper, with angry meows!

He Miao looked at him blankly, pursed her lips, and decided to make things clear.

"When I confessed to you, I didn't actually think about dating you or anything. I just confessed because I liked you."

Explaining it suddenly now feels like torture, more painful than confessing before.

She felt like she was making an excuse, and she was a little anxious. "If I don't say it out, I feel uncomfortable hiding it, and it will also affect my studies."

"Ah."

He listened very carefully, without any panic as a person involved.

It’s still the same Xu Mobai, always heavy-hearted, calm and composed.

Her nervousness, her uneasiness, her feelings...had already been revealed to him.

However, his indifference and lack of resistance did make her feel frustrated and even a little angry.

"Don't worry, I'll take my attention away from you from now on."

He Miao's words directly widened the distance between the two.

However, perhaps because it is humble to say the person you like first, He Miao feels that he is in a weak position and is at a disadvantage emotionally.

But don't ever think of letting her be crazy about him, go crazy about him, or bang her head against the wall for him.

If you don't like it, why tease!

She would never get stuck in this dilemma again.

"I don't intend to like you anymore."

As if making fun of herself, she explained: "Also, blushing occasionally is normal. It has nothing to do with you. I would do the same with other opposite sex."

"Ah."

Xu Mobai kept responding calmly, as if respecting all her decisions.

The sadness that inadvertently revealed in his eyes made it impossible to look away and not care.

"Do you feel unhappy when you see me? Do you always feel sad? Do I remind you of any bad memories?"

Xu Mobai shook his head, his expression and tone as gentle as before, "No, everything that happened after I met you was lucky."

"That's good."

He Miao wiped his eyes, sniffed, and then breathed a sigh of relief.

"I often wonder if I am unlucky. Not only am I unlucky, but also the people around me are unlucky."

Recalling his sad experience, He Miao also felt sorry for himself.

"You are very good now, He Miao. You have done very well."

He stared straight into her eyes, full of sincerity and seriousness, "I hope you can always be so happy."

"The nice guy card was too obvious. I still know my own worth."

He Miao interrupted him angrily, she didn't need anyone's sympathy.

But she is a heartless person and will probably forget it in a blink of an eye.

He had no interest in her at all, and there was no need for her to continue to pester him.

She felt relieved about Xu Mobai.

No matter what he thinks, the feelings are his own and whether he accepts them or not is other people's business.

Today, He Miao cried in front of him.

Although it was a bit embarrassing, it felt much better after crying.

I didn’t cry or speak out before, so I’ve never completely let it go.

"It's not that I'm unattractive, it's that you don't have good taste."

"Ah."

"Thank you for that day."

She was referring to the day she was sick.

Although it was a bit awkward, she thanked him now because she hadn't found a suitable opportunity.

"Ah."

Xu Mobai caught her gaze out of the corner of his eye, and he suddenly lowered his head slightly and put his ear closer.

The autumn wind blows very fast, changing direction every now and then.

As time goes by, some are still going on, while others are beginning to fade away...

He Miao never thought that he just went out for a while, and when he came back, he found Zhang Meili and He Dahai arguing.

Then she heard Zhang Meili crying.