He killed someone, she finished him off, even the crazy Marquis was shocked

Xiahou Su hung his head weakly, as if his whole body was about to fall apart.

"I am sick?"

"Yes, you are just sick."

Li Siwan comforted him softly, but seeing his miserable appearance, she couldn't help but let the tears fall.

Tears dripped between Xiahou Su's fingers, cold yet hot.

Xiahou Su raised his eyes and looked at Li Siwan, his eyes filled with extreme guilt.

My whole heart felt like it was being squeezed and I felt like I was suffocating.

But he still reached out his hand tremblingly, touched Li Siwan's cheek, and helped her wipe away her tears.

"Don't cry..."

The voice was weak, and after just a moment, Xiahou Su's figure shook and he fell to one side.

"Xiahou Su!"

Li Siwan quickly supported him and felt his pulse.

Although the poison that had poisoned him in the previous assassination attempt had been cured, his foundation had been damaged after all. His mind was now in great turmoil, which led to his physical exhaustion.

The banquet was still going on outside. In order to avoid being noticed, Li Siwan asked Wu Yu for help and went back to the villa first, saying that Xiahou Su was not feeling well.

Everyone knew that Xiahou Su had always been sickly and weak, so no one thought too much about it.

In the carriage, Xiahou Su had been sleeping on Li Siwan's shoulder.

Listening to his steady breathing and looking at his peaceful face, Li Siwan's expression remained deep.

She said she would save him.

This is real.

But saving him is easier said than done.

She is not a psychiatrist and has no idea how to treat this kind of mental illness. She can only study it carefully on her own.

Moreover, Xiahou Su still had to undergo surgery and could not withstand such emotional fluctuations.

If Xiahou Su wants to live a good life, he must not be stimulated before undergoing surgery, let alone receive psychological treatment.

The surgery involves opening the chest, and the heart is located there, which carries huge risks. Even if the patient survives, he or she may not be able to withstand stimulation after recovery.

In other words, perhaps his psychological trauma will never be healed in this lifetime.

That means that throughout his life, she will be a thorn in his heart that cannot be removed.

Li Siwan's eyes were slightly red, and he reached out and touched Xiahou Su's frowned brows.

For some reason, she felt very uncomfortable.

Thinking of the gap between her and him, she felt so depressed that she almost couldn't breathe.

This is the price.

The price she paid for borrowing the original owner's body.

If you borrow a body, you will bear sin.

Li Siwan's emotions quickly subsided when the carriage stopped.

After bringing Xiahou Su back to the room, Li Siwan gave him acupuncture to regulate his blood circulation, and then went to boil some medicine.

It was not until night fell that Xiahou Su slowly woke up.

What caught his eye was Li Siwan's worried face, but at this moment, Xiahou Su subconsciously dodged back, with a flash of resentment in his expression.

Although it was hidden very well, it was still captured by Li Siwan.

Li Siwan's eyes were filled with disappointment, but he remained calm and brought the medicine over. "Drink the medicine first."

Xiahou Su calmed himself down, slowly stood up, took the bowl of medicine and drank it all without any doubt.

Then he looked at Li Siwan, "Are you injured?"

"Injuried?"

Li Siwan was stunned for a moment, then she remembered that Xiahou Su was talking about pushing her away at that time.

He quickly shook his head, "It's okay."

Seeing her about to get up, Xiahou Su reached out and grabbed her wrist.

The fingertips were cold and slowly tightened.

"Wanwan, I'm sorry, I didn't really mean to push you away, I just... just..."

Without waiting for Xiahou Su to finish, Li Siwan turned around and said, "I know."

"you know?"

"Yes, this is a disease. It will be triggered when seeing something. The reason for your trigger should be the wedding dress."

To be precise, she was wearing a wedding dress.

Worse still, in serious cases, it would turn into that as long as it was her, it would be a reason for provocation.

But Xiahou Su listened carefully and believed in Li Siwan without a doubt.

"Then... can it be cured?"

"Of course, but you have to wait a while. You have to heal your body first, and then you can treat it. Don't worry, as long as you don't see the wedding dress in the future, everything will be fine."

"What wedding dress?"

The voice was heard and Director Han walked in from outside.

Seeing this, Li Siwan said, "You guys chat first, I'll go prepare the herbs for the medicinal bath."

After saying that, he turned around and walked out.

Looking at Li Siwan's back, Xiahou Su frowned.

Han Chu didn't know what had happened to them, so he walked forward and looked at Xiahou Su.

"What's wrong with you? You left the engagement party without saying anything, saying you were not feeling well. Where did you feel unwell?"

Xiahou Su did not answer him, but remained silent, thinking about what Li Siwan had said before.

Then he turned to Han and asked, "If you are afraid of something, how would you overcome it?"

“The only way to overcome fear is to face it head on. If you run away from it, you will be afraid for the rest of your life.”

That makes sense.

Face it.

Xiahou Su thought for a moment and said, "Wu Yu."

Wu Yu came in from outside, "Young Marquis."

"Go to the Marquis' Mansion and bring back the wedding dress."

"Now?"

"Now."

Xiahou Su looked serious, so Wu Yu didn't ask any more questions and turned away.

Han Chu was surprised. "You are afraid of the wedding dress?"

"Is it weird?"

"It is very strange, but there is no need to face it in such a hurry."

"Can't wait."

"What can't wait?"

Xiahou Su sighed and looked towards the door.

I don't want to see the hurt look in her eyes again.

Not even once.

He knew she was enduring it, and he also knew she was forcing herself to smile.

So, he couldn't wait for her to heal him.

He needs to overcome it by himself, and he had overcome it before, before he can face Song Qiyu and Li Siwan.

He believes that he can do it now.

At this moment, Li Siwan was selecting medicinal herbs in the yard.

He looked at the stars and the bright moon, but the herbs in his hand remained motionless.

Feeling restless.

My hand unconsciously touched my heart, and I felt a slight pain there.

What happened to her?

What's the point of thinking so much?

Sooner or later she would have to leave Kyoto.

Her dream is to travel the world freely.

As long as his illness is cured and his life is saved, it doesn't matter whether she is the thorn or not.

After all, we may not see each other again no matter how far apart we are.

Li Siwan, ah Li Siwan, you have been a lone bird since you were little.

Why do I still crave for entanglement and warmth now?

With a sigh, all emotions were suppressed.

Li Siwan took the herbs and went to Xiahou Su's yard again.

As soon as he reached the gate of the courtyard, Wu Xin ran over hurriedly.

"Oh no Miss, something happened in Qingxian Pavilion!"

"What? Who did you say was in trouble?"

As soon as he heard about Qingxian Pavilion, Director Han rushed out immediately, even more anxious than Li Siwan.

"that is..."

Without waiting for Wu Xin to speak, Han Chu rushed out.

Li Siwan remained calm. "Tell me, what happened?"

"I don't know why, but rumors started circulating that Miss Luo and Miss Jin were having an affair, and there were witnesses. It just so happened that they were performing on stage today, and then there was a commotion."

Miss Luo and Miss Jin joined the Qingxian Pavilion stage play on their own initiative because of their deep love.

In this era, the discovery of such a relationship is indeed a big deal.

Li Siwan hurried in and put down the herbs. "I've already given instructions. When the medicinal bath is ready, you can go in and soak in it. I have to go to Qingxian Pavilion."

After telling Xiahou Su what to do, Li Siwan ran out in a hurry.

Seeing this, Xiahou Su also got out of bed and said, "Change your clothes."