Rebirth: My Mother is a Virgin Mary

Actually, I thought at that time that it was okay to just live like this, and die one day. I no longer expected Ms. Lin to divorce me in this life. My life was already so bad, how much worse could it get? I was disheartened, like a walking corpse. There is no greater sorrow than a dead heart, and the hardships of life have worn away all my will.

The office building where the law firm is located is very tall. Sometimes after get off work, I would look up at the tall rooftop and think that when I have paid off the debt, I can just jump off from it...

When I was 25, I had a serious illness and looked emaciated. The doctor examined me and said that I was exhausted. He said that my body function was worse than that of a 60-year-old. Ms. Lin cried so hard that she almost went blind. My uncle also scolded her. Cheng Xinyuan sat beside me and cried silently, but I was not moved at all. Life or death didn't matter to me at that time.

It was actually Lin Ying who gave me hope of living.

After she came out of confinement, she came to visit me with twins. She said, "Sister, hold the babies, each one is more docile than the other." She said, "Sister, give the babies names, and let them be filial to you in the future." She said, "Sister, don't be in trouble, I don't want to be without a sister..." I held one of them stiffly, I couldn't tell whether it was the brother or the sister, I just felt that it was a small and soft ball without bones. I stretched out my wet hand to poke the baby's delicate little face, and he actually opened his eyes and smiled at me. It was this smile that touched the softest part of my heart.

Lin Ying said: "Sister, the baby is destined to be with you. He won't smile no matter who teases him these days."

During those years, I was like an emotionless money-making machine. The professional fake smile in the workplace made me forget how to express a genuine smile from the bottom of my heart. I closed my heart and no one could really understand what I was thinking.

The smile of the new life is like a shot of cardiotonicity for me. The birth of every new life is a miracle, the fruit of love and hope.

But I don’t seem to be. I have no love and am almost out of hope.

I looked at the baby, his eyes were like bright dewdrops, bright and clear, full of innocence, which made me intoxicated. I curled my lips unconsciously, Cheng Xinyuan burst into tears: "I thought I would never see you smile in this life!"

I remember what I said at that time: "I have gone through so many difficulties, and this is the only thing missing..." I stared at Cheng Xinyuan's prosthesis and said, "If possible, I would rather suffer ten times more to get you a good leg."

Cheng Xinyuan hugged me and said, "Sister, it's okay. I'm still alive. I just want you to be well now. If anything happens to you, believe it or not, I'll follow you wherever you go!"

I recalled all this and looked at Cheng Xinyuan who was talking beside me. My brows furrowed. In my last life... after I died, what happened to Cheng Xinyuan? It couldn't be like what he said...

A pair of hands waved in front of me, "What's wrong? You look so unhappy? Today is such a great day, why would you be unhappy?"

"Nothing, I just thought about the past and felt a little emotional..." I lowered my head and drew circles on the ground with my feet.

"It's okay, life will be good from now on!" Qin Luotian rubbed my head.

I dodged, "You are so disrespectful!"

Yes, Ms. Lin finally divorced Cheng Xingmin. I hope that just as Qin Luotian said, they will have a good life in the future.

In my last life, after I was discharged from the hospital, I wondered if things would go better in the future. The illness helped to repair some of the broken mother-daughter relationship. There was still some estrangement, but not much. At that time, Ms. Lin found a job in a bridal shop sorting wedding dresses. It was her old job and a delicate job. Ms. Lin was quite happy doing it.

I was targeted again after a few months of smooth sailing. This question has been with me since my past life. How did I offend those people in Cheng's family? Am I so important to them? What do they think of me as? A bargaining chip for them to curry favor with the powerful? In this era, how can people still think this way?

Cheng Fuqiang wanted to contract a piece of land, but that piece of land had been occupied by a bully from the next village. The bully's family said that they could give up the land, but there were conditions. The bully had his eyes on Cheng Xindan and wanted to marry her, but Cheng Fuqiang and his three brothers certainly didn't agree. Then Cheng Fuqiang, the turtle bastard, showed the bully my photo, and the bully fell in love with me again, saying that I could marry her too.

I fucking…

Of course, this plan didn't work out later. My uncle hired someone to teach Cheng Fuqiang and the bully's family a lesson, and the land was taken back by the village, so no one was occupying it. But I remembered Cheng Fuqiang's vengeance in this life, and coupled with Cheng Xinlei's previous incident, well, it's not bad to avenge the vengeance of the previous life in this life. Anyway, they were not good people.

After that, it was Cheng Xindan's story. In my previous life, I lived a very shabby life, and even my death was very shabby, so pathetic...

I shook my head, not thinking about my previous life. Since I had the chance to be reborn, there was no reason for me not to change. It had only been over a month since I was reborn, and everything had already changed. Didn't a person have to go through a life-and-death ordeal to be reborn? The price was too high...

Seize the opportunity and enjoy life.

This is a new goal I set for myself after fulfilling Ms. Lin’s wish for a divorce.

As for money, I am actually quite wealthy now, with more than 30,000 yuan. When I return to school, I will also have other small plans to start a business, but we’ll talk about that later.

"Hey, the guy you and Cheng Xinyuan are in the tutoring class with is a der!" I suddenly remembered this. Wasn't Qin Luotian's purpose of staying at our house just to attend the tutoring class? How many days did they go there? Did the tuition fees just go down the drain?

"It's only been... four or five days..." You see, this is a common problem among all teenagers: they avoid the topic of studying.

"Just go as you should tomorrow. You will be back in school in less than half a month, and there are only a few days left in the tutoring class. At least you should see it through. The tuition fee is not refundable..."

"Do you have to say something so disappointing when I'm so happy~" Qin Luotian asked the sky speechlessly.

"It's the third year of junior high school! What an important moment! I don't care how you study! I just want the results. I won't say anything more, Cheng Xinyuan, Yaoyuan, if you three can't get into the county's No. 1 high school, don't call me sister!" After saying this, I suddenly realized that this was the thing I hated the most before. Sure enough, when I grew up, I became the person I didn't want to be the most. Is it possible that when people reach a certain stage, certain skills will suddenly awaken?

"You must be annoyed when I say this. I have also been through this stage, and now I am telling you this..." I lowered my head again, looking as if I admitted my mistake.

"No, it would be annoying if others said so, but I believe you because it's really good for us." Qin Luotian's eyes sparkled and his face looked sincere.

"Really?" I laughed. "Then I will try to avoid saying such words of persuasion in the future. I get annoyed just listening to them~"

Ms. Lin hasn't done business for two days. When we went back, there were several customers waiting at the door. Today was a good day, and people were willing to go out for a walk. It was also time for most people to get off work. In summer, it gets dark late. It was past seven o'clock and there was no sign of it getting dark. I looked at these customers, all of whom were familiar faces. Buying clothes was just a side job, and the main purpose was probably to seek gossip. How come... there was a bottle of wine on the back seat of an aunt's tram! It was white!

I thought these aunties would at least look at the clothes first and drink directly when they come! ?

OK, this is pure celebration.

Ms. Lin is even more popular than I knew.

Three aunts came, plus Aunt Jing and Ms. Lin, as well as Cheng Xin, Yuan Ding, Yi Bo and Yao Yuan. The eight of us finished six bottles of white wine and twenty-four cans of beer... I sighed and brought over another bottle of beer. Since they were happy and were determined to get drunk, then let them drink to their heart's content.

Then Qin Luotian and I stood by with our arms around each other and watched.

"You really don't want to drink?" I asked Qin Luotian with my head tilted.

Qin Luotian pointed at the group of people and said, "If I go to drink, nine of them are drunk, can you handle it by yourself? You will be exhausted to death!"

"Well... you are really thoughtful! Look at those three!" I pointed at Cheng Xinyuan, "There is also a relative. Tell me, this is originally a gathering between my mom and my aunts, but the three of them insisted on joining in the fun!"

"This party needs some young forces." Qin Luotian found a reason for them.

"What can I do? I'll just spoil her. We're both tired tonight!" I rubbed my face. "Luckily my aunt didn't come with us! Her alcohol tolerance is too scary. She's still fine even when everyone else is drunk!"

"My aunt looks so gentle, I never thought she could drink so much?" Qin Luotian smiled.

"Aunt, she just looks like an I person, but she is actually an E person, so E!"

"I heard you say before that you were an I person or something, and now an E person comes out. What does it mean?" Qin Luotian asked me.

"Um...wait for me to make a summary and explain it to you in detail." That's right, they don't know this now.