Six years later, she amazed the world with her three children

Yang Xilin tried hard to stop Zhan Junlin, and Xue Xiao quickly locked the door to prevent him from going out.

"Chief!"

Yang Xilin felt that he was about to be unable to stop him. At this time, Xue Xiao said loudly: "Zhan Junlin, what do you want to do? I order you not to leave this door now. Do you want to disobey the military order?

The last time you went to rescue Xiao Lu, you disobeyed orders and acted on your own. This is in the army, not at home. You should have been punished for acting on your own last time, but I have exempted you from punishment considering your meritorious service in saving people. If you do it again, it won't be as simple as punishment!

I know about your relationship with Leng Qing, and I know you are particularly worried now that Leng Qing's life or death is uncertain, but you are a soldier and a commander. When did you become so impulsive?

Do you think I want to send Leng Qing to carry out such a mission? Don't I know the cruelty you just mentioned? After I told Leng Qing about this matter, Leng Qing's reaction was much calmer than yours.

At first she said that she didn't want to embarrass you and would break up with you after you attended the military parade, but in the end she couldn't bear to do so. She couldn't bear to break up with you. She didn't want to embarrass you, nor did she want to make you sad.

When she knew about this mission, she begged me again and again. She said she wanted to prove herself with practical actions, she said she didn't want to be wrongly accused and unable to do anything, she said she wanted to realize her value, and she asked me to help you fight for it again after she completed the mission and came back.

She chose to do this because she knows you too well. She knows that you will react strongly after you know it. She knows that you will not accept this result and you will even disobey military orders, so she chose to do this.

How could she not know the dangers you just mentioned? But she went there without hesitation, and I promised her that I would do my best to help you. If she can come back safely, we will all be happy. If she can't come back safely, do you think I will feel good?

She is a special forces soldier who was born as an agent. She is a female soldier, but she is also a woman. She knows the risks and possibilities of this journey better than anyone else, but she has no regrets. You have been a soldier for so many years, and you are now a corps commander. Isn't your ideological awareness higher than Leng Qing's?"

Ideological awareness?

After hearing these four words, Zhan Junlin smiled painfully, looked at Xue Xiao and asked, "My ideological awareness? Then tell me how high my ideological awareness should be?

Is it like what happened to Commander He? His wife was kidnapped by the enemy, and the enemy demanded his wife's life in exchange for military secrets, but Commander He refused to give it, and then his wife was killed.

I would rather sacrifice the lives of my loved ones than be worthy of the uniform I wear. This is a very high level of ideological awareness, right? I can do it, too.

If Leng Qing is captured one day, I will not act on my emotions for the sake of my beliefs. I will also consider the overall situation and give up her. I know she will also let me make such a choice.

In addition to my own suffering, I also have the most realistic merit. I can get merit for it, and Leng Qing will be named a martyr and praised by people. Then what is she now? What are we now?

She is still burdened with the injustice of being framed by Fang Yanwei. She lives in a place where women are only treated as playthings and tools for sexual gratification. She is likely to be abused by many men, and possibly raped and killed. She will die before the day when she is cleared of all charges, and I may not even have a place to collect her body.

If this is the result, should I still be ideologically conscious and stay calm? How can I stay calm? Commander, you said I am the youngest army commander in history, the youngest leader to participate in the military parade, I bring honor to my family, I am full of glory, but in the end I can't marry a woman I want to marry, I can't protect a woman I want to protect! "

After Zhan Junlin finished speaking, Xue Xiao noticed the tears in his eyes. Yes, it was the tears in his eyes. He had been with Zhan Junlin since he was very young. From the day he joined the army, no matter how much sweat or blood he shed, he had never shed a tear. But at this moment, he saw tears in his eyes.

The tears touched him so much that he was speechless for a moment. Although Yang Xilin, who was standing by, did not hear what the two of them said in the office just now, he could guess what they said after hearing this.

Did Leng Qing go undercover in the foreign spy organization where An Yingjie was?

"Humans are not plants or trees. Even the most determined people have their weaknesses. I understand what you said, but time cannot be reversed. Leng Qing is gone. I know your worries and fears, but I still say that we must believe in her.

I believe that she can complete this task excellently, and I believe that she can prove herself on her own. You said you would go out and look for her, but you will never find her if you look blindly like this. Now that things have come to this, we can only try our best to help her complete the task better. No matter how much we say here, it will be useless.

You can lose your temper if you want, you can scold me if you want, I really didn't fulfill my promise to you at that time, I am not your leader now, I am just a person who said something but didn't do it, Xilin, let him go, let him vent all his emotions. "

After hearing Xue Xiao's words, Yang Xilin had to let go of Zhan Junlin, but Zhan Junlin could no longer lose his temper at this moment. Instead, he sat down in his seat with a weak body, without saying a word.

"Chief, Chief?" Yang Xilin shouted worriedly, but Zhan Junlin remained silent.

“If you don’t want to vent, just calm down and think carefully about what we should do next to better help Leng Qing.

I will find a reason to postpone your celebration party. We are the only three people in the entire military region who know that Leng Qing is out on a mission. For her safety, we cannot create any more trouble. You should have a good rest these two days. You can continue working when you have rested thoroughly and recovered. "

After saying that, Xue Xiao walked out, leaving only Zhan Junlin and Yang Xilin in the office.

Zhan Junlin just sat in his seat without saying a word. Seeing him like this, Yang Xilin was worried and blamed himself.

"I'm sorry, Chief." Yang Xilin lowered his head tightly and said these three words to Zhan Junlin.

"What have you done to make me feel sorry for?" Zhan Junlin looked straight ahead, his voice a little weak.

"Because of An Yingjie, this case was not originally our responsibility. After rescuing them, we handed them over to the local police station. I had nothing to do with the follow-up. It was because An Yingjie recognized me and wanted to marry me and become the leader's wife that she tried every means to get back to the army with us.

This case was supposed to have nothing to do with us, but it got linked to our army. I indirectly harmed Lieutenant Colonel Leng. I’m sorry, Commander, I’m sorry…”