Zongman: I am on the set of Oregairu, playing the role of Bai Xue

After the rain washed Sobu High School, many puddles were left on the ground.

The wind creates ripples.

Bei Nuo left the classroom which had become noisy due to the end of get out of class, and he was already familiar with the route to the Service Club.

Lately he's been thinking about his student days a lot.

Not Hachiman's, but Kitano's own.

During class, when the teacher accidentally says something funny, the whole class will laugh along.

Every time this happened, he would be overwhelmed by a strong sense of déjà vu.

I seemed to hear the laughter of my friend sitting next to me.

But there was only a familiar yet blurry face in his mind, and he had long forgotten the person's name.

Only the experiences of laughter remained in that classroom of the past.

These reminded him that he was not always alone.

Why did the friends around me disappear?

Beinuo pieced together the fragmented answers, rejected them one after another, and walked forward silently.

Before he knew it, he had arrived at the door of the service club.

His thoughts were pulled back.

He reinstated himself as a member of the Service Society.

Logically speaking, as a member of this club, it shouldn't matter if you don't knock on the door.

But every time he wanted to push the door open, Yukinoshita's dissatisfied gaze would always appear in front of him, as if warning him.

If you dare not knock on the door, you will inevitably be stared at coldly and criticized verbally.

It is better to have less trouble than more. In order to avoid this meaningless cycle, Beinuo will choose to knock on the door in the end.

As fingers knocked on the door.

From inside the room came Yukinoshita's permission: "Come in."

Bei Nuo pushed open the door. The layout of the activity room was the same as usual. He walked to his fixed seat without saying a word.

Yukinoshita just glanced at him and then turned her gaze back to the page of the book.

Very good, this is indeed the correct way to enter.

Unfortunately, it only took a moment.

The door suddenly opened with a "clatter", followed by a familiar greeting.

"Ya hello!"

Yuigahama came in.

Yukinoshita sighed quietly and wanted to remind Yuigahama to knock on the door before coming in, but she didn't have time to open her mouth.

"Xiaoxue, do you know?" The other party took the initiative and took over the topic.

Yuigahama trotted over and soon sat next to Yukinoshita. "The math knowledge points are so hard to understand recently. The teacher teaches more and more formulas. My brain is almost not enough!"

The topic of mathematics then begins.

Yukinoshita's attention was also drawn away.

Seeing that Yukinoshita finally stopped reminding him to knock on the door, Kitano finally became more indulgent towards Yuigahama?

Could it be that he should learn from Yuigahama?

Otherwise, he should start his conversation by saying "Ya hello" when he enters the door next time. Maybe it will work wonders.

The conversation between the two girls inadvertently drifted into Beinuo's ears.

It's just some little things that happened in class.

With Yuigahama's narration, she always finds fun from strange angles.

Perhaps it was because she had the information advantage of a current group and could inadvertently reveal the truth behind things.

Even though Yukinoshita was reluctant to listen at first, she was still led astray by Yuigahama's continuous output.

Beinuo couldn't help but sigh that so many things could happen in one school day.

No wonder Yuigahama complained that math was too difficult. It seems your mind was not on the class.

"Come to think of it..." Yukinoshita remembered something from the casual chat.

She turned her gaze to Beinuo, "You didn't seem to be in the classroom during the lunch break."

The sudden change of subject left him somewhat confused.

"I went to enjoy the rain, so I wasn't in the classroom. So, why are you suddenly concerned about my whereabouts? And how did you know I wasn't in class at noon? Could it be..."

"Please rest assured, it's definitely not what you think. It has nothing to do with me even if you get soaked." There was no emotion in Yukinoshita's tone, but it was extremely convincing.

Bei Nuo was sure that she had nothing to hide, she was just a little confused.

"It seems he doesn't know what happened at noon."

Yukinoshita said this to Yuigahama, as if asking for Yuigahama's opinion with her eyes.

From this perspective, what happened seemed to have more to do with Yuigahama.

Kitano looked at Yuigahama in confusion.

Why does it sound like he missed some important event?

Yuigahama looked a little nervous, "Ah...it's nothing actually."

She smiled awkwardly, "I've been coming to the Service Club quite often recently, and I also made an appointment with Xiaoxue for lunch today, but I missed the opportunity to leave the classroom, ahaha, so... I accidentally had a conflict with Yumiko."

After hearing her explanation, Bei Nuo immediately remembered the plot in the anime.

That was indeed the case! No wonder he felt like he had forgotten something.

It was also a rainy day.

Hachiman was forced to stay in the classroom to eat lunch, so he happened to see that scene.

But he did the opposite and ran to enjoy the rain, it would be strange if he didn't miss it.

If Yukinoshita hadn't brought this up, Beinuo would still be in the dark.

He quickly adjusted his mood and demeanor, and played the role of a good listener, "And then?"

"Then I went to find her." Yukinoshita took over the conversation. "Yuigahama-san was lectured completely one-sidedly. We couldn't even have the most basic communication. Now that I think about it..."

She briefly recounted what happened next, although she omitted some details, but Beinuo did not ask any more questions.

He did miss this event, but it had little impact at the moment, so he secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

From the perspective of the material, it shouldn't make any difference if Bei Nuo wasn't present, not to mention that this incident had little to do with him.

Even if he was really present, he would not intervene casually.

I guess Yuigahama doesn't want him to interfere, after all, this is Yuigahama's private matter.

Yukinoshita's eyes narrowed, and she didn't know what she was thinking of. "Looking at your expression, it seems like you don't have any ideas."

Bei Nuo was a little confused and asked back: "What should I think?"

Yukinoshita didn't say anything, but her eyes were still fixed on him, as if waiting for him to express his attitude.

There was no other way, so Bei Nuo had to add again, "No, it has nothing to do with me. With the president personally taking action, isn't this matter resolved?"

Judging from the direction of the original story, this matter is Yukinoshita's home court, and it doesn't matter whether he is present or not.

But Beinuo did not realize at this time that the past maps were slowly becoming ineffective.

After hearing what he said, Yukinoshita's eyes showed a complicated expression, "Really..."

If Bei Nuo had been more careful at this moment, he would have noticed that there was another meaning in her tone.

Yukinoshita exhaled slowly, her lips slightly parted, as if she was about to say something but hesitated. If she hadn't met Bei Nuo, she would have been able to easily hide her emotions at the moment...

But the ideas that Yukinoshita had held on to in the past were slowly loosening, just like her slightly trembling pupils.

The activity room fell inexplicably quiet.

Then, Yukinoshita's voice was heard again.

"According to you, if you were there at the time, would you have just stood by and watched?"

Her voice was not loud, but one could hear the disappointment in it.

No matter how slow Bei Nuo was, he noticed something unusual about Yukinoshita at this moment.

"Wait a minute, that's not what I meant." He denied it immediately and couldn't help but frown, wondering what was going on.

Completely unaware, Yukinoshita was watching his demeanor.

Until she saw the helpless smile on Beinuo's face.

Yukinoshita suddenly tightened her grip on the pages of the book in her hands.

Her crystal-clear pupils were trembling, and several disgusting scenes flashed quickly before her eyes.

Even though Yukinoshita didn't want to believe the speculation in her heart, the gray emotions still turned into a wave and hit her.

If it were in the past, Yukinoshita would have been able to properly deal with her inner restlessness, after all, she had already made up her mind.

but now……

She can't.

Before Bei Nuo could explain further, she interrupted him.

"No need to say more." She said without a trace of emotion.

Bei Nuo's tone paused, he knew something was wrong.

But what went wrong?

"You wouldn't misunderstand anything..."

"Yeah, I misunderstood you."

"Can you please listen to what I have to say..."

"But wasn't your attitude just now obvious?"

"..."

Yukinoshita's voice was not loud, but the excitement in her words could not be concealed.

She clenched her teeth, and her uneasy breath revealed an unrelieved sense of loss.

Bei Nuo couldn't help but stiffen.

The forgotten fragments of the past gradually overlapped with the scene before his eyes, and he sat in the chair for a while and forgot to respond.

The atmosphere became more depressing.

He finally remembered why he became so withdrawn...

The Ministry fell into a terrible silence.

Yuigahama on the side subconsciously held her breath, and only dared to carefully observe the conditions of the two people with her peripheral vision, for fear that her slightest actions would disturb them.

Often at this time, the person who would take the initiative to break the silence is Yuigahama.

"Um...Xiaoxue, calm down for a moment, okay?"

Yuigahama tried to soften her tone as much as possible. She was very close to Yukinoshita and could touch her with just a slight stretch of her hand.

Unfortunately, before Yuigahama could get over.

Yukinoshita bit her lip and uttered a "sorry" as fragile as ice crystals.

Then she left her seat and walked quickly towards the door.

"Ah, Xiaoxue, wait a minute..."

Yuigahama stretched out her hand to ask Yukinoshita to stop, but she clearly felt a sense of powerlessness and was unable to stop Yukinoshita.

The hand reached halfway and then stopped.

While Yuigahama was hesitating whether to catch up, Yukinoshita had already left the activity room.

A wave of doubt rose in her heart, questioning her: Can I really catch up?

"Follow me."

Yuigahama's long eyelashes trembled slightly, and Kitano's words gave her motivation.

"Then... then Ah Qi can come too."

Seeing Yuigahama was hesitant, Kitano could only explain: "It won't help if I follow her now. You are the only one who can comfort Yukinoshita."

"Me? Can I...really do this?"

Yuigahama exudes lack of confidence everywhere.

Beinuo felt helpless but at the same time he could understand her feelings, so he encouraged her from the bottom of his heart.

"Of course you can. Or rather, only you can do it, because you are Yukinoshita's only friend in school."

Kitano's words woke Yuigahama from her self-doubt.

"Yeah...it's true. Um, Qi! I'll do my best!"

"Go quickly, or you'll be gone forever."

Watching Yuigahama trotting out of the activity room, the entire service club was now completely quiet.

Beinuo also gradually fell into deep thought.

Is it still too immature after all?

But - no problem, he is no longer the same person he was before, and the so-called dark past is nothing but a subjective fabrication.

My previous aloofness is long gone, and there is no need to pretend to be profound in front of them.

"Tsk, I didn't adjust my mood right away. It's really embarrassing." He couldn't help but complain in a low voice, "Will the system edit this part in?"

The thought of using [Time Rewind] flashed through his mind.

No need...at least he can still control it.

However, he still has to face two ultimate problems.

Was he wrong?

If he was wrong, how was he wrong?