When Ultraman appears in reality, however:

Dongdong...dongdong...dongdong...

The sound of the heartbeat continued to come, making it impossible to ignore. At this moment, the Evolution Truster in Ji Yajun's hand suddenly flashed with light, and this light made Ji Yajun feel extremely familiar.

"Sure enough, this boy is also..."

Jiya Jun muttered to himself, with a flash of surprise and confusion in his eyes. He couldn't help but think of his past self, when he also had an Evolution Trustee and transformed into Nexus.

In this case, I should stand in the front.

Himeya Jun tightly grasped the Evolution Trustee, and the familiar feeling came over him again. However, unlike what he felt then, this time he felt a strong sense of sadness.

This kind of sadness does not come from one's loneliness or the pain of being attacked by humans, but a deeper level of sadness.

When he touched the evolution truster from the boy, the surging sadness poured into Himeya Jun's body.

Unbearable regret and desperate loneliness were all things he had experienced, but the boy had experienced hundreds of times more than he had.

Betrayal by family...friends...the world.

This is exactly the opposite mentality from the decisive battle in Shinjuku a year ago, and it is also the reason why he uses his tragic personal will to break through the weak beings.

Dongdong...Dongdong...Dongdong...

Himeya Jun looked in the direction of the voice and saw the young man struggling to reach out his hand, trying to grab the evolved trustee that originally belonged to him.

Even though it's already like this... do I still want to fight? What's the difference between this and committing suicide?

Ji Yajun's brows were tightly knitted together, with an expression of extreme distress on his face.

As expected, the boy's efforts did not last long. Due to the severe pain in his body, he soon lost consciousness and fell into a coma.

"Ms. Sakuda, I will put this boy in a suitable place. Don't come down yet. This pit is too deep."

While speaking, Himeya Jun once again tightly grasped the Evolution Trustee covered in blood.

"Give me the power to protect others again."

After saying that, Himeya Jun took a deep breath, and grasped the hilt of the Evolution Truster with his right hand and put it on his left waist.

call out!

A stream of red light flashed in front of him, and this scene brought him back to a year ago.

"Ho!"

With a low roar, Himeya Jun once again raised the Evolution Truster high up and drew a golden-red semicircle.

Then... golden light bloomed...

Click!!!

However, along with the burst of light, there was also the blood that was splashed out...

Sakuda was so shocked that she was speechless when she saw this scene, but even so, she still respected Himeya's choice.

After all, he is always such a person, saving people with his mortal body.

……

The moment he drew the sword from the scabbard, Ji Yajun saw countless images, which kept passing by like movie films.

A young boy was born by mistake because of adult affairs. All the care he received was false. Compared with an orphan, he had a pair of hostile parents, and compared with a child whose parents had passed away, he had more falsehood and hatred.

No one loves me, no one cares about me, and being backstabbed is a common occurrence.

He saw that the young man chose to take responsibility simply because of some emotion in his heart, but the cruel world gave him nothing but betrayal in return.

Even though his fighting talent was so terrifying, the strength of his enemies had already exceeded what he was familiar with.

Fighting against monsters that were several times larger than himself, and having to bear all attacks in order to protect humanity, the boy suffered far more injuries than a normal fit person due to the enemy's unprecedented strength.

Loneliness, pain, the tearing and infection of wounds, his father's insistence on going his own way, and the boy's own grief had already turned into a long river, constantly flowing by.

A battle usually lasts for an hour, followed by a coma for dozens of days...

Ji Yajun was stunned...

From challenging four powerful alien beasts with only a juvenile body, to being ambushed by an unprecedented alien enemy, which led to the destruction of a city and tens of millions of people, to becoming a blood-stained evolution trustee...

The exhaustion of not being able to return to life, the grief that cannot be expressed, the loneliness of writing notes late at night, the coma that can hardly be described in words.

He died once...

He was attacked by humans... and finally died in the wilderness, with his left eye missing and severe burns all over his body. The cold rain kept pouring on the torn wounds, constantly tearing apart what was left.

He lives on rainwater…and eats worms.

Finally he died in pain... and was eaten by crows.

However, the Evolution Truster saved him, and there was no real bond between them anymore.

The last shot was fixed on Nexus who had lost his light. Himeya Jun looked at this scene and felt extremely familiar.

But when the young man let out that hoarse roar, Himeya Jun was also deeply shocked by the huge hole that pierced through his abdomen, the continuous challenges to several powerful enemies, and finally the transformation twice in a row.

At that time, my will was like this... let alone him? Relying on his mortal body, he slashed at his opponent who was a god.

The reason for this boy's strong will is tragic, and his pain is so deep. Himeya Jun couldn't help but be moved, and an indescribable emotion surged in his heart.

As the boy's memories emerged, Ji Yajun found that he could no longer bear it. Those memories flooded into his mind like a tide, plunging him into great pain.

"how so......"

Ji Yajun muttered to himself. He had never thought that the boy's memories could have such a strong impact on him. These memories seemed to bring him into a dark abyss, making him unable to extricate himself.

The chest feels tight? Is that all? Looking at those memories of pain, despair and loneliness, Ji Yajun was filled with shock and doubt. He couldn't imagine how a person could persist after going through so much suffering.

However, when Ji Guzhun finished reading this memory road, he found that there were countless similar roads ahead extending infinitely.

The space where these films were located was even darker, and Ji Yajun couldn't help but feel a little scared. He didn't dare to guess how many roads there were and how much pain and torture this young man had to endure.

And...why did I see myself in his memory?

Ji Yajun shook his head in disbelief, muttering to himself: "How is it possible..."

At this moment, he accidentally saw the starting point before the boy transformed into Nexus, and it was all because of admiration.

Ji Yajun widened his eyes, his face full of disbelief. It was obvious that only he knew these memories, and no one else had ever understood them.

However, the young man in front of him actually knew everything about him. What was going on?