“In life, once you choose A, you can never choose B. What happened to us is over and it is impossible to go back to the past.
You need to look forward and stop wasting your time on me."
Xie Changqing hugged the dying Wen Wan into his arms, "I don't believe you have no feelings for me at all. If not, why did you block this knife for me?"
Wen Wan curled her lips weakly, "I just don't want to owe you anything."
I just don't want to owe you anything.
Wen Wan woke up from a nightmare again. Xie Changqing's face, which was bulging with strain and his eyes full of bloodshot, lingered in her mind.
This is the last frame of her rebirth.
I thought that after Fang Lei passed her words to Xie Changqing, he would come to find me soon.
Unexpectedly, a month passed and he still didn't show up.
Maybe Xie Changqing in this life didn’t like her, but simply felt sorry for her, which was why he helped her many times.
Otherwise how to explain why he hasn't appeared yet.
Come to think of it, it made sense. She didn't marry him in this life. She was just his sister-in-law.
As for why he brought a doctor back from abroad to save her, it is actually easy to explain. After all, he is the largest shareholder of her company. If she is gone, the company will face the risk of being destroyed or sold by Lu Yiming.
Businessmen are profit-driven. He can still calculate how much it will cost to bring back a team to rescue talents and how much money Wen Wan's company can make for him in a year.
After thinking about this, Wen Wan felt that it was a good thing. From now on, they would keep out of each other's way and there would be no need to be entangled like in the previous life.
This idea was easily overturned after meeting Xie Changqing.
She met Xie Changqing at the company's annual meeting, and both she and Xie Changqing, who were shareholders, were invited.
Time is fair to everyone. She is no longer the girl in her twenties, and Xie Changqing is no longer the boy in his thirties.
Even though he is old, Xie Changqing has not changed much compared to his rebirth. He does not have the hunchbacks like his peers and is still as tall and graceful as ever.
He has shed the fierce and ferocious temperament that he had in his twenties and thirties, and has become gentle and humble, with the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes and eyebrows exuding calmness and elegance.
Just like the cashmere coat he is wearing, you will feel warm at first glance.
Wen Wan really didn't expect that the elderly Xie Changqing would be like this.
After lamenting the passing of time, Wen Wan realized that she seemed to be a little ignorant of the rules of the underworld. Even if Xie Changqing helped her out of pity and saved her out of considerations of self-interest, she was still a vested interest.
As a vested interest, she has not invited him to dinner or given him gifts to express her gratitude for such a long time. This is really rude and she doesn't know the rules.
Although it was quite embarrassing for me to be so sentimental before, now that we are face to face, I feel like I am not even worthy of being a human being if I pretend I didn’t see it.
Wen Wan brought a glass of wine over and greeted him, "Boss Xie!"
When Xie Changqing saw her, his expression was complicated for a moment, then he curled his lips and nodded gently and elegantly in response, but there was a hint of embarrassment in the curve of his lips.
"Thank you for saving my life." Wen Wan raised the glass and drank it down in one gulp.
Xie Changqing frowned as he watched her actions, "Mr. Wen, you don't need to thank me. I saved you just to protect my interests. After all, I am the largest shareholder of your company.
I don’t think Mr. Lu can run the company well. Even if he doesn’t run it and sells it, it will affect the valuation and cause me to suffer a great loss.”
Although she had guessed it a long time ago, Wen Wan's heart was still stabbed when she heard him say it himself.
Maybe it was because of the alcohol, or maybe it was because of his words, Wen Wan decided to break this window paper, "Why are you helping me?
Find someone to buy my stuff, teach the hooligans who bullied me a lesson, teach me self-defense, teach me how to make spreadsheets, invest in me…”
"..." Xie Changqing looked at her with deep and smiling eyes, "It's just a small favor, there's no need to take it to heart."
Wen Wan nodded slightly, "No matter what, I still want to thank you!"
"You're welcome!" Xie Changqing nodded politely.
I don’t know if it was because her injury had just healed or if she really ate something she shouldn’t have, but Wen Wan felt uncomfortable all over just halfway through the annual meeting.
My neck and arms were covered with red rashes, which were hot and itchy, and it even made it difficult to breathe.
The secretary next to her saw that she was always scratching her neck, so she came over to take a look and said, "Boss Wen, what's wrong with you? Are you allergic to something?"
As soon as he finished speaking, there was a sound of a chair falling from the next table, and the next second, Wen Wan rushed over and picked him up.
A familiar embrace, a familiar breath. Wen Wan looked over and saw that it was indeed Xie Changqing.
"You..." Wen Wan opened her mouth in surprise.
"You're allergic to alcohol but you're still drinking. Are you trying to kill yourself?"
The cold expression on his face when he spoke made Wen Wan dazed again.
After getting in the car, seeing that she was still looking at him with a dazed look in her eyes without saying anything, Xie Changqing frowned nervously, "How do you feel?"
"You..." Wen Wan licked her dry lips in disbelief, "You also..."
Xie Changqing's eyes flickered noticeably, and he moved his lips, but he didn't say anything.
"You have also been reborn, right?" Wen Wan grabbed his sleeve.
"..."
Not speaking means consent.
Drunk, Wen Wan asked without caring, "Then why did you say those heartless words?
Why didn't you come to see me?"
"..." Xie Changqing sighed slightly, his eyes moved to the window, with a carefree look of having seen through the world, "Because you said that in life, if you choose A, you can never choose B. What happened to us is over, and it's impossible to go back to the way it was before.
You said that forgiving me is not just about forgiving me this time, but forgiving me every time you think of me for the rest of your life.
I don’t want to bore you anymore because of my obsession.”
"..." Wen Wan was in a trance for a moment, but she came to her senses immediately, "No, these are not your true words, you are clearly just being angry."
Although they had not lived together for many years, Wen Wan understood him inexplicably. A look or a change in tone could make her sense the difference.
Seeing that he was resisting and not saying anything, Wen Wan became angry, grabbed his collar and pulled him towards her, meeting his eyes.
In the end, it was Xie Changqing who gave in first. "You said you didn't want to owe me anything."
This was the last sentence Wen Wanzhong said in his previous life. After chewing it over and over for a long time, he finally tasted the flavor.
Everyone has a temper. She has one, and Xie Changqing naturally has one too.
In his opinion, Wen Wan would rather die for him than owe him anything.
Not delaying or owing anything means that we have made it clear that we don't want to have any emotional connection with him.
It really hurts that she would rather die than accept his feelings.
“It’s not like that.” Wen Wan felt sad and wanted to cry, “Although I know you like me because I’m good enough.
But you still don't have to give your life for me. Whether in this life or in the next life, you have given me so much.
Even though you wanted to, I still feel like I owe you too much."
As she spoke, she couldn't stop her tears from falling. "Okay! These words were just lies to you and myself.
When I blocked the knife for you, I didn't think too much, I just instinctively wanted to block the knife for you.
I have figured it out these days, I love you!
I don’t know when I fell in love with you, but I just love you and want you to live well.”
Xie Changqing looked at her face with tears in his eyes and said in a hoarse voice: "Really? You didn't lie to me?"
Wen Wan anxiously grabbed his collar and pulled it hard, then leaned over and kissed him on the lips.
At this moment, Wen Wan finally understood why Dangnian Mingyue said, "The so-called fame for a hundred years, hegemony for a thousand years, and eternal reputation are actually nothing compared to one thing. This thing is - to live your life the way you like."
We are always bound and dominated by various values.
My values when I was young were: I can eat anything, but I cannot suffer any loss; I want to conquer the whole world with my integrity and recklessness.
Once people are completely subdued by the world, their values become profit first.
They seek profit and avoid harm and choose what is most beneficial to them at the moment. Feelings are not taken into consideration at all, because feelings can change and can hurt people. Only the interests in their hands will never change.
Over time, we forget that we are human because we have emotions.
It’s just that this kind of emotion is somewhat different from what is generally believed to be emotion. Mature emotions are used to please oneself.
It's like buying a nice piece of clothing. You know it's expensive, it won't last long, you have to starve to keep in shape, and the seams will tear if you gain weight...
Even if there are thousands of faults about it, you cannot deny that this dress makes you happy at the moment.
It is enough for you to just enjoy the happiness it brings you without worrying too much about the past or the future.
Because you never know when your life will change.
It is already very difficult to please yourself. There is no perfect person, and there is no perfect life.
<End of the book>
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