Six years later, she amazed the world with her three children

"Chief?"

After hearing Leng Qing's words, Zhan Junlin came back to his senses.

He glanced at Leng Qing again out of the corner of his eye, and suddenly felt that this woman was so pitiful, stupid and foolish.

Why didn't Fang Yanwei contact her? Maybe he was injured at that moment, and his family was sick, so he was anxious to leave. What about the future?

It was like graduation season was also breakup season. He was no longer in the army, and perhaps due to psychological trauma, he never wanted to return to the army. He felt that there was no possibility for him and Leng Qing.

Since she thought he was dead and cut off contact like this, it was natural to cut off contact. What does this mean in the final analysis? It means that Leng Qing is not that important in his heart.

Or maybe, in his heart, he risked his life to let Leng Qing escape first. He was the one who saved her life. For this relationship that ended in vain, his sacrifice was enough and he felt at ease without any condemnation from his conscience.

But he didn't know that this silly woman really took it to heart and took it seriously. She always believed that the man she loved died to save her. If she found another man afterwards, it would be a betrayal to him.

Seven years passed like this.

And what about him?

He soon came out of it, took the civil service exam, switched to become a police officer, and also met Director Zhao's daughter. He dated her for five years, and now they are about to get married.

"What's wrong, Chief?" Leng Qing still couldn't figure it out. "Why are you asking this suddenly? Could it be... that he didn't sacrifice himself?"

Zhan Junlin looked at her. When Leng Qing asked this question, her eyes were full of expectation and light.

If he told her at this moment that Fang Yanwei was really not dead, would she jump for joy? Would she think that there are myths in this world, and there is love that is more legendary and touching than the ones in TV dramas?

But reality is reality after all.

She thinks she lives a very realistic life, but in fact, she is the only one living in a fairy tale.

"I just asked casually." Zhan Junlin asked again, "Do you particularly hope that he is still alive?"

"Of course." Leng Qing said firmly, "No survivors were found at the time, but the bodies at the explosion site could not be identified. At that time, I also wondered if he was not dead?

Could it be that he would suddenly come back and live to receive the first-class merit with me? However, there was no miracle and I was just thinking too much.

"I escaped alone at that time, and he was already covered in wounds. He certainly couldn't beat the guard. If I raised the alarm, his accomplices would come. Maybe Yan Wei was cornered and ignited the bomb, and died together with the bad guys, right?"

Hearing this, Zhan Junlin laughed. It was amazing that she had imagined such a tragic and great scene for Fang Yanwei.

So in her heart, Fang Yanwei is a supreme hero and a martyr who should be recorded in history.

"What are you laughing at, Commander?"

"nothing."

Without waiting for Leng Qing to ask anything else, Zhan Junlin immediately said, "Let's go eat first."

"Yes."

Zhan Junlin drove the car into the city and found the best restaurant in the area, a Western restaurant with a very stylish environment.

Leng Qing is still wearing her training uniform. After all the training during the day, she is already sweating all over and her clothes are dirty. It feels particularly inappropriate to eat in a place like this.

"You look the most beautiful as a soldier. Don't worry about it. Come in with me."

"Yes." Leng Qing followed him into the restaurant, found a seat and got out of the car. The waiter asked Zhan Junlin to order. He obviously ordered two servings. Leng Qing hurriedly said, "Commander, I have already eaten, and according to the rules, we cannot eat at this time."

"listen to me."

"Yes."

Leng Qing didn't understand what was wrong with him today, but she could only obey.

While waiting for the meal to be served, Zhan Junlin didn't say a word. He just looked at her and suddenly he couldn't bear to tell her.

After telling her, she would definitely be very happy, and then she would be very sad when she knew he was getting married. But if I didn't tell her, she would live in a sad state of self-deception and self-touching all her life.

After the meal was served, Zhan Junlin regained his composure and said to Leng Qing, "Eat."

"But I can't eat the chief."

"Is it really because you can't eat anymore?" Zhan Junlin just looked at her, with emotions in his eyes that she couldn't read. "If it was Xiaobai, she would definitely be able to eat more. Even if she was really full, she would drink a cup of coffee or eat some fruit salad. In short, she would not let her mouth be idle in front of delicious food.

She can eat, so why can't you? Is it because your stomach is smaller than hers? No, it's your habit, the military rules that are engraved in your bones, the habit of not eating after a certain time.

You and she are two extremes. Your life is full of rules. Every day, you train and go on missions, followed by exercises and various rescue operations. Except for the pitiful time for sleeping and eating, you don't have a moment to rest.

What about Xiaobai? Her life is irregular. She eats when she is hungry, sleeps when she is tired, stays up late to watch TV series when she is excited, and sleeps until noon the next day. When she is in the mood, she draws a design draft. When she is out of inspiration, she can find inspiration through traveling and visiting various jewelry exhibitions.

If you ask 10,000 people which life they would like to live between the two of you, no one will choose your life, of course, this is their ideal choice after being out of touch with reality.

In reality, due to different backgrounds, some people are born into a life of poverty, but most people can only choose a life of rules. And what is the point of their helpless, rule-based, desperate and hard-working life?

It's all for the sake of living a life like Xiaobai, or for the sake of letting your family live a life like Xiaobai. Everyone has a goal in life. To be honest, you just hope that your life will get better.

But what is your goal in life? Can you answer me now? You can't, because you don't know. You no longer have a family, and the goal of wanting your family to live a good life is no longer valid for you.

Is it because your life will get better? No, because you have never thought about your future. You have never thought about getting married or having children. So it is not true that your life will get better in the future.

What is the only explanation? Because you feel that your life was saved by Fang Yanwei, and he exchanged his life for it, so you don’t want to let him down, you dare not die, you can only live.

So how do you survive? You feel like you can’t do anything and you’re only suitable to be a soldier, so you grit your teeth and insist on being a soldier, and you are particularly ambitious to be a female soldier who is no less than a male soldier.

What is the meaning of living like this? Life is so short. If you spend your life just suffering, and you dare not taste the sweetness when it is right next to you, don’t you think it is pathetic?

Leng Qing, you are a human being, a person with flesh and blood. You are not a mindless machine. As long as a person is alive and has thoughts, he should live for himself first.

Live for yourself and fight to the end. Even if you lose, you will have no regrets. If you only live for others and later find that it is not worth it at all, you will realize how stupid you are!

If you spend the rest of your life regretting your stupidity, then your life is wasted. When you don't even want to redeem yourself, no one can redeem you."