He secretly changed his character

Lu Qingya sat on the sofa in the living room. Fei Mingze poured a glass of red wine and placed it in front of him as a treat.

Lu Qingya could see that Fei Mingze was already drunk, so he didn't care much about the impoliteness of serving red wine instead of tea to entertain guests.

Fei Mingze put down the quilt and leaned lazily on the sofa. He looked tired and decadent. "Doctor Lu, are you here to look for Zichu? He's not here."

Lu Qingya glanced at Fei Mingze and asked cautiously, "He is sick, did you know?"

Fei Mingze choked up and said, "...I already know."

"Oh——" Lu Qingya thought about it and felt that Fei Mingze's reaction was reasonable. Lu Zichu's concealment of his illness was also in line with his deep love for his partner.

He naturally felt very uncomfortable talking about this. After all, no matter who the patient was, as a doctor, watching him go to death was a sad and helpless thing.

Every second he faced it, he felt helpless and useless.

Whenever Lu Qingya thought of this, he felt a chill in his heart, which slowly rose to the top of his head. He took out a cigarette from his suit pocket, and just as he was about to smoke it, he saw Fei Mingze, so he handed him one.

In the curling smoke, Lu Qingya saw Fei Mingze just holding the cigarette blankly, looking a little at a loss. He finished smoking a cigarette, put the butt out in the ashtray, restrained his emotions, and asked in a low voice, "Have you made any progress in your research? Can you catch up?"

Fei Mingze pulled the corner of his mouth, his face numb, "It's just a breakthrough in theoretical research, but it hasn't been used in clinical practice yet."

"If there is really no other choice, can you let Zichu test the medicine for you?"

Fei Mingze moved his lips but said nothing.

"Are you so unconfident about your research?"

Fei Mingze put the cigarette under his nose and sniffed it. The smell calmed him down to some extent. "The prerequisite for drug testing is to find his person."

Lu Qingya was surprised, "Zichu is missing?"

Fei Mingze put the cigarette on the table and took a long breath. "I will find him, no matter what the cost."

***

An unknown island in the Pacific Ocean.

It's summer all year round here, and people don't know what cold is.

Jiang Tunan was pruning the branches of hydrangeas in the garden in front of the villa. Although each cluster was lush and leafy, there was not a single bud.

"Why haven't they bloomed yet?" Lu Zichu sat on a swing not far away, looking at Jiang Tunan lazily, "I've been here for a month, and I still haven't seen any flowers."

Jiang Tunan put down his tools, walked over to Lu Zichu and touched his forehead, he was worried that he had a fever. He was relieved when he didn't feel anything unusual, his hand slid down and straightened his collar, "It's mainly because we came at the wrong time, the flowers have just withered. If you want to see it, you have to wait until next year."

Lu Zichu turned his head away listlessly, his legs swinging, "What a pity, I can't wait until then."

The smile on Jiang Tunan's face faded instantly, "Don't say such unlucky words again in the future."

Lu Zichu sighed softly, thinking that Jiang Tunan was just deceiving himself. It was as if he could accumulate life points by not saying anything. Regardless of whether he said it or not, when the time came, he still had to leave.

Jiang Tunan half-knelt in front of Lu Zichu, looking at him with a complicated expression. Then he stood up and returned to the flowers. He stopped trimming the branches and started pulling up the hydrangeas instead.

Lu Zichu saw it and immediately ran over to stop him, "What are you doing? Why are you going crazy?"

Jiang Tunan fiercely threw a hydrangea he had pulled out to the ground. "Don't you just want to see the flowers? Tomorrow I'll plant you something that will bloom right away. Gardenia, jasmine, sunflower. Whichever one blooms in the summer, that's what I'll plant for you."

Lu Zichu shook his head and dug a hole with his hands, preparing to replant the flower he had pulled out. He said hurriedly and with a hint of complaint, "I don't want it. I just want to see the flowers here bloom. Just like people, if I die, can you just replace me with another one?"

Jiang Tunan's defense was broken. He threw the hydrangea in his hand towards Lu Zichu, "Can you please not say that?!"

Before he finished speaking, tears were already pouring down his cheeks. He didn't even have time to pause. He was a little embarrassed and turned sideways. His voice was very low and intermittent, "Zi Chu, if the child is gone...if you are gone too...I don't know if I will follow you."

Lu Zichu's movements froze. He knew best how Jiang Tunan felt about him. Ever since he got sick, he had been the one running around, seeking medical advice. He was also the one taking care of himself and counseling himself.

It would be fine if it was just me, but of course, there is also Gu Hanzhu and the sick child.

Sometimes, the patient's pain and psychological suffering are not only felt by the patient himself, but also by his relatives who are watching.

Simply learning to accept the departure of the one you love most is the most difficult thing in the world.

Lu Zichu asked, "How did the child... disappear?"

Jiang Tunan said, "Han Zhu went crazy. When she was sick, she strangled the child to death."

Lu Zichu felt a pang of pain in his heart. He could not imagine that the once beautiful, brave and courageous daughter of the Gu family would actually become mentally ill and strangle her beloved child to death.

The gap between them is unacceptable.

His tears fell in an instant.

"Zichu, can you give me a reason to live?" Jiang Tunan lowered his eyes and looked at Lu Zichu with tenderness and sadness.

After he finished speaking, Lu Zichu forced out a smile, almost in a flattering way, and raised his face to him and said, "Oh, I was just kidding. I will definitely live well. Who would want to die?"

Jiang Tunan just stared at him blankly, then slowly moved closer and left a light kiss on his lips, like a dragonfly touching the water.

Lu Zichu didn't hide, as if he didn't think it was a big deal.

Jiang Tunan sat down next to him. He no longer looked at him, but at the sky, and said in a low voice, "Do you want me to call him?"

Lu Zichu hesitated, looking at Jiang Tunan's profile, almost in a trance. After all, he looked too much like Fei Mingze, "Let's... wait a little longer."

Jiang Tunan asked, "How long are you going to wait?"

Lu Zichu didn't say anything.

He had actually made up his mind. He would call Fei Mingze the day he was about to leave.

When he died in his arms, his mission in this world was over.

……

Lu Zichu has been dreaming more and more recently, mainly because he has become more and more sleepy.

In fact, he didn't tell Jiang Tunan that many times he was exhausted and fainted.

Considering that his physical condition had deteriorated and he had no chance of survival, Lu Qingya prescribed him a lot of painkillers before leaving the country.

No matter if he is addicted or not. At this point, the patient can no longer care about so many things. Alleviating pain is the primary goal.

Sometimes Lu Zichu felt like he was in a nightmare before he even fell asleep.

The scenes in the dream were numerous and chaotic, some of which had happened in another world, while the rest were experiences here.

But every dream would always freeze on the scene where Fei Mingze fell on the table after taking a bottle of sleeping pills.

Every time he woke up, his face was covered with tears. Lu Zichu didn't know if this was some kind of strong omen, whether he was about to leave, and leave so suddenly.

He strolled along the tree-lined path, his heart in turmoil.

Every evening, he would go out, walk along the path to the beach, and look at the white lighthouse not far away.

Today, it’s still the same.

However, when he came to the beach and wanted to find a rock to sit on, he suddenly saw a familiar figure flash over the white lighthouse.

"Zhao Xiaotang?"

Lu Zichu was very surprised.

Why is she here? !

Or is it that I am dazzled?

Lu Zichu couldn't suppress his curiosity, so he ran along the rugged seaside path and climbed up to the lighthouse.

But there was no one here.

Lu Zichu looked around, but there was no one in sight.

Could it be that I am seeing things?

He was full of doubts and was about to leave the lighthouse.

As he turned the corner, a baseball bat suddenly stretched out and hit him on the back of the neck.

In an instant, Lu Zichu lost consciousness.

Before losing consciousness, Lu Zichu saw Chu Lanxi's face flash by.

***

As for Wen Yannian, it was not until a month later that a breakthrough was made and the whereabouts of Lu Zichu was found.

He immediately told Fei Mingze about this progress.

"Mingze, there is news."

Fei Mingze was curled up on the sofa in the living room. Hearing this, he raised his eyelids and asked, "Zichu's?"

Wen Yannian nodded, "Yes, it's from Zichu."

Fei Mingze immediately perked up and jumped up from the sofa, "Where is it?"

"On an island in the Pacific Ocean. We searched for half a month and finally found his whereabouts."

"he himself?"

Wen Yannian paused, "No."

"With whom?" Fei Mingze looked unhappy and asked tentatively, "With Zhao Xiaotang?"

"It's Jiang Tunan."

Fei Mingze spat, "Fuck! I knew this bastard was hiding something from me."

Wen Yannian smiled dryly and calmly changed the subject, "So, when do you think we should leave?"

Fei Mingze stood up and said, "There is no time to lose, it's now."

Wen Yannian did not dare to delay and immediately applied for an air route and arranged a military aircraft.

An hour later, Fei Mingze boarded the plane.

He didn't sleep, and although he was physically tired, he was mentally excited. He was thinking about what he should say when he really saw Lu Zichu.

He would definitely be scolded to death.

This guy is so old, yet he still disappears. He doesn't even know where he is without him, will he go crazy?

But when he thought about how bad Lu Zichu's health was, Fei Mingze's anger immediately disappeared and he became worried.

Just when Fei Mingze was lost in thought, Wen Yannian suddenly said, "Mingze, your cell phone is ringing."

Fei Mingze came back to his senses and realized that it was indeed his cell phone ringtone. However, he didn't react at first because it was the new satellite phone that Wen Yannian had given him.

He took out his phone and found it was a voice request on WeChat.

From Lu Zichu.

Fei Mingze was about to answer the call, but the other party hung up immediately. The next moment, a photo was sent over.

Fei Mingze only took one look and his expression changed drastically.