Siheyuan: Say no to widows! Restart your life

courtyard.

cellar.

A distraught figure sat on the ground, looking around with lifeless eyes, and every detail of the past few years emerged in his mind.

There is the mutual support between him and Sha Zhu.

There are many hardships that I have experienced with Sha Zhu.

He was a man who was more important than my own life. He was kind and responsible. What kind of woman am I? A widow who not only had three children to support, but also a mother-in-law.

As a daughter-in-law, it is your obligation to support your mother-in-law.

As a mother, you also need to raise your children.

At the same time, there are moral constraints.

But Shazhu is different, he is the chef in the factory. He has no burden and can save as much as he earns.

The first barrier between two people is identity.

In those difficult years, in order to survive and for a steamed bun, she threw away her dignity as a woman. She was already a widow, so what else was there to let go of?

But at that time, Shazhu was a ray of light.

Lights up life.

Mustering up the courage to break through the worldly prejudice, the mother-in-law jumped out and became the biggest obstacle, because she also has her own thoughts, ideas and calculations.

If I get married with Sha Zhu and become a family, will my mother-in-law still be my mother-in-law? Do I still have the obligation to support her? How can I have the nerve to continue to enjoy the support of myself and Sha Zhu?

It’s all human nature.

Anyone in her shoes would do the same.

There is nothing wrong with that.

In the end, it was Sha Zhu who took on everything.

In order to have a family, he recognized his mother-in-law as his mother, which solved her biggest concern. However, fate did not let him off, nor did it let him off.

The stick stem became the biggest problem.

As a mother, I cannot be so selfish, so I began to seriously reflect on why so many things happened? Although Shazhu didn't say anything, I knew in my heart that he really wanted to get a marriage certificate, have a big fat boy and have a complete family.

But people can't be so selfish.

If you have a child with him.

What should Banggeng, Xiaodang and Huaihua do? How should they face it? How much money does it cost for the son to get married and the daughter to get married?

Although I have made up my mind not to have children.

I owe Shazhu a little bit.

But he loves me, he will understand me, he will give me everything, and he will not complain. It is better for one person to suffer than for several people or a whole family to suffer.

As I thought about it, a heart-wrenching pain arose in my heart.

Sha Zhu suddenly became cold, as if he was possessed. In fact, this tendency had already appeared. It was only through various means and lobbying by the uncle that it did not explode.

I didn't expect him to be so heartless.

The change of attitude was very decisive.

Don't give any chance at all.

At the beginning, I was still fantasizing that maybe he was just angry at the moment and it would be fine after a while. However, as I waited, I found that the two of us had completely become strangers and parallel lines.

He didn’t just take back the house.

And ask for money in return.

Don't you know how miserable my life is? I didn't ask you to give me that money, but you insisted on giving it to me, and you got angry when I didn't want it.

But he turned against me so ruthlessly.

Is this still the same Sha Zhu I know? Is this still the man who is more important to me than my own life? Since he loves me, he should put himself in my shoes and think about me.

But what did he do?

He attacked the woman he loved without restraint.

Who made his life more important than mine?

If I didn't have the burden on me, I would really want to give this life back to him, but one cannot be so selfish, especially as a woman.

Having a child.

Became a mother.

Why did I end up like this? Whose fault is it? I admit that I was wrong, but I am a woman. What can I do? This is fate. Doesn't Sha Zhu have any fault? In fact, he should be the one who is really wrong.

Eyes turn red.

Tears kept falling.

The repressed emotions reached their limit.

I am a woman, what can I do? I will pay you back in my next life, ten, a hundred, a thousand times what I owe you. But you are a man, facing the woman you love, hiding your little stash, you have other thoughts in mind from the beginning.

Clearly capable.

But just leave it alone.

Is this the responsibility and attitude a man should have?

My fault is fate, but your fault is that you did it on purpose. You were already living such a good life, opening three large shopping malls in one go.

What's the point of us having some soup in the back?

What did you do as a result?

You destroyed the Happy Mall, destroyed the yard, and destroyed the lives of more than 100 people in more than households in the yard. If you have any anger, feel free to direct it at me, even if I give you my life, but please don't hurt innocent people, don't implicate the mother-in-law, Banggeng, Xiaodang and Huaihua, they are innocent.

Qin Huairu felt extremely wronged and powerless against her tragic fate.

Xingfu Mall was thriving, but it collapsed so suddenly. It would be impossible if there was no one behind the scenes pushing it. Why did the fat man report it? Was it because of the uneven distribution of spoils, or was it because someone was using someone else's power to defeat someone else?

Is it wrong for us to want to live a good life?

It's nothing more than using some dishonorable means.

who are you?

You are a fool.

You are also part of the yard.

You will also benefit from the improvement of the yard.

"Woooooooo..."

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The sound of crying began, small at first and gradually became louder, and the things that had happened during this period appeared in my mind. Those smiling customers suddenly became ferocious, they beat, smashed, robbed, and smashed everything they could see.

The light of hope was extinguished.

"Silly Zhu! If you have resentment and anger in your heart, can you just come to me? I will even give you my life..." All the pressure and negative emotions burst out, Qin Huairu yelled at the top of her voice, and tears fell faster.

I dare not show it in other places, but only here. Because as long as I live in this world, I need to play many roles, and those roles do not allow me to be so vulnerable.

"Mom! Mom! Mom..."

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An anxious voice sounded. When Huaihua heard this voice, her heart suddenly ached. She saw a woman who was extremely fragile.

I have always thought that my mother is an omnipotent being who can face anything calmly. She is strong and tolerant, and her seemingly weak body gives me an incomparable sense of security.

However this scene.

Shatter that image in your mind.

It turned out that she was just an ordinary woman. She also had a soft and fragile side, but as a mother she had to be strong.

"Woo, woo, woo..."

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Huaihua's tears suddenly flowed out, and she ran over to hug her mother in her arms, and she kept hearing this sentence in her ears: "I am just a woman, a woman, a woman..."