I'm trying to kill myself in Legend of Zhen Huan

Cuiguo quickly knelt down and said, "My Lady, I dare not talk about the affairs of the palace."

"It's okay. There are only two of us in the room, and no one outside can eavesdrop." Su He contacted the system while looking at the display screen in his head.

[Lingling, can you help me check the surveillance? ]

[Of course~, you can talk in private without worry, I'll do it~, I'll take care of all the surveillance work from now on~]

Su He instantly felt safe. This little system was pretty good. Now he could speak confidently in the future.

But she didn't know that the reason why Lingling agreed so readily was because in addition to the damaged system functions, it discovered that the mind-reading function was absorbed by the emperor of this world, and it couldn't get it back, wuwu┭┮﹏┭┮.

If I am discovered by the host, I don’t know if I will be killed. ┗( T﹏T )┛ I surrender.

Cuiguo stood up and leaned over the window and the door to take a look. She also told the little palace maid at the door to stand further away before returning to the house.

Cuiguo knelt down again, her expression serious, "I know that I have committed a crime of great disrespect. Since the majesty wants me to speak, I will speak boldly."

"My lady, I only know that the queen is unreliable. You have always been attached to her, but you should not listen to her in everything. I always feel that she has bad intentions."

Su He was a little surprised. It seemed that Cuiguo was still very smart.

She personally helped Cuiguo up and patted her hands, "You are doing this for my own good, there is nothing wrong with that, I am just being confused."

"You are right. Not only the Queen, the Queen Mother, and the Emperor, but everyone in the harem is unreliable. If you encounter any problems in the future or someone holds something against you, tell me first and I will do my best to help you."

Although Cuiguo never betrayed Concubine Qi in the play, who knows what kind of butterfly effect will occur after she comes over. Just in case, it is better to say some things in advance.

[Host, host, your son is here~]

"Cuiguo, look and see if the Third Prince is here~"

As soon as the voice fell, a voice from outside was heard coming closer and closer, "Mother~Mother~"

Su He quickly sat up straight and saw a young man about 1 meters tall walking in quickly.

[Lingling, look, this is the legendary giant of the Qing Dynasty. I actually saw him alive today, and he looks pretty good. Although he can't be called a beauty like jade or a peerless gentleman, he is still solemn, cheerful and upright, much better than the silly goose in the TV series.]

[Host, you are really ignorant. I have seen giants before, and they must be twice as tall as him.]

[You know what? In this era, the average height of men is less than 170cm. ]

[Host, if you don't think of a solution, according to the plot, he will become a dead Qing giant, but you can't see it, you will die first. ]

[Shut up~, watch the surveillance. 】

Su He didn't want to beat around the bush. She had to know whether the idea of ​​becoming the emperor was instilled in him by Concubine Qi and the Queen, or whether he also thought so himself.

"Hongshi, do you want to be the emperor?"

"Mother, I will try my best, but~"

Su He saw that he had been standing there for a long time without saying anything, so she probably guessed it in her heart and said softly, "Hongshi, what mother is asking is, do you want to not be affected by the thoughts of me and your royal mother? We are mother and son, there is nothing we can't say to each other?"

Hongshi's eyes turned red instantly and he knelt on the ground.

"Mother, I don't know myself. You and the Royal Mother have said since I was a child that I want to be the emperor, but I know I am stupid. I have tried very hard, but I still can't satisfy the Royal Father and Master. I work hard every day, but I am not happy at all. I am very tired, I am really tired."

Hongshi felt aggrieved and his tears fell to the ground.

Su He stood up and pulled the young man who was kneeling on the ground up, sat next to him, and patted the back of his hand. "Hongshi, is there anything you like? Or what do you want to do? You can tell me what you think."

"Mother, as long as you don't let me study, I can do anything."

Su He: ...

[Host, is Hongshi's wish the same as your wish when you were a child? ]

[What nonsense are you talking about? What was my childhood wish is the wish of all non-academic masters. ]

Su He was a little worried. "Hongshi, mother also wants to tell you something from her heart. If there is anything that mother said is wrong, or if you have any ideas, we can communicate at any time."

Hiroshi nodded excitedly.

"If you don't go to class, I will tell your Royal Father, but you can't stay here if you don't go to class. Even if you stay here and play, you have to have a reputation. Mother knows that you are good at riding and shooting. Do you want to go on the march and fight?"

"Mother, I haven't been there, but I want to try."

"Mother can let you try, but I have to make it clear to you that mother doesn't want you to be the emperor now. Mother just wants you to live in peace and happiness."

Hongshi lowered his head and said in a muffled voice: "Mother, Hongshi disappoints you."

Su He shook his head, [Ah, I haven't raised a child myself, how can I talk to a child about depression? ]

He quickly explained, "No, mother thinks being the emperor is not good at all."

Hongshi looked at Su He with sparkling eyes. "What do you mean?"

"Think about it, your father is always bothered by the ministers during the day, and after the court, he has to read the ministers' memorials. He has no free time. Whoever he wants to marry is for the sake of balancing interests. He also has to worry about his position being taken away by others. To be a good emperor, diligence is essential. Being a tyrant will be infamous for eternity. Tsk tsk, mother hopes that you can be an idle prince, or a prince who shares the burden with the emperor. In the end, happiness and safety are mother's greatest wish."

Hongshi slapped his thigh and said, "Mother is right. The emperor is indeed too hard-working. I don't want to be so tired. Next time when the emperor tests me, I will tell you this."

Su He grabbed Hongshi's ears and stood up, [I'm going to be pissed off to death by this tiger thing before the Queen kills me].

"Mother, mother, please stop pulling my ears. I won't talk nonsense anymore."

Su He let go of Hong Shi, “You still know you are talking nonsense.”

Hongshi was a little unhappy, "I know, mother is mother, father is father, my son got a little too proud for a moment."

Su He looked at Hongshi like a big dog who had been wronged and touched his head.

"You can act coquettishly with your emperor father when it comes to life, but when it comes to politics, you must always remember that he is the emperor first, and your father second."

"My son knows."

"Besides marching and fighting, what else do you want to do?"

Hongshi thought carefully for a while, "Mother, I want to do business. If I become a general, I may still have the possibility of inheriting the throne, but if I become a businessman, I will have no chance of inheriting the throne at all. No matter which brother becomes emperor in the future, they will not feel threatened by me. But it may be difficult for you, Mother."

[Lingling, Lingling, the heavens have opened their eyes, it is raining red, this young man Hongshi is not stupid, with his temperament, there is still hope for him to become a Confucian businessman. ]

[Yeah, I guess he just has a bad memory. He is really loyal and that’s why he was fooled by the fourth brother.]

Su He was just about to breathe a sigh of relief when she remembered the stupid things Hongshi did when he fell in love with the later Concubine Ying. She thought, "The Emperor is old," and she was really going crazy.

"Hongshi, you are already 15, do you want to find a wife?"