Siheyuan: Say no to widows! Restart your life

Xiaodang in the room burst into tears.

The more I think about the treatment I received from my grandmother since I was a child, the more I feel aggrieved.

She never gave me a good look, and never spoke in a gentle voice. She always stood on my brother's side. No matter what mistakes my brother made, it was always Huaihua and I who were wrong.

What a son-in-law preference.

What a dregs of feudal society.

As I thought about it, I felt sad again.

Grandma was just looking for trouble and using this excuse to vent her inner frustration and anger. Life at home was not easy during this period and we were almost running out of food.

Do you really think that people in the street office are vegetarians?

The family more or less gave some money to Sha Zhu, and the house was also taken away. A large family squeezed together, wouldn't there be any conflicts?

It's all because of money.

If I had a lot of money, would these things still happen? Would my grandmother still dare to treat me like this? But as a woman, how should I get money, and get a lot of money?

I have thought about this question for a long time.

Growing up in a yard, I was used to seeing all kinds of messy things. My mother told me the answer from her own experience: as long as a woman is willing to give it her all, there is nothing she can't overcome.

But what happened to Sha Zhu reminded me that even if a woman wants to make a move, there is a time limit. If her looks are gone and her figure is out of shape...

No matter how hard you try, you can't do it.

"Sister, don't be angry. Grandma is just like that. She speaks her mind and doesn't like things that sound nice..." Just when all sorts of messy thoughts were emerging in her mind, Huaihua's voice brought her back to reality.

I was already very angry.

This made me even angrier.

Thinking about what I had experienced since childhood, tears couldn't help but fall.

"Sister! Don't cry..." Huaihua couldn't help but panic. She wanted to persuade her but didn't know how to start, so she could only walk around in circles.

"Why is our life so miserable? Is it because we are girls? If we were boys, would grandma be like this?"

"Am I right?"

"In grandma's eyes, the two of us are outsiders, even mom is an outsider."

"He only has his brother in his heart."

"My little grievance is nothing. Think about how much grievance my mother has suffered. Why can't she and Sha Zhu be together? Why did she get an IUD?"

"Just because we are young doesn't mean we don't know anything, and it doesn't mean we don't know what is right and wrong. I now understand that in grandma's eyes, we are nothing. Why should we care about this and that?"

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A torrent of voices rang out.

The more Xiaodang talked, the angrier he got. He felt that his grandmother was nothing. He felt sick just looking at her face. It was just that this kind of person was someone he couldn't afford to offend, and he couldn't hide from. He felt completely powerless.

"What are you talking about! Sister..." Huaihua's mind went blank. Although she didn't understand what she wanted to express, she had a very dangerous feeling in her heart.

Xiao Dang wiped away tears with his hands. Many things have to be fought for by oneself: "Let me ask you one question, is mom's efforts worth it over the years? What has she gained from grandma?"

"It's not worth it!" Huaihua blurted out without thinking much.

Xiao Dang looked outside and saw that there was no one, so he said with relief: "Have you ever seen grandma working since you were a child? Have you ever seen her making money? All this money was earned by mom. But when mom comes back, you have to endure her anger and listen to her pointing fingers. If you were her, would you do this?"

"Why not do this? We are women!" Huaihua said with a little emotion.

Xiao Dang was amused by this: "Pretend! You try your best to pretend. When our mom and Sha Zhu were together, you often pretended to be a good girl in front of Sha Zhu. Don't think I don't know what's going on in your mind? Is it necessary for us two sisters to hide things like this?"

"sister……"

Huaihua blushed.

I shouted in embarrassment.

It's not a taste in my heart.

"Do you think the reason why I got slapped was because grandma was upset by what I said? No, it was because of the change in Shazhu during this period that made her unable to eat or sleep well. She was feeling angry but had no place to vent, so she found me. She could hit me just now, and tomorrow she can hit you, and the day after tomorrow she can hit mom." Xiaodang said angrily, but she kept her voice very low.

Huaihua moved her lips, wanting to say something to persuade him, but she found her words were too pale, so she swallowed them back.

"I've had enough over the years, and I've seen it all. I don't want to endure the injustice my mother has suffered in my lifetime. So I decided to live for myself, not for this family."

"Only if I live a good life will I be respected and have the energy to help you and mom."

“So I made a bold decision.”

Xiaodang's tone was particularly firm, with a sense of unquestionableness. She took a few deep breaths, but a sense of pain appeared on her face.

"What exactly do you want to do?" For some reason, Huaihua felt a little nervous. Looking at the sister in front of her, it seemed that she had changed and become extremely unfamiliar.

Xiaodang didn't say anything.

Just staring at her.

He stared at her until she felt uncomfortable. “Let me ask you one thing. Do you want to live your own life to the fullest, or do you just want to repeat your mother’s life on you? No matter what we say or do, everything in the house belongs to your brother. Don’t you understand? Or are you just pretending to be confused?”

"What on earth do you want to do..." Huaihua was terrified, as if she was being stared at by a poisonous snake. She was her own sister, why did she suddenly become so dangerous and terrifying?

Xiao Dang weighed the pros and cons again and again, and said the decision he had been thinking about for a long time: "I want to hold all of Sha Zhu's things in my hands. If you are willing to do it with me, we can split it in half."

"These all belong to my brother, and given the current relationship between mom and Shazhu, it's impossible for us to snatch all of his things." Huaihua shook her head quickly.

Xiao Dang suddenly laughed happily, his laughter was full of sarcasm: "After all these years since you were a child, you are still as childish as ever. Why are you pretending? Don't think I don't know what's really on your mind. The road is in front of you, and it's up to you how to go about it."

"Don't forget what Sha Zhu said to our mother."

"My mother is old and can't have children. What else can a man want? It's just this. But my mother can't have children, but we can! What's the big deal about having one child? As long as it can change my fate and lead a good life, it's no problem to have three children."

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Xiaodang spoke in a low voice, fearing that her mother and grandmother would find out. Her tone was mixed with rebellion and madness. It was as if she was pushing open a door that could easily lead to financial freedom.