When Ultraman appears in reality, however:

"Did you know that the alien beast appeared today? Are you okay in school?"

Yue Sihong picked up the teacup and started to make tea, while asking Yue Ji, but after a quick glance, he was also confused.

"Where did you get the coat?"

Yue Ji didn’t know how to answer for a moment, but his instinctive reaction made him frown, and even a feeling of resentment surged in his heart.

The person in front of him almost destroyed his life and made him fall to the bottom several times. No matter what the factors were, such a situation was unbearable for Yue Ji.

But in the end, Yue Ji still suppressed his impulsive emotions and answered: "I was rescued by the Night Raid Team, and they gave me a coat by the way."

After saying that, Yue Ji turned around and opened the door of his room. At this time, Liu Jingqiu brought out the food from the kitchen. Seeing Yue Ji so "unhappy", she asked Yue Sihong curiously.

"What's wrong with my son? Why do you look unhappy?"

Yue Sihong shook his head gently, signaling Liu Jingqiu not to worry too much. He said softly, "It's okay. He was probably attacked by a monster and was finally rescued by the Night Raid Team. He is definitely afraid, but people need to grow up."

However, Liu Jingqiu was not completely relieved. She couldn't help but look at Yue Ji's closed door a few more times.

At the same time, Liu Jingqiu noticed the black coat on Yue Ji, and her eyes lit up. She smiled and said to Yue Sihong: "Oh, this black coat looks really good on our son! He looks handsome."

Yue Ji did not pay any attention to the two people outside the door. At this moment, he just needed to treat the two people outside the door as strangers.

After all, with things having developed to this point, it would be meaningless even if he was given a complete family.

Moreover, this situation will become a stumbling block on his way forward.

That once scarred heart has cut off the flesh and blood of emotion countless times and completely removed it from the body.

As time goes by, the originally small heart is now only itself, and its shell has turned into hard steel.

How is it possible to reintegrate into this already repaired inner world?

Yue Ji shook his head gently, trying to stop himself from thinking about it. The bright environment made him feel a little uncomfortable, and he turned his head to look at his room, and the layout of the whole room was clear at a glance.

There are no desktop computers, ambient lights or any electronic devices here. There is only a simple desk and a clean and tidy bed.

This kind of room gave Yue Ji a sense of déjà vu, as if he had returned to the past. Before he had these devices, he had always lived in such a simple and small room.

Everything here seems so familiar, yet it makes people feel extremely depressed and restrained.

It was just like a prison cell, with cold walls, dim lights, and that lingering stale smell.

Here, he had spent countless lonely nights, enduring the torture of loneliness and pain. Every time he recalled this experience, Yue Ji would feel a deep sadness welling up in his heart.

How many times had he been beaten by his father in this place? Over time, he learned to resist and protect himself with his own strength.

How much time and energy did it take him to fight back from being beaten? He could no longer remember, but the memories of those scars and pain were deeply engraved in his heart.

This body does not have those black marks, which means that this family is normal and intact.

"Ready to eat!"

Following his mother's calls, Yue Ji slowly took off his black coat and gently threw it on the bed.

At this moment, he had only one thought in his mind - no matter what, he had to get through tonight first.

Then he trudged to the bathroom and washed his hands with water that should have been freezing cold, but was actually warm.

When he walked to the dining table, a strong aroma hit his nose, which made him stunned.

The table in front of me was filled with delicious dishes: seaweed egg drop soup, spicy and sour potato shreds, stir-fried cauliflower, spicy chicken and pickled fish.

These sumptuous dishes exuded an alluring aroma that made one salivate. However, Yue Ji felt a strong contrast and discomfort.

What was this, a mockery of fate? A belated patch? If the current scene was endless darkness, Yue Ji would be happy to accept it, take a shower, sleep, and then eat takeout.

Finally, I lay alone on the bed, looking at the moonlight outside, ending this tiring day.

Yue Ji pursed his lips and tried his best to relax his frown. After taking a bite of shredded potatoes, his deep sadness became even more intense.

In his own experience, he ate his mother's last meal, and then there was the ending of separation.

He knelt down and begged his mother not to leave, but was scolded by her.

"It's all because of you. It's all because of you. I would rather never have a son like you!"

Even Yue Ji himself forgot how young he was at that time. He begged his mother not to leave all the way to the gate of the community.

"Mom, don't go! I will study hard and not make you angry, Mom!! Don't leave me, I will be obedient."

Then, the mother raised the steel pipe in the car and hit the calves of her own flesh and blood over and over again.

boom!

boom!

boom!

boom!

The sound of flesh and iron colliding continued.

Until the child began to fear.

Until the child's voice changed from crying to sobbing.

Until the child went from having difficulty standing to lying down and finally curling up to avoid losing too much blood.

The mother was able to leave.

When the child named Yue Ji was tired of crying, heavy snow began to fall from the sky. The weather in February was still cold, and Yue Ji, who was in a hurry to catch up with his mother, didn't even have time to put on a second piece of clothing.

He thought about going back, but at this moment he couldn't even stand up.

The last thing Yue Ji remembered was his mother rubbing his calves and gently asking him if it hurt.

However, from the corner of his eye, he only saw the deep red seeping through the gray autumn clothes.

A field of red flowers blooms on the flawless white snow.

At that time, Sujing City was not very developed, and global warming was not as serious as it is now.

Winter is still very cold.

It was so cold that tears condensed into icicles and hung on Yue Ji's face, and it was so cold that Yue Ji lost the sense of pain.

Yue Ji wanted to regain his consciousness to survive, but found that his sadness far exceeded his rationality.

"Hey! Child! Hold on!!"

An old voice sounded, and then the child who was almost frozen to death was picked up. Just as Yue Ji was picked up from the snow, the old lady gasped.

How much warmer can this body temperature be than that of a corpse?

But she still had to try her best to hold Yue Ji in her arms, protect him, and try to feel the child's weak heartbeat.

……

If I never got a glimmer of hope, then... would I be able to be free?