Help! The innocent prince always tries to seduce me clumsily

The white marble table was shattered into pieces by Si Jingli's palm, and tea, pastries and cakes fell to the ground.

He could no longer bear it and said, "Do you have to use such harsh words to hurt me? Or are you such a selfish, cold-hearted and heartless person in your heart?"

"Is it the first day His Royal Highness knew about this?!"

Chu Shitong was completely mad. She was going crazy. She was really going crazy!

The efforts to pretend harmony and politeness could no longer be maintained at this moment.

"I am just that kind of person!" She even used the most painful thing in her life to hurt herself in order to hurt her. "Haven't you thought so a long time ago? Your whole family sees me this way! Isn't the incident with Prince Yu a lesson for us?!"

Si Jingli was stunned, his pupils suddenly shrank, and then new and old grudges added together, and anger filled his heart.

The quarrel about Chu Shifeng that year was finally brought up by Chu Shitong. It can be said that Chu Shitong has never forgotten this matter for a single day.

She was still caring about it and still secretly hating it in her heart.

She hated him for unintentionally identifying her as the murderer of Blind King Yu, and she hated Mu Chuyun for the harsh and hurtful words she said in the Marquis Zhenguo Mansion.

"Chu Shitong!! This prince knows that you have never forgotten this matter in your heart!"

"I'm not wrong! You're the one who wronged me! Why should I forget!"

"How dare you say that?! I have explained to you thousands of times that it was unintentional. Why are you so aggressive and holding a grudge until now? Do I have to think twice before saying anything in front of you? Or are you simply guilty? Because you were the one who did it!"

Chu Shitong seemed to be irritated to the extreme, with murderous intent in his eyes, and the look he gave his former lover was filled with hatred.

"You finally admitted it. You've always thought this way in your heart, right?" She laughed in anger, but that smile was beautiful, yet distorted and frightening. "Your Highness must be afraid of me, right? Hahahaha... Your Highness thinks I'm like a dark and fierce ghost, and I scheme against everyone, right? Your Highness thinks that all my previous actions were the result of my deep scheming, right?"

Si Jingli's scalp tingled at her laughter, and the anger in his heart was suppressed by the disappointment like a mountain. He no longer argued or scolded her excitedly, but just looked at her sadly and disappointedly.

"Isn't it? Haven't you been using me since the very beginning when I met you? You use everyone, don't you? In order to let Qin Wei avenge Chu Shifan, you even let him kiss the back of your hand. Chu Shitong, what do you think of others? As long as they can let you use them, no matter what they do to you, it's okay?"

His eyes, the confusion, loss, sadness and other emotions in them were like a knife that pierced into her heart.

Chu Shitong also suddenly became quiet, as if this was the ending of all crazy quarrels, exhausted and covered in scars.

After a long while, she said, "You've always been brooding over Qin Wei, right?"

Si Jingli said: "Yes."

"it is good."

The two men, each with a word, were like two basins of cold water, extinguishing the smoke under the pavilion.

The resentment and grudges on both sides finally came to the surface.

They have nothing to say.

After Chu Shitong was reborn, the scar she would never allow anyone to touch was that of Chu Shifeng, because although she was not wrong in this matter, it was not glorious.

So she was still upset about Si Jingli's words "Why did you send someone to blind his eyes?"

She didn't.

She really didn't!

She was just afraid that he would send people to chase her and kill her like in her previous life. She was just afraid that she would be killed by an arrow while working for him, so she overthrew him.

She thought about taking his life, and thought about following the princess's advice and killing him, but didn't she still speak well of him in front of the palace? Didn't she still leave behind the rags that were thrown away when Prince Yu's house was confiscated? Didn't she still treasure the rocking chair for so many years?

It's not that she has no feelings. She thinks that the clan house has been enough. She would rather turn a blind eye and allow Chu Shifeng to stir up trouble than to harm his eyes or take his life!

How many times in the middle of the night did she dream of Chu Shifeng being blinded and humiliated in the palace, living a life worse than death? And how many times did she secretly ask Wang Zexu to take good care of him in the palace?

Chu Shitong knew that everyone in the world thought she did it, but there was just one person who didn't think so. She just wanted someone to believe her.

And the person closest to her still didn't believe her.

Si Jingli could never forget the scene he saw when he went out on his wedding night and couldn't find Chu Shitong.

She showed her weakness to the man named Qin Wei who suddenly appeared, with her vulnerability and grievance that she had never revealed in front of him before.

As a person who was somewhat similar to the man, Si Jingli could see clearly what was in the man's eyes.

She would rather beg others and let someone with bad intentions kiss the back of her hand than trust him once.

What scared Si Jingli was that he discovered from Chu Shitong's tone and little movements that she had a terrifying, complete trust and dependence on Qin Wei that he had never seen before.

Strange to say.

They are husband and wife, but she doesn't believe him and he doesn't believe her.

Chu Shitong did not believe in his ability, nor did he believe in his trust.

Si Jingli was even worse. He didn't believe that Chu Shitong liked him at all. Up to now, after several nights of love and worshipping heaven and earth, he always felt that Chu Shitong was only slightly attracted to him, or was just used to his constant company.

But there is absolutely no love in this.

He didn't know what Chu Shitong was like when he was in love, but he knew that it was definitely not the way he treated him now.

How could someone disappear for a year and then meet again more than ten days later without even saying the word "I miss you" to his/her lover?

It's just that I don't love you.

The autumn wind wrinkled the surface of the lake, creating ripples.

The lake and sky blend into one.

The pavilion was silent. Chu Shitong and Si Jingli seemed to be exhausted by the quarrel. They used hurtful words to speak to each other, stabbing each other in the heart with knives, hurting each other as if to destroy each other.

But after really hurting the other person, I suddenly feel speechless.

So I just stood there quietly for a long time.

No explanation or apology.

Unexpectedly, the person who broke this depression was Xu Bingqing.

She was frightened by their quarrel, but when she calmed down, she found that both of them seemed to be trying hard to ask the other party to give something, but they were both so angry and their tempers were so blunt that no one was willing to give an explanation.

"Your Highness." She thought for a long time and said, "Why don't you explain it to His Highness Prince Qi? After all..."

"you're right."

Si Jingli suddenly spoke and glanced coldly at Chu Shitong.

"Chu Shitong, didn't you ask why this prince met her here? This prince will tell you now that grandfather has been discussing the marriage with the Xu family. If nothing unexpected happens, Miss Xu will be this prince's future queen."

Xu Bingqing widened her eyes and looked at Si Jingli in disbelief. Seeing that Si Jingli didn't even glance at her from beginning to end, she hurriedly looked at Chu Shitong.

Chu Shitong's face was very pale, and she seemed too tired to make any expression. She just watched quietly, her shallow tea eyes staring silently, and one could feel that at this moment, she was heartbroken.

"Your Highness Prince Qi..."

Xu Bingqing wanted to say something, but Si Jingli interrupted her and said, "Why? Do you have something you must say? Or do you want to send her a wedding invitation in advance for the sake of your late brother?"

Xu Bingqing looked painful and was reluctant to speak.

"What's deceased?"

Chu Shitong raised her head slowly, as if it was a withdrawal reaction after a fierce quarrel. She was a little dazed, and there was a hint of Lan Qi between her brows.

"What...deceased brother...?"

Xu Bingqing was stunned for a second, and an indescribable feeling rose from the bottom of her heart: "Don't you know that my brother was defeated and captured... and is dead?"

Chu Shitong felt dizzy and her legs went weak, and she almost fell on her back. Si Jingli's face suddenly changed and he rushed forward, but he saw her holding on to the wooden beam and barely standing, but her steps stopped abruptly in the middle of the road.

"Brother...is dead."

I thought of the things that happened with Xu Zhanqing in the past, and the promise I made to Song Nian when we parted.

She looked around in confusion, not understanding why things had turned out like this.

The tip of her nose felt sore, and she seemed to finally have a reason to cry, but her eyes were so dry that they wouldn't get moist no matter what she did.

She had agreed with Song Nian that she would come back to inquire about Xu Zhanqing's whereabouts, but she was locked up as soon as she came back. After many days, she finally heard the news of his death.

Chu Shitong felt his ears suddenly become quiet.

It seemed that after this madness, she was finally tired and heartbroken, and didn't want to argue with Si Jingli anymore.

"Your Highness Prince Qi..."

Xu Bingqing and Si Jingli were both looking at her, one with a worried look, the other patiently silent.

Chu Shitong stood there confused for a long time, and it took him a long time to come back to his senses.

She looked at the two people in front of her with complicated eyes.

"Miss Xu." She said calmly, "I learned about my eldest brother's death too late. It was my fault. Don't worry, I will definitely avenge my eldest brother and will also inform my second brother about this. Please accept my condolences."

Xu Bingqing looked reluctant, "But you are like this now..."

She felt that Chu Shitong was now like a shaky kite. If the wind was a little stronger, she would fall down and disappear into countless pieces.

Chu Shitong said: "Thank you for your concern, I'm fine. You are the biological sister of my eldest brother, and naturally the biological sister of my second brother. If you need any help in the future, please don't hesitate to help me."

Xu Bingqing's eyes were wet. She never expected that Chu Shitong would treat her like this.

Si Jingli said: "I will order someone to solve the problem of General Zhenyuan. Chu Shitong, you can stay here without any worries..."

"His Royal Highness."

Chu Shitong interrupted him. There was no anger in his tone, but a terrifying sense of distance and calmness.

"I have no objection to you marrying Miss Xu."

Si Jingli and Xu Bingqing's faces froze at the same time.

Chu Shitong said: "It's time to put an end to the matter between me and His Royal Highness the Crown Prince."

Si Jingli's voice trembled as he asked, "What, what do you mean by ending it?"

Chu Shitong said, "Miss Xu is my sworn brother's sister, and I won't be angry no matter what she does. But it's different for His Highness. I don't need to say much about your behavior these days, and I can't tolerate it. All the things that happened before are just a dream, don't mention it again in the future. From now on, His Highness and I will sever all ties."

After she finished speaking, she turned and left.

The pace was neither fast nor slow, but with endless fatigue.

Si Jingli was stunned on the spot, his eyes were red, and his whole body was shaking. Almost at the moment when Chu Shitong finished speaking, he broke down.

He looked dazed, like an abandoned puppy, standing there stupidly.

Xu Bingqing looked at his tears falling silently and couldn't help but sigh: "Your Highness, why are you provoking her like this... Don't you know her yet..."

After a long while, Si Jingli said in a hoarse voice: "I understand, so what can I do..."

"Your Highness Prince Qi must have said this in anger..." Xu Bingqing said, "Go and explain to her quickly. There must be room for redemption. You saw how she treated me just now. Your Highness Prince Qi is a very good person. She didn't scold me even after such a situation. She even protected me because of her brother."

"She gave up on me so easily. What's the point of me trying to keep her?"

Si Jingli slowly leaned against the railing and sat on the ground, holding his head, and said painfully: "I thought about being entangled with her like this for the rest of my life, even if she hated me to the core in the end, but I didn't expect that she would give up on me so easily."

He smiled bitterly at himself, and two lines of tears fell.

"She gave up on me again..."

Xu Bingqing felt really uncomfortable watching this.

"Your Highness, please don't say that..."

As the second-most-popular writer in the Beijing vernacular novels ranking after Southern-style Yuan Xi, Xu Bingqing really couldn't bear to see the protagonist of her book become like this in real life.

She had just finished writing a new storybook "After Disappearing for a Year, the Prince Loves Me Crazy", but because her inspiration was interrupted, she came to find her biggest fan Si Jingli to inquire about their recent sweet interactions. Unexpectedly, Chu Shitong suddenly came and they suddenly quarreled, and in the end it inexplicably turned out like this.

"Miss Xu."

Si Jingli stared blankly into the distance and asked, "When do you think Chu Shitong will love me like what is written in the book?"

Xu Bingqing had no idea how to answer.

Si Jingli said: "She seems to treat me as a dispensable dog. She coaxes me when she's happy, and kicks me away when she's unhappy... Now I've been kicked away again..."

Xu Bingqing's heart almost broke when she heard him say that.

"Your Highness, don't give up so easily. Love always has obstacles. You have to find a way to overcome the difficulties with His Highness Prince Qi. If you give up, then you two will never have another chance."

"Then why can't she be the one who keeps holding on to me at least once?" Si Jingli was also confused, "Why is it always me who is pestering me? Doesn't she love me at all? Isn't she afraid that I will be sad if she does this?"

Xu Bingqing was speechless.

Si Jingli slowly stood up and left in a daze.

After he left, Xu Bingqing took out the small notebook she carried with her and wrote down all the interesting sentences from their quarrel and Si Jingli's sad words.

……

Si Jingli walked out of Prince Qi's Mansion, looking at the setting sun, silent and depressed.

"My Lord! Something happened!"

The guards behind him came running over in a hurry.

Si Jingli said in a gloomy tone, without even turning his head, "What else could it be?"

The guard shouted, "My Lord! His Highness Prince Qi is vomiting blood! He has fainted!!"