When Ultraman appears in reality, however:

Chapter 605 Broken Mind

The security guard saw that the situation was not good, but just as he was about to catch up, Yue Ji had already disappeared around the corner.

"That's strange...are there so many strange things happening lately?"

When he turned his head again, the security guard also found something wrong. The calico puppy of the old lady's house was nowhere to be seen.

Yue Ji came downstairs of his house and kept breathing heavily. He couldn't believe that after going through so much, he had returned to his old state again.

Epilepsy...or just crippling anxiety?

Yue Ji even felt that his brain was poisoned. He collapsed on the ground, gasping for breath, his mind filled with images of corpses and blood.

It is difficult for anyone to understand what that feels like. This kind of mental illness will only occur under absolute mental oppression.

Yue Ji was well aware that he had experienced depression, but that definitely didn't amount to anything.

That is controllable, but if negative emotions really break the bottom line, uncontrollable mental illness will occur.

Such diseases are more terrifying than depression, which has little impact.

How many people died because of me?

How many people live on their own?

After calming down, Yue Ji dragged his tired body slowly back home. Sometimes hallucinations would appear and he could always see He Ye at the top of the stairs.

Like an unbridgeable gap.

Everything around was normal, no different from the countless times he returned home. The morning sunlight poured into the corridor, but Yue Ji at this moment was no longer the same person he was at the beginning.

Click...

With a slight sound, the door was slowly pushed open. In an instant, a familiar darkness surged in like a tide.

Yue Ji had waited for so many days and nights to return to his home. Even though it was pitch black in front of him, he couldn't help but let out a long sigh.

"call……"

This sigh seemed to carry the exhaustion, echoing in the silent air. Yue Ji took off the clothes that were already soaked with water gently with trembling hands, and the water dripped down the corners of the clothes to the ground, making a crisp sound.

Then, he began to carefully check the condition of his home. To his surprise, even though he had been away for a long time, the water and electricity here were still functioning normally.

When I looked around, the layout of the house seemed to have undergone some subtle changes. The furniture that was originally neatly arranged was now a little disordered, but there was no dust.

Could it be that he has been back for a while?

Yue Ji didn't think much about it. After stuffing the clothes into the washing machine, he went back to his room to check the situation.

More importantly, Yue Ji found the energy blaster gun.

It has been in the world all this time, waiting for itself to come back one day. Without the Stone Wings to repair itself, it would be difficult for it to continue fighting.

The Night Attack Team's backpacks were still there, and it was unknown whether some of the potions inside were still effective. After Yue Ji summoned the Stone Wings, he also stored all the combat supplies in the light blue subspace.

When was the last time you were in Stone Wings?

Yue Ji let out a long sigh, and the repairing power of the Stone Wings continued to wash over his body. Perhaps it was the power that had been accumulated for a long time, and it cleansed all the wounds on Yue Ji's body.

Although there was no way to heal the injuries in his body, Yue Ji knew that at least he could take a shower...

Wash away the dirt from your body and take a shower in a familiar place...

Swish la la la...

Looking at his thin body, Yue Ji realized that he had become much thinner. It seemed that there was no difference between turning on the light and not turning on the light.

He could hardly tell the difference between darkness and light. What was even more terrifying was that he had turned the water temperature up very high, but it still felt very cold.

I lost my sense of body...

When Yue Ji glanced at his back through the mirror and saw that its skin was red and steaming, he realized that he was actually taking a hot shower.

After taking a shower, her hair was completely let down, barely covering the upper half of her vision. It was neither too long nor too short.

It can be said that the hair has stopped growing at all.

After washing up, Yue Ji returned to his room, changed into new clothes, and charged his mobile phone.

In an instant, countless pieces of information appeared on the screen. Yue Ji simply put down his phone and turned on his computer, but unexpectedly, the computer could not start up normally.

The fan will start to rotate after the computer is turned on, but will stop after a while and then rotate again. This situation is somewhat familiar to Yue Ji. After thinking about it, he also disassembled the computer case, pulled out the memory stick and wiped the gold fingers underneath.

It's a memory read problem...

Yue Ji installed the memory stick skillfully, but it was a little difficult for his left hand to operate, and the whole installation process took a lot of effort.

"It's been a long time... since I last touched you..."

Yue Ji stroked his computer, his eyes filled with complicated emotions. To him, perhaps this computer was everything to him...

It's so sad that he only has this computer left. Before he became Ultraman, it was this computer that brought him hope in life, money to survive, and dreams to face the rest of his life.

He knew very well that this was the lowest part of his heart, and he would return here after all the battles were over.

After observing such a vast universe and hyperspace, his mind was almost filled with countless information. He now just wanted to go back to the beginning and find the time before he became Ultraman.

Yue Ji was avoiding others, and he knew it very well.

I'm sorry... I really just want to relax and cherish the present moment, after all, time is running out...

Just as Yue Ji entered the password, he was stunned.

My left hand is completely out of control and I can't type on the keyboard accurately. Even entering a password is difficult.

Yue Ji stared at his disobedient left hand quietly for a long time. Finally, he sighed helplessly and decided to give up relying on his left hand and use his right hand to press the keys one by one. However, even so, the whole operation seemed very clumsy and laborious.

At this moment, the morning sun was shining into the room through the window, but for some reason, the light seemed so dim, as if shrouded in a layer of haze.

Yue Ji couldn't help but think of the day when he dreamed of the ruins. After successfully turning on the computer, his mood fell to the bottom because he found that just as he had worried, he could no longer use the computer as smoothly as before.

Yue Ji just stared blankly at his trembling left hand, all kinds of complicated emotions intertwined in his heart like a tangled mess.

Gaming was impossible and typing was difficult to do.

"Ugh……"

After a sigh, Yue Ji stared at the extremely familiar screen in front of him, he stood there in silence.

The silence lasted for a long time...

It lasted until Yue Ji looked up silently, and continued until he kept frowning, digesting the most difficult fact to accept.

Only you...

Only dreams...

Only this computer...

Yue Ji exerted force with his right hand, and after tearing his left arm to pieces, the corners of his mouth slowly calmed down.