Zongman: I am on the set of Oregairu, playing the role of Bai Xue

(I am trying to see if this can be published. I have attached some outlines and settings. They are quite abstract and difficult to understand.)

The original Oregairu: It is quite difficult to understand. The character dialogues are sometimes very obscure. If you want to dig deeper, you need a lot of details as an aid, but the animation is limited in length, which hinders the audience's understanding.

[The spiritual struggle between Dionysus and Apollo]

Indulge in the beauty and peace of mind of the collective, erode individual characteristics, and lose rational self.

Pursuing extreme rationality and perfection, trapped in the complex cage of self-construction, and afraid of change due to individual fragility, becoming a timid wise man.

Kitano and Hachiman think differently and look at things from different perspectives.

From the initial negativity, conceit, inferiority, and extreme rationality, Hachiman grew up to face it calmly, understand emotions and gain his own confidence. From loneliness to lively interpersonal relationships, the most important thing is to find a soul mate.

Explanation of the real thing:

1. Eternal and absolute language (which humans cannot achieve and is subject to the limitations of a given individual)

2. Ability to resonate with different emotions.

3. Sincere and pure interpersonal relationships (not a personal judgment, because everyone makes mistakes to some extent, which leads to deviations), such as: the close friends that people often talk about. The real Yukino, not the Yukino that is constructed without permission.

4. Accept your own shortcomings and become a truly independent person.

5. Only when both the inside and outside are true can it be called a real thing. Adapt to the environment (people) and keep your original heart. Whether you can get the real thing is not important, what is important is the heart that wants to have the real thing.

Resonance points of the original work: Hikigaya Hachiman's lonely situation, withdrawn personality, unique way of thinking, similar failure experience to most people, funny and sad black history, and twisted personality growth. After meeting Dango and Yukino, his world gradually became different.

Yukinoshita Yukino (Dream):

On entrustment (opposition, relaxation, understanding, suspicion, trust)

Attitude (cold, sarcastic, equal, approving, partial, enthusiastic)

In terms of personality (pseudo-independence, breaking, confusion, being guided, dependence, change, independence), I no longer live under the shadow of my sister, nor do I have to rely on anyone.

Yuigahama Yui (Realistic):

Attitude (close, passionate, break, alienate, regret, recover, greed)

Personality (accommodating others, denying, doubting, believing, changing, being independent)

Make true friends and find your own love.

One color feather (fate):

Attitude (curious, tentative, close, strategic, enthusiastic, possessive)

Personality (selfish, lonely, pretending, letting down one's guard, showing one's true self)

There are two common schools of thought among employees:

1. The "True Self School" values ​​friendship and loyalty, distinguishes between the primary and the secondary, and is unwilling to easily abandon the self and the past. [It seems conservative and stable, but in fact it is under high pressure, in order to unify the self and check all the secondary masks. ]

2. The "false self school" enjoys life in the moment, and suppresses past memories with special superpowers, just to seek excitement. [It seems crazy and has no bottom line, but in fact it is to protect the fragile self. In order to unify the performance, all masks can be easily discarded. ]

Important events that happened before graduation:

On Yuigahama's birthday, she expressed her feelings to Kitano, but the latter tried to shirk her responsibilities by saying that the progress was too fast (recorded footage).

The volunteers of the Forest School helped Tsurumi Rumi, "It's rare that you brought a digital camera, why not take some pictures? Compared to taking pictures of the scenery, the data of people's photos is the most valuable." At the end, Yukinoshita was picked up by Haruno. It was the first time she met all the members of the Servant Club. Haruno's first impression of Kitano: steady, ordinary, and let go of the car accident.

Long Summer Vacation: Yuigahama and Miura Genmichi invited Isshiki to a never-ending date. He could not see Yukino during the summer vacation (she attended a cram school at some point) and blamed Kitano for not contacting him. Kawasaki Daishi asked Kitano out through Komachi to consult about Sobu High School and happened to meet Kawasaki Saki.

Fireworks Festival: The three of them participated together and staged a Shura scene. Yang No learned from the staff that Yukino, who was supposed to stay at home, showed up here. She secretly looked for Yukino and saw all the members of the Servant Club. Yang No came forward to invite them to sit in the VIP seats to enjoy the fireworks. During the period, she tried to test Kitano in various ways, but the three girls covered for each other, which exposed some unnecessary information. Yuigahama noticed that everyone was not getting along well during the period, and suggested that Kitano choose one person as a girlfriend. She finally convinced the other two with various reasons: "The relationship is only on the surface. We will need to break up in front of everyone in the future. I am the most suitable candidate."

The school festival is coming: with the help of Hayama and Miura, the second-year F class selected Yui and Kitano. Sagami can't make trouble, but wants to secretly trip up Miura in the play. Totsuka's change makes him reject the "The Little Prince" in which Ebina's homosexuality is seen. The script is changed to "Romeo and Juliet". Miura and Hayama are framed, and Totsuka plays one of the villains.

Interlude, the atmosphere of the cultural festival is boosted - the executive committee of the cultural festival, Yukino is pushed to the executive committee, Isshiki is also among them, the members of the Servant Club gather on the spot, but in order to create an opportunity for Yui and Kitano to be together, the two girls assist slightly. Kitano is not disgusted, but suggests not to make a big fuss, and expresses her initiative to confess. Sister-con Haruno is also there, Yukino and the entire Servant Club are her focus of observation, but seeing that Kitano has become a couple with Yuigahama, her interest in Kitano suddenly drops sharply.

Sports Festival: Red and White Group, Miura and Kitano are in one group, Yuigahama and Yukinoshita are in the same group, the winner needs to meet one request of the other party. In order to assist Miura, Kitano became the general of the Hayama Genjo group.

School trip (to be determined): The subtle distance between Miura and Hayama, Yuigahama's long-term closeness to Kitano, Miura's desire to confess, Tobe's reckless confession, Ebina's euphemistic request. Yukinoshita escaped from the incompatible girls' group in the name of the request, went out on a date with Kitano at night, and expressed her concerns (current situation and future). The request was successfully resolved, and someone filmed a video of Ebina rejecting someone else's confession.

Student Council Election: Isshiki is targeted by a group in his class. Although Kaori, who was involved in the "love letter incident", informed him and she knew about their prank in advance, he still acted coquettishly: "It's all my fault that I don't have a relationship. They mistakenly thought that I'm easy to bully, so I have to take responsibility." Hiratsuka Shizuka and Jonghyun find the Servant Club and ask them to join the Student Council.

Christmas Joint Event: Kitano didn't plan to participate, but Isshiki insisted on dragging him to go, with Yukino and Yui both putting pressure on him, and he ended up meeting Kaori Orimoto. The short confrontation between the pseudo-ex and the current, Tsurumi Rumi's changes during the event, and the entire Servant Club going into battle to defeat the Rasengan leader.

(Life has forced me to put my fan fiction writing on hold for fun, and I’m preparing to switch to “original writing”, still on Tomato.)