When Ultraman appears in reality, however:

Just as that doubtful voice sounded, a strange feeling suddenly emerged in Yue Ji's heart like a volcanic eruption. Ever since he was born, his parents often lamented that their child was too kind and would never fight back even if he was bullied.

However, at that moment just now, a will that was completely contrary to the past swept over like a surging tide.

It was a ball of power as dark as ink. It seemed to contain endless resentment and wanted to devour all things in the world in order to achieve the most terrifying existence for itself.

This will seemed to be developed gradually. What kind of experience could cause such a radical change in me, who hated fighting and killing by nature?

In a trance, Yue Ji saw another "self" in front of him. He was wearing a cool and mysterious black high-tech armor, holding a huge lightsaber in his hand.

Despite being protected by indestructible armor, the eye-catching red blood still continued to flow out from the joints of the armor, like a flood that could not be stopped.

The face of that "self" was filled with despair and his eyes were lifeless. However, whenever the enemy's warm blood splashed on his mouth and nose, his originally dull and wooden face would suddenly twist and deform, revealing a creepy and weird smile.

Yue Ji stared at the strange yet familiar figure in front of him in disbelief, muttering to himself: "Is this... really me?"

Maybe, who can tell?

At that moment, Yue Ji slowly turned his gaze to himself and stared at him deeply.

That gaze seemed to come from the bottomless abyss, containing endless anger, deep hatred, and horrifying murderous intent. It was like an extremely sharp sword, piercing straight into the depths of his soul.

He just stared at her quietly, as if warning himself with those threatening and warning eyes.

Being kindhearted, I cannot defeat the fate of the world. I can only fight, only fight...

Immediately afterwards, Yue Ji suddenly half-knelt down, and unconsciously, he slammed his fist into the ground, making a heavy muffled sound.

The wooden floor was actually dented by his fist, but the price he paid was his unconscious and bloody right fist.

It hurts so much… ah.

But...it seems that the pain is greater inside.

……

The winter vacation, which seems long but is actually very short, is over, and school is about to start.

Yue Ji walked through the school gate and then found a familiar face at the entrance of the corridor.

"Hey, what's wrong with your expression?"

Wang Ye frowned in surprise when he saw Zhou's expression, but looking at his right fist covered with bandages, he was puzzled for a moment.

"That's what I want to ask. Is there something wrong with my expression?"

"No, um... well, you seem to have made up your mind to do something. Are you finally going to confess your feelings? But you don't need to break your hand like this."

"What the hell are you talking about... Besides, who can I confess to?"

Wang Ye's words were not far off, and Yue Ji almost spit out saliva. Seeing Yue Ji's eyes widened with anger, Shu couldn't help but cast a curious look at him.

"What's going on? I thought there was progress."

"Progress? You... I told you I dreamed about myself in a parallel universe. Do you believe me?"

"I was just thinking that you finally stopped dithering and started the offensive like a man, but what are you saying now, eh."

"What's the point of liking her? I just want to be better. If she doesn't like me, what's the point of saying this?"

"Oh - so what happened during the holiday? What happened?"

Wang Ye laughed. Seeing Yue Ji pursed his lips tightly and couldn't refute a word, he smiled and patted him on the back.

"It's okay, I support you!"

"No, this is really hard to understand, I..."

In his mind, there was another image of himself fighting a bloody battle. The more this happened, the more restless he became.

Subconsciously, he wanted to cut off all the warm light and put himself in darkness.

After school, Yue Ji left the school immediately, and went to buy ingredients for dinner and returned home. Yi Xilin came to Yue Ji's house to cook dinner as usual, and it was obvious that she was in a very low mood.

Perhaps she noticed Yue Ji's abnormality, Yi Xilin would occasionally glance over here, with her eyebrows downcast. Normally, the two of them would be a little closer at home, but today the distance was about the same as at school. Yi Xilin must be concerned about this.

Yue Ji tried not to pay attention to Ishilin because he felt embarrassed, but such behavior was inevitably regarded by Mahiru as ignoring her.

"What are you angry about?"

After finishing their meal without looking each other in the eye, Yi Xilin timidly asked. When Yue Ji heard her question, he realized that he had messed up and immediately raised his head.

Ishilin's eyes were filled with anxiety.

"No, it's not."

"You only answer like that when you're angry. You've been acting strangely all day, and your attitude has been very cold... Did I do something wrong by accident...?"

It was clearly Yue Ji who avoided her without her permission, but Yi Xilin acted very guilty, which made him completely unable to take care of his own problems.

"I just had a feeling that this life would be shattered."

Upon hearing this, Yi Xilin stepped forward, held Yue Ji's hands, and leaned closer to look at his bloodless face.

A pair of eyes, moister than usual, stared at him.

"I'm always here, right? This isn't serious enough to warrant ignoring me, right?"

"Um, how should I put it? It's to control myself, or to calm myself down."

"Are you conscious of being unable to calm down when you are with me?"

"That's not what I meant. It's just..."

Looking at Yishilin in front of him with a slightly rosy face and pouting lips, Yue Ji's first reaction was not shyness.

Rather, it was a dark will playing in his mind.

Yue Ji shook his head vigorously.

"You mean I'm upsetting you?"

"No! How should I put it?..."

This is not simply a question of men and women, nor is it a question of youth. It is difficult to explain. At least for Yue Ji, this will is getting weaker and weaker.

He hoped that starting tomorrow, this kind of annoyance would stop, otherwise he would not subconsciously hide from Ishilin in school all day.

Of course, hiding was also for the good of both of them. After all, Yi Xilin was simply a popular girl in the school and had too many admirers. If they were discovered, they would probably be sentenced to death.

only……

Kill…kill…kill.

That dark rhetoric still lingers.