The life of a man on the road of film and television
Chapter 99 Twilight 33
Jiuqi floated into the bedroom and looked at Jacob with deep eyes as he was fumbling to turn off the computer.
When he just came back, he was teleported directly to the living room of Jacob's house. He also saw that Jacob put all the things he gave him on the coffee table in the living room.
This was the third time Jacob had given him something. Before this, he would never leave these things with him except when taking a shower.
Coupled with Jacob's strange behavior in the past two years, Jiu Qi's repressed desire to not ruin his current life and just let it go was instantly split apart.
It turns out that some things won’t happen if you don’t want to avoid them.
When Jacob hurriedly turned off the computer and stood up, Jiu Qi's eyes accidentally swept across Jacob's strange lower body, which had obvious ups and downs, and he remembered that when they first met, he said that he liked women.
Jiuqi's pupils suddenly contracted, and even his heartbeat stopped for a moment, but he still tried his best to control himself so that his voice would not sound trembling.
But the thought in his mind that "Jacob has a girl he likes" was like a virus, eroding his sanity.
"No, I'm looking up information. Yes, I need that information for my class assignment."
Jacob felt uneasy when he saw Jiuqi's strange expression, but now was not the time to tell Jiuqi the truth.
The reason why he had been acting sneaky recently was to give Jiuqi a surprise, so he couldn't let Jiuqi find out now. Just now, Jiuqi's sudden voice scared him, so he hurriedly turned off the computer.
This was the first time that Jacob lied to Jiu Qi, which made him not only afraid to look into the other's eyes, but also flustered and began to tidy up the desk which had no clutter.
"Zhong Ge'er, do you have someone you like?"
Jacob's performance made Jiu Qi more certain of what he was thinking. He rushed over angrily, grabbing Jacob's increasingly strong shoulders, without noticing that his hands were shaking.
The strangeness of the past two years and Jacob's abnormality after returning from Bella kept flashing through Jiuqi's mind. Jacob's actions in the original plot kept flashing through Jiuqi's mind, which made Jiuqi unable to help but ask anxiously.
"what?"
This strange question simply shocked Jacob and left him unable to react for a moment.
"How is that possible! We are together every day and you don't even know who is around me."
It was not until he felt pain in his shoulder that Jacob calmed down and realized that something was wrong with Jiuqi.
"Then tell me what you were doing and why you left the things I gave you out there."
Jiu Qi was so nervous because he knew who was next to him.
"It was too hot just now, so I took a shower when I came back and then put my things outside."
When this was brought up, Jacob didn't know how to answer. He was afraid that if he said too much he would be exposed, so he had to find a topic to try to get Jiu Qi to stop worrying about it.
"How come you came back so soon? Didn't you say..."
"Jacob, is it fun to play tricks on me?"
"..."
Facing Jiu Qi's serious and somewhat sad eyes, Jacob's heart suddenly started beating wildly, but he opened his mouth but couldn't say a word.
Does he like Jiuqi? Judging from his subconscious behavior, he should like her, but he can't forget how he died in his previous life. Jacob doesn't dare to take another gamble.
And does Jiuqi like him? Jacob couldn't be sure whether Jiuqi liked him or the soul that had lost his memory.
Will Jiuqi be like that woman, getting along with me but leaving me without hesitation when she encounters the same thing as the person she loved before?
But Jacob thought of what Jiuqi had said to him. He was who he was, and Jiuqi had no intention of treating himself as a substitute.
But if I compare myself with that person in my previous life, is he more important or that person more important?
What if Jiuqi was wrong? Maybe I am not that person, but the soul of Jiuqi's lover in the previous life is in this body, but it is in the same body and has not been discovered.
So when that person wakes up in the future, will Jiu Qi choose him or that person?
Jacob was extremely conflicted, but he didn't dare to meet Jiu Qi's gaze with his questioning eyes.
But in Jiuqi's eyes, Jacob's attitude meant that he admitted that he had a lover and that person was not his.
This made Jiu Qi feel sad. He didn't want to see this unfaithful man anymore.
Seeing Jiuqi let go of him and turned around, Jacob knew he was going to leave, and quickly reached out to grab him, but found that for some reason he couldn't touch Jiuqi's body this time, and could only watch Jiuqi leave.
Thinking of the question Jiuqi asked just now, Jacob knew that Jiuqi must have misunderstood. Now he could only quickly explain through telepathic communication. As expected, he got no response. The soul's perception let Jacob know that he must have gone to a very far place.
But it was impossible for him to wait there, and Jiu Qi's performance just now made him feel uneasy. Jacob had no choice but to take the things he had deliberately placed in the living room and walked around outside several times with hope.
After failing to find Jiuqi, Jacob teleported to the tree house again, and even went to many places they had liked before, but there was no sign of Jiuqi.
The sky was getting darker and darker, and nothing could be seen clearly in the woods. Under such circumstances, Jacob could no longer move in the dense forest.
Jacob stopped and thought of his hesitation just now, and slapped himself hard several times.
Jacob fell down against a tree, helpless all over, and was extremely panicked. But now he could only call out countless times in his heart, waiting for Jiuqi's response.
At this moment, Jiuqi, who was far away in Watla City, certainly could not hear Jacob's call.
He knew that he had been too impulsive just now. He should have waited for Jacob to explain. Things might be completely different from what he imagined.
But thinking of Jacob's initial resistance to his touch and his love history, Jiu Qi couldn't help but think too much and was even more afraid to hear his answer.
He could keep Jacob by his side as he said before, or even get rid of everyone he liked, but so what? If Jacob didn't love him, then he didn't love him.
He was a man of the Qing Dynasty. In that era when homosexuality was considered a sin, Jacob, as an indigenous man, resisted homosexuality both instinctively and due to his living environment. Moreover, he had once deeply loved a woman.
Even though Jacob has lived in an open foreign country for more than ten years, he is surrounded by heterosexuals, and he is the only exception.
To him, I might just be a close friend who has been by his side for many years and cannot be separated from him, and this can be seen from the importance Jacob places on his friends.
He was so conflicted just now, probably because of what he said to him at the beginning, which made Jacob unable to say no, so as not to hurt their relationship.
From this moment on, Jiu Qi finally understood deeply that Jacob was not a KO.
He is different from KO. KO lives in modern times, and he was a gay from the beginning, otherwise he would not have fallen in love with Hao Mei in the original drama.
Why should I make things difficult for others? I was the one who came to find them, and I was also the one who insisted on staying with them. So the fact that things have developed to this point is all because of me.
"Hey"
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