Six years later, she amazed the world with her three children

Zhan Junlin came to see Chu Yuran today to tell her the whole story, so he told her the whole story just like telling her a story.

After Chu Yuran heard this, she was confused, and then she frowned hesitantly, patted her head, and said slowly: "Brother, let me sort it out first, you mean that Brother Lu Tingyun's death is related to you, and he has known for many years that his brother's death is related to you, and he has always hated you.

He couldn't get over his brother's death, and then he thought about you being my brother, and because you were my brother, he couldn't face me, so he divorced me?"

"Yes."

After hearing this, Chu Yuran thought about it for a long time, thinking about what Lu Tingyun had said to her before.

They said that soldiers are great, but not all soldiers are great. They also said that the Zhan family is wealthy and powerful, and they are smart and not simple, so she should stay away from them.

It turns out that the person Lu Tingyun had been talking about all along was her elder brother Zhan Junlin!

"Xiao Bai, there is a misunderstanding in this matter. I am indeed to blame for his brother's death, so it is not his fault that he can't get over it. And then..."

"And you want me to get back together with him?"

"...Yes." Zhan Junlin said honestly, "I have this selfish desire, but the key is still up to you. I think you two still love each other, and he really has his reasons for divorcing you, and it is understandable."

excusable?

After understanding everything, Chu Yuran felt extremely complicated. No, it should be said that he felt extremely heavy.

She didn't expect that the world was so small. The person Lu Tingyun had always hated was actually her eldest brother, and the death of Lu Tingyun's brother was actually related to her brother.

What an injustice!

Thinking back to the sweetness of the past and the scene of divorce, Chu Yuran took a breath of cold air uncomfortably, and then said: "He has excusable circumstances. I entered Yunnuo Jewelry with fake information, and he never knew my true identity. If he had known my true identity earlier, he would definitely retreat and stay away from me.

As a result, fate played such a trick on us that he married me by accident. What's worse, we fell in love with each other. Brother, to be honest, if I had never fallen in love with him, I would have just been rational and felt bad for him if you told me all this.

I understand his struggle, feel sorry for his pain, and even more so for his brother's sacrifice. I can be his best friend. Just as you have a filter for him because of his brother, I will also be extra nice to him because of his brother's heroic deeds.

But all of this is based on the fact that I am not in love with him, but that is not the case. I really, really love him. When he asked me for a divorce, my brain exploded. I felt that I had deceived him and I felt that I deserved to die.

When he suddenly knew that I was the eldest daughter of the Zhan family, maybe as a grown man, he felt that his self-esteem was a bit unbearable. Then I kept begging him, saying I didn’t want to divorce him, I really didn’t want to divorce him, but he was very determined.

At that time, I didn't say that I hated him, but I felt very sad. I resented him very much, but still felt that I had deceived him. I didn't want to make things difficult for him in our family. But when I found out that he was a policeman, my mentality collapsed again. He had never told me about this identity.

I just thought that since we both cheated on each other, why couldn't he forgive me for cheating on him? Today you told me that the root of all this was because of you, because he hated you. I might have been a little too stubborn, and I might have really been unreasonable like a little woman.

I think he could tell me, he keeps everything in his heart, maybe out of what he thinks is selfless, he doesn't want to tell me the truth, doesn't want to put me in a difficult position, but doesn't the premise of his not telling me mean that he doesn't trust me, or doesn't trust you?

No matter what happens, I am willing to share it with him. As long as he tells me, I can pull him to stand in front of you. Without him saying anything, I can ask you about this matter on his behalf. I want to find out clearly what happened to his brother's death and whether it has anything to do with you.

But he never said it. He kept enduring the pain alone. On the other hand, he thought it would reduce the harm to me. But it didn't. He said, "At least I know how I died." But he didn't say it, so I was always depressed because I didn't even know how I died.

I started to wonder if he didn't love me, or if he was playing with me from the beginning? After the divorce, I kept asking him if he had ever loved me. In fact, when I asked this question, wasn't I giving him a chance? I wasn't a heartless person, and I was even willing to pay him back.

I asked him so many times. If he had answered me once that he truly loved me, I wouldn't have been so sad. It was just that he could never convince himself. He couldn't get over all the grudges and accept me. I had no say in that marriage from beginning to end.

When I first joined Yunnuo, I had just graduated from college. I was full of ambition to work hard and make progress every day. I didn't even have the idea of ​​falling in love, let alone getting married. But he handed me a marriage certificate and said that he had registered for marriage with me. I was so angry at the time, but after his persuasion, I actually agreed happily.

Then I immersed myself in that marriage, unable to extricate myself from the beauty of it, and had all kinds of fantasies about the future. I had just invited my uncle to dinner, hoping that he could help me convince my parents, but the next time I got home, he wanted to divorce me without giving any reason.

I am not a stone. I feel pain too. I was married and divorced for no apparent reason, but I didn't hit him with a machete. After the divorce, I was still able to talk to him calmly. I think I am already very amazing.

After divorcing him, I have been mentally preparing myself for this period of time, telling myself to cheer up, forget him, move on from the past, and work hard again. I have finally convinced myself, but then you came and told me this, and I don’t know what to do. Brother, to be honest, I am very confused now…”

Hearing Chu Yuran say this, Zhan Junlin was of course distressed and even more sorry, and quickly said: "I'm sorry, Xiaobai, all this is because of me."

"Brother, I understand how you feel. If we were to separate because of you, you would feel particularly guilty and remorseful. I understand.

If we divide this matter into two parts, he is a policeman and I am a citizen. I really admire him and feel sorry for him. He is a good policeman. Like his brother, he is also dedicated to the mission and is willing to sacrifice his life to complete the task. I admire him very much, really.

But once the identities changed, he was my ex-husband and I was his ex-wife, he became less rational. Simply because he was too psychologically constrained, he pulled me in to complete the task, but when he found out that I was the sister of his enemy, he immediately kicked me out.

The hurt from love cannot be healed immediately. If he really hurt me, and I can still laugh it off, it means I have never loved or I am an idiot. I don’t have the pain sensor and I am happy.”