Six years later, she amazed the world with her three children

Chapter 446 I love him very much, I really don’t want to lose him

Bai Yanxin was showing symptoms of threatened miscarriage at this time, and she felt very guilty about it, as she was just adding to the chaos.

"Si Chen is fine."

When Bai Yanxin said this just now, Qin Muyan really wanted to go home and see Zhan Sichen immediately.

But she suddenly thought of that night when Zhan Sichen was in a bad mood and would rather stay in the car than go home. So now that he is in a low mood, does he want a space to be alone?

And based on her understanding of Zhan Sichen, even if she went back, he would ask her to come back to take care of Bai Yanxin, so forget it.

If he was really not feeling well, Wu Ma would tell him that it was not too late to go back then.

"Mu Yan, I'm in the hospital now. I'll call the nurse if there's anything. You don't have to stay here with me. President Zhan is more important." Bai Yanxin said apologetically.

"It's really okay." Qin Muyan put down the phone and returned to the accompanying bed.

Seeing her like this, Bai Yanxin couldn't help but ask: "Mu Yan, why do I feel like you are worried?"

Worried?

In fact, she was feeling quite suffocated now, and since there was no one else here, Qin Muyan just said it.

"Yan Xin, I don't know if I'm being overly suspicious, but I just feel that since Madam Zhan passed away, there has been a subtle change in the relationship between me and Si Chen.

I can't say there's a particularly obvious change. He's still very good to me, and I still love him, but the feeling is very subtle, and I feel like there's a gap between us."

In fact, Qin Muyan had already asked Bai Yanxin about this issue when Madam Zhan had just passed away.

At that time, Bai Yanxin really thought she was worrying too much, but so much time has passed and she still said so. Bai Yanxin no longer thinks she was worrying too much. After all, a woman's sixth sense is very accurate.

"Why do I have this feeling? Are there any specific changes?" Bai Yanxin asked.

"He has a lot of things hidden in his heart and doesn't want to tell me. He also doesn't want to expose any of his low moods to me. Does this count? Should it count?"

This made Qin Muyan feel that she was a failure as a wife. As his bedmate, she should share all his emotions, but he was unwilling to tell her.

"Also, he has been having trouble sleeping recently and always has nightmares. He dreams about Madam Zhan. After waking up, he will be in a trance for a short time, and then he will come to his senses and keep silent to me."

Qin Muyan let out a long breath and continued, "It's normal actually. He had severed his mother-son relationship with Madam Zhan for my sake. We didn't have any contact with each other. It was my own stupidity.

Although I didn't push her, she died because of me. Si Chen would think of his mother every day when he saw me. When he thought of his mother, and then saw me, a murderer, right next to him, he must be in pain, right?"

Qin Muyan started crying when she said this. She really understood Zhan Sichen. Because she understood his thoughts, she knew the contradiction between his love for her and his unwillingness to face it.

Seeing Qin Muyan crying, Bai Yanxin hurried over to hug her and advised: "From Mr. Zhan's perspective, it is true that he will feel conflicted and entangled. After all, it has been a short time. After a while, he will really let it go, and everything will be fine."

Can he really let it go? That's his biological mother. Even though Madam Zhan is cruel to everyone, she really loves Zhan Sichen.

Every time he sees her, he can't help but think of his mother's death. Will he really let it go completely?

"Yan Xin, I really regret it. I don't want to be like this. I don't want to lose Si Chen. I love him so much. I really love him."

Qin Muyan suddenly lost control of her emotions while speaking, and Bai Yanxin quickly comforted her: "No, no, you two have such a good relationship, how could this happen? It will pass, everything will pass, okay?"

"Yeah." Qin Muyan nodded.

"If you feel sad now, just cry if you want to. You will feel better after crying."

After Bai Yanxin said this, she couldn't help it anymore and burst into tears. After crying, she really felt much better.

"I'm sorry, Yan Xin, you're a patient now, and I'm asking you to comfort me." Qin Muyan looked at the time. It was already late at night.

"Go to bed quickly. Pregnant women must not stay up late." Qin Muyan said.

"Okay, then let's sleep together. Stop crying after you just cried and have a good sleep."

Qin Muyan nodded, then turned off the lights, lay down on the bed and closed her eyes.

Naturally, she didn't sleep well that night, and Zhan Sichen really didn't sleep all night.

He was extremely scared, afraid that the result was something he didn't want to face.

He asked Lin Wei to check all the details of the maid. She was just an ordinary peasant girl with no background. She entered the old house as a maid when she was less than 20 years old and has been there for so many years.

Moreover, Madam Zhan has always been strict with the maids in her house. The maids basically have no private space of their own, and they don't have any social circle except for work.

Saying that she was bribed? Who could it be?

If she hadn't been bribed, would what she said be true? If what she said was true, then...

Thinking of this, Zhan Sichen couldn't help but shudder. No, it can't be true. His Chu Xi wouldn't lie to him, wouldn't...

In fact, in the current situation, everyone is just sticking to their own story and they can't produce any substantial evidence, so let's leave the investigation to Jin Linfeng and let Jin Linfeng tell him the truth with facts.

Zhan Sichen got up early the next morning. He had been lying in bed all night and couldn't sleep, feeling really uncomfortable.

He suddenly thought of something and called Lin Wei on the landline.

"Hello, President Zhan."

"Please keep a close eye on the maid I asked you to keep an eye on. I want to see her after I'm done with my work for the next two days. Don't lose her." Zhan Sichen ordered.

"Okay, Mr. Zhan."

After making this call to Lin Wei, he made another call to Ou Xiangbei.

Now Ou Xiangbei is the only one dealing with Ou Yancheng's funeral, and no one else can help.

"Have you set a date for the funeral?" Zhan Sichen asked.

"Tomorrow." Ou Xiangbei said, "After all, his identity was embarrassing when he was alive, and I don't want to make it public, so let's just hold a low-key funeral in secret."

"Okay, I'll come see you tomorrow."

"You don't have to come, I'm fine on my own." Ou Xiangbei said.

"I'm fine now, and I'm just sitting around doing nothing. Please send me the address where Ou Yancheng will be buried."

"Okay then." Since Zhan Sichen wants to come, let him come. "I'll send you the address later."

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