Siheyuan: Say no to widows! Restart your life

As the morning sun shone down, the locust flowers in the room seemed to have lost their souls. She stared blankly at the window, looking at the room where she once lived. Her sister was in the room but she was not.

I can't remember how yesterday ended. I felt like I had walked through an evil hell.

The dirty quilt that had been stepped on had been washed and hung by my mother, in the most conspicuous place outside. What did he look like? My mother went out early and came back late every day, so she had left and gone to work.

Ugh!

I couldn't help but let out a long sigh in my heart.

Especially when I saw my sister buying hot buns and eating them while feeding the dog, I felt an indescribable complex emotion in my heart.

This scene seems familiar, except that it was Shazhu who did it before, and now it’s the sister, and the damage has increased exponentially. Can one be the same if they are not related by blood and the other is related by blood?

The distance is so close.

Why do I feel like I’m living in two worlds?

They were all born from the same parents, so what was the difference? Where did he lose? Looking at the quilt hung out to dry, it was not just a simple quilt, but a dignity that had been shattered to the ground.

I sighed again in my heart.

His eyes were empty and lifeless, full of confusion.

"What are you looking at! Since you choose to make money in an honest way, then just do it well. Don't be envious or jealous. This is your own choice."

"Go after your love."

"Don't waste your time on these meaningless things."

"Don't let me see you wasting time here."

"You are not a child anymore. You have grown up and become an adult. You should have your own independent thinking and choices. Listen to my advice! Don't regret your choice. Don't come and grab the silly pillar. Otherwise, don't blame me for being rude."

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Xiao Dang happened to see the gaze coming over, and his tone was very stern. Sometimes people are so complicated, she was the one who rejected him righteously, and she was also the one who envied him.

It is impossible for you to have everything good in the world.

No responsibility at all.

No payment is made.

How ironic it is to suppress others from the moral high ground, to bind others with moral means and make them willingly devote their lives.

Xiaodang thought about it for a long time at night. It was the first time she stood on Shazhu's side and considered the issue from his perspective. After all, they would become a family in the future.

Only then did I feel that I had been treated unfairly.

"Enough, enough! Stop talking, stop talking..." Huaihua thought about what happened yesterday and roared in shock. His heart, which had finally calmed down, was broken again.

Don't think that just because you are in a relationship with Shazhu now, you can have everything of him.

And what if you have it all?

It only takes a word to take back his things. After all, it was not obtained through your own hard work and sweat, so why do you stand in front and point fingers at him?

I am your sister.

I am your biological sister from the same father and mother. You are happily eating buns and standing opposite to watch the show. Don’t you know how to give me a few? Whose show are you watching? Do I look funny?

elder sister!

It's what a sister should do.

His eyes were red and he stared at her.

"Listen to what you say and look at yourself now! Do you still look like a human being? Like a normal person? Get some water to wash your face, and then we can have a good talk." Seeing his sister almost going crazy, Xiaodang's heart softened a little, but he would not give in when it came to his bottom line.

What good is she?

When mom and dad had a good relationship, she acted cute every day and asked for many benefits. Don't be fooled by her sweet voice, she actually has many little calculations in her heart.

As long as you take a step back.

Next, I will take two, three or even countless steps back to let you know what gentle words and sugar-coated bullets are.

As the elder sister who grew up together, she knows her younger sister better than anyone else in the world. Under the seemingly sweet appearance, she actually hides a greedy heart.

Huaihua was irritated: "Wash my face! You asked me to wash my face, what on my face did you ask me to wash? I'm not a normal person, are you a normal person? Can any normal person do such a shameless thing?"

"Enough!" Xiaodang, who was originally able to remain calm and talk, was also stimulated. When people hurt you, it is never the great principles of strangers, but the words of your loved ones.

The more familiar and close the people are.

The more you know what you care about.

The easier it is to break the defense.

Huaihua's temper flared up and her rationality was swallowed by anger: "If you tell me not to speak, I won't speak. Who do you think you are? Look at the quilt next to you that was hung up by mom to dry. What is that? That is the masterpiece of you as a sister."

"I look down on you!"

"Even if you live a good life in the future to the point where I need to look up to you, I will still look down on you. You not only hurt me, but also my mother and grandmother. You will be punished, and now is just the beginning."

"You trampled on my heart."

"You crushed my heart."

"Do you feel a sense of accomplishment? Are you happy? Are you proud? Is it something worth showing off? If you have the guts, keep feeding the buns in your hand to the dogs. I wonder how many days you can feed them."

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Huaihua became more and more anxious as she spoke, tears welling up in her eyes. He had no scruples in his heart and rubbed salt into the deepest part of his sister's wound.

Thinking of how embarrassed I was yesterday.

The tone became more severe.

"After Mom came back last night, did she look for you? Don't you understand? It's not too late for you to turn back now. As long as you are willing to make a key for me and let me in, I can still forgive you, but after today..."

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At first she spoke with all her might, but gradually she mixed in some personal opinions, and before she even knew it, she had already said it all.

"Key? You said so much, but you still want to move in? Who are you? Why do you want to move in? What qualifications do you have to move in?" At first, I was very angry when I heard these words, and the more I listened, the colder I felt in my heart. Xiaodang smiled, and he smiled very happily. He didn't want to give but to gain.

Is there such a beautiful thing in the world?

What kind of person has the confidence to say such things? Are your values ​​still there? Did you waste all the books you read in school?

She wants to laugh.

Want to laugh out loud.

I feel like this home is full of irony.

"Why? Before asking this question, let me ask you first, who are you? What blood is flowing in your body? After answering, you can consider whether I am qualified to ask this." Huaihua spoke word by word, thinking that he had a strong aura.

I was the oldest in the family except for my brother, and I could get whatever I wanted. If I couldn’t get it, it was just because I acted in the wrong way.

But my sister is different.

She had neither the advantages that her brother had nor the pampering that she had because she was not the youngest.