Husband, please let me go, you are the male protagonist in the sad novel!

Lu Jinghuan didn't want Su Lian to see him crying, so he raised his arms to block his eyes.

He said nothing and there was no expression on his face, but his tears kept rolling down like broken strings.

Su Lian opened her eyes wide in surprise, "Lu Jinghuan, why are you crying?!"

Lu Jinghuan didn't answer, his tears wet the pillow.

Su Lian pried open Lu Jinghuan's arm that was covering his eyes, "Speak, what's wrong with you?"

Lu Jinghuan looked at her, his eyes filled with tears, and his whole body seemed like it would break if touched.

His voice was low and trembling slightly, "You don't love me..."

"I..." Su Lian was speechless, "No, why are you so sad all of a sudden? You were fine just now."

She had never seen Lu Jinghuan so sad before, and she was a little at a loss, so she hurriedly pulled him up.

"Lu Jinghuan, please stop crying. It makes me feel uncomfortable."

A tear fell from Lu Jinghuan's eyes, his eyes were full of grievance, "Why don't you love me? What's wrong with me?"

Su Lian raised her hand to wipe away the tears on his face, "It's not that you are wrong, it's that I am wrong."

Lu Jinghuan gently held her hand, with a hint of complaint in his tone, "Don't you like my face? Are you tired of seeing it now?"

Su Lian lowered her head, "No..."

Lu Jinghuan moved closer to her and slowly and tentatively kissed her lips.

Su Lian was confused and turned her head away.

In the past, Lu Jinghuan would have pinched her chin and kissed her even harder.

But at this moment, Lu Jinghuan paused, staring at Su Lian with heartbroken eyes, tears flowing from his eyes continuously.

"You hate me..."

"It's not that I hate you." Su Lian couldn't explain clearly and covered her head frantically.

If she had known that Lu Jinghuan would be so "contrasting", she would definitely not have fed him the jelly.

Lu Jinghuan said nothing, just lowered his eyes and cried silently.

Su Lian's guilt reached its peak at this moment. It turned out that Lu Jinghuan was not sad, but he never expressed it.

She wrinkled her face and helped Lu Jinghuan wipe his tears, "Don't cry, Lu Jinghuan, I beg you!"

It doesn’t matter if you don’t say it. After saying it, Lu Jinghuan thought Su Lian was annoyed with him and his tears flowed even harder.

Su Lian hugged him and patted his back gently, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Lu Jinghuan buried his head in Su Lian's shoulder, "I don't want to be sorry."

"So what do you want to hear? I'll tell you everything, okay?"

Lu Jinghuan's tears wet her shoulders and made her heart wet as well.

How much sadness and grief has he accumulated...

Lu Jinghuan said in a muffled voice, "Teach me, what should I do to make you love me?"

Su Lian was extremely anxious, "Tell me first how I can love you, I will do whatever you want, okay?"

Lu Jinghuan raised his head, his eyelashes were wet, his eyes were red, and there were tears in his eyes.

"Don't always avoid me and push me away..."

"Okay!" Su Lian answered straightforwardly.

The tears in Lu Jinghuan's eyes fell, and he said in a humble voice, "I just want a little bit."

Su Lian nodded repeatedly, "Don't say just a little bit, you just want it all. As long as I have it, I will give it all to you. Tell me, what do you want?"

"love me……"

Su Lian was stunned, unable to speak as she watched Lu Jinghuan's tears continue to flow.

The corners of Lu Jinghuan's lips curled up in a bitter arc, "A little bit, isn't that enough?"

Such humble words coming from a proud man like Lu Jinghuan made Su Lian's heart skip a beat.

Lu Jinghuan slowly lowered his head and murmured softly: "It doesn't matter..."

If Lu Jinghuan had not eaten the "contrast jelly" and completely overturned his original personality, he would never have said these words.

He kept repeating "It's okay" in his mouth, and it was unclear whether he was comforting himself or Su Lian.

Su Lian couldn't bear to listen any longer, so she threw herself on him and hugged him, "Stop talking, Lu Jinghuan, stop talking for now."

Lu Jinghuan let her hold him, his eyes a little dazed, "It's okay, as long as you don't leave me."

Su Lian hugged him for a long time before letting go.

Lu Jinghuan stopped crying, but tears were still on his face.

Su Lian raised her hand to help him wipe it off, and Lu Jinghuan looked up at Su Lian.

A stubborn look appeared in his slightly red and swollen eyes.

He held Su Lian's wrist and slowly moved closer to her until their noses were touching and they could hear each other's breathing clearly.

The two people's eyes met, and Su Lian understood the desire in his eyes.

But Lu Jinghuan did not continue to move forward. Instead, he stopped very close to her and did not move forward.

Su Lian couldn't bear to see him so pitiful, so she raised her hands to hold his face and kissed him decisively...

In the early morning, the birds in the yard chirped non-stop.

Su Lian opened her eyes and found herself surrounded by nothing.

She went downstairs and saw Lu Jinghuan standing in the garden watering the flowers.

"Good morning." She leaned against the door and greeted Lu Jinghuan.

Lu Jinghuan seemed to be startled, his body trembled slightly, he turned his head and glanced at her quickly, and said "hmm".

Su Lian almost spit out the water she had just drunk. When Lu Jinghuan turned around, she saw the big sunglasses on his face.

She walked over to Lu Jinghuan and stretched her head to look at his face. "Why are you trying to be cool so early in the morning?"

Lu Jinghuan said nothing, pretending to be busy watering the flowers, and turned his body to the other side to prevent Su Lian from seeing his face.

Su Lian smiled secretly.

[Could it be that your eyes are swollen from crying last night? ]

[Yeah, my tears are flowing like running water, it would be strange if it wasn't swollen. ]

Lu Jinghuan clenched his fingers holding the kettle. Su Lian guessed correctly, his eyes were now swollen like walnuts.

When he woke up this morning, he felt like everything that happened last night was just a dream.

He didn't know why he suddenly became like that, that was not himself at all.

Those words that were buried deep in his heart, which he himself dared not even face, were spoken out loud by him with tears.

Recalling the scene of himself crying and snotting, he felt very ashamed.

After revealing his most vulnerable side without reservation, Lu Jinghuan found it a little difficult to face Su Lian.

It is really inappropriate for a man to cry like a little shrew.

He wished he could go back to last night and slap himself hard in the face.

Lu Jinghuan put down the kettle and walked into the house with his long legs.

Su Lian followed him with a smile, knowing that he was feeling awkward about what happened last night.

“Lu Jinghuan, actually if you think about it carefully, the way you looked last night was quite fresh.”

Following Lu Jinghuan to the living room, Su Lian sat next to him and continued to chatter without any tact.

"Really, there is an urge to have someone bully you severely..."

Lu Jinghuan's sunglasses blocked his gloomy face that looked like it was about to rain.

He leaned against the back of the sofa, his deep black eyes under his sunglasses were looking at Su Lian, his brows slightly furrowed.