When Ultraman appears in reality, however:

Loneliness leaned quietly against his legs, and her body temperature came through the fabric, gradually warming his cold fingers.

Yue Ji looked down at it and was suddenly stunned.

——Those eyes.

In his wet, dark pupils, the fragmented light of the street lamp was reflected, as well as his own shadow. In a trance, he seemed to see another self - silent, vigilant, lonely, but quietly revealing his soft self in the dark.

"Are you telling me that something bad happened?" he asked softly, his voice so low that it was almost blown away by the night wind.

Gu Ji raised his head, whimpered a few times, and then nodded slowly. His movements were very light, but Yue Ji's heart sank suddenly.

"Are you telling me that something bad happened?"

Yue Ji asked the question, and Gu Ji actually nodded and choked up a few times again.

Night is about to fall, and a few drops of rain fall in the community.

The rain was getting heavier. The puppy turned and walked towards the fence, its steps were too heavy to be an animal's. It squatted in the rain, letting its fur get wet, and just stared stubbornly into the depths of the community - there, the windows of Yue Ji's house were pitch black.

What shocked Yue Ji the most was that, under the light of the street lamp, he clearly saw drops of water sliding down the corners of Gu Ji's eyes. It was not rain, because the puppy's face was dry - it was crying.

Wang!

Yue Ji's fingers were already on the Evolution Truster. Raindrops were dripping down his jawline, and he couldn't tell whether it was rain or sweat. He suddenly remembered the message from his father - they had agreed to go to Mount Tai together.

Without any hesitation, Yue Ji started running towards home. After turning on his mobile phone, he saw a text message from his father.

It wasn't WeChat, but it was a text message from a mobile phone.

There are only three words on it.

I am sorry.

When he arrived downstairs of his house, it was raining heavily. Even Yue Ji couldn't figure out why the weather was so exaggerated. Just one punch changed the climate of the entire planet.

The heavy rain and dark sky made him feel even more uneasy.

boom! ! !

The rain was pouring down, and the world was in chaos. Yue Ji stood downstairs, looking at the inky black sky, and the big raindrops hit his face, which hurt a lot.

The sound in the corridor was unusually dull. When he arrived at the door of his house, Yue Ji keenly smelled the smell of blood, which was somewhat pungent.

Yue Ji felt more and more uneasy. He quickly turned the key and opened the door.

The familiar darkness was overwhelming, but it was completely covered by the increasingly strong smell of blood. Yue Ji's heart was in his throat, he staggered towards the bedroom and pushed the door open.

The moment Yue Ji broke open the bedroom door, a disgusting scene flooded into his eyes.

The momentary light brought by the lightning allowed Yue Ji to see everything in front of him clearly.

On the bed, it was clearly Yue Sihong's body, but it had been cruelly cut into five pieces and neatly placed there. Blood was gushing out from each of the broken parts, staining the white sheets with shocking bloodstains.

The intestines were brutally taken out and laid out on the bed sheet to form a shocking word "death". Blood flowed down the bed and formed a pool of blood on the ground.

The head was mercilessly split open, and the brains spilled out like mud, mixed with hot red stones.

Yue Ji was very sure that his father suffered inhuman torture during his lifetime and died in extreme pain.

At this moment, the defenses in his heart collapsed somewhat.

thump.

Yue Ji's knees softened and he fell heavily into a pool of blood. The cold blood instantly soaked his trouser legs, and the chill ran straight from the soles of his feet to his heart. Lightning illuminated the room again, projecting his lonely and desperate figure on the wall.

The window had been shattered into pieces of glass, and blood dotted the bedroom.

……

Yue Ji was not unaware of his father’s difficulties.

Although he is not a good father, his ability to bear is just that of an average person.

His wife cheated on him, his son stopped working hard, he was fired, and he was defrauded of millions.

The lawsuit had been going on for several years without any result, and he had no one to back him up. When his aunt owed a debt of nearly 10 million, he spent all his money to make up for it, but he also forgot about Yue Ji at the same time.

Until the end, everything collapsed with Yue Ji's jump from the building.

Perhaps today, many years later, Yue Ji can finally feel the presence of his long-lost father.

Most of his suffering came from this man, but it ended so abruptly.

The most indescribable person in his heart died here.

"Made..."

He pounded the ground hard.

"Damn... we already said it would be like that, don't just say nothing in the end... Dad..."

The huge black shadow just disappeared, which meant that the Yue Ji before Ultraman had almost disappeared.

I can't do anything with my current self, right?

If it was like this from the beginning, why did I give birth to you?

"Always drinking, always gambling, but saying that kind of thing. It's obvious that you can't even save yourself..." He roared into the air, and his voice was crushed by the thunder.

The memory of my father drinking and gambling overlapped with the shattered body in front of me.

In the end, it's nothing.

Yue Ji thought he had overcome such emotions a long time ago...

"Why is it like this now... How funny. I've already chopped up the universe, why... why is it that this is the only thing I can't forget..."

For some reason, there was a pistol lying in the pool of blood, which looked particularly abrupt in the dark red pool of blood. Yue Ji stared at the pistol, and a strange feeling surged in his heart.

He recognized the gun. It was the one he brought back earlier. But why was it here? Did Yue Sihong want to use it to fight back?

Yue Ji slowly stretched out his hand and carefully picked up the blood-stained pistol. His fingers touched the cold metal, and a chill instantly spread throughout his body.

An immature idea emerged in his mind, which shocked even himself.

"Isn't it good to die?"

This thought lingered in his mind, and he couldn't get rid of it. Raindrops dripped down his hair, hitting the trigger, mixing with the blood, and slowly sliding down his palm.

Life is bound to bring pain anyway, so if that's the case, wouldn't it be nice to just die like this?

His eyes slowly moved to the ceiling, looking at the flickering lightning, and suddenly remembered that when his father was a child, he once pointed to the night sky and told him that the stars would take away all the pain.

The sound of rain outside was getting louder and louder, and Yue Ji's expression was trembling more and more. He was fed up with this endless pain and torture.

The sound of rain was like thunder, deafening, completely drowning out his sobs. His finger twitched slightly on the trigger.