I'm trying to kill myself in Legend of Zhen Huan

Xia Dongchun fanned himself with his hands as he spoke.

"Sister He, I just tasted it, it's really delicious, even more flavorful than what we had last time."

"My lady, Eunuch Zhou is here."

"Your servant Zhou Ninghai pays respects to the Concubine He."

"Cuiguo, move a stool for Eunuch Zhou. Are you here to bring me some delicious food?"

"Your Highness has good eyesight. The weather is hot and our Highness is worried that you will have no appetite due to your pregnancy, so we specially asked the kitchen to prepare some hot and sour appetizers for you."

"Then please thank her for me when you get back. How is your leg?"

"Thank you for your concern, my lady. My leg has fully recovered. With more rehabilitation and good care, it will be fine."

"Hong Tao, go get a bowl of chocolate assorted pastry for Eunuch Zhou."

"My lady, this is unacceptable. I have to go back."

"Don't worry, I'll pack something for your queen, you can take it back, I need to prepare it for a while, you can eat slowly."

Su He brought Cuiguo and the food box that Zhou Ninghai brought into the inner hall.

There were already two empty bowls in front of Zhou Ninghai, and one filled with green pastry. "Hongtao, I can't eat this. If I eat another bowl, I won't be able to eat dinner tonight."

Cuiguo was carrying the lunch box with great effort. Zhou Ninghai ran over and said, "Aunt Cuiguo, why are you still carrying it by yourself? It's very heavy. Why don't you call me and I can carry it over."

"Zhou Ninghai, take this back and mix it with noodles for your wife. Add some cold dishes to it. If it's not enough, come back and ask me for it."

"Okay, thank you, Madam. Madam, I have something to say."

"You said."

"Your Highness, I am a eunuch, so I am not qualified to talk about love. However, I have been with you, and I have seen and heard of many infatuated men and women. Your Highness is simple-minded and considerate of others. However, in this harem, the last thing you should have is a kind heart. I hope your Highness will not forget your original intention and take care of yourself."

"Hearts."

"Your Majesty, the Emperor went to Qingliang Palace after leaving us, but he didn't stay long before leaving. It is said that he was not very happy when he left."

Su He looked at the four extra side dishes on the table, five raw dishes, pickled meat, spicy chicken feet, and a regular guest dish in the show, pickled cucumber, and smiled, "Zhou Ninghai is right, let's eat."

It was late at night and the house was quiet. Although the baby in her belly was protected by Wei Lin's safety pills, more advanced pills did not have them. So Su He experienced all the discomforts that are normal during pregnancy.

[Master, can't you sleep? ]

[This game is not good, the experience is too real, and there are no props. Bad review! ]

[Master, are you going to the Qinzheng Palace tomorrow? ]

【go. 】

【Then you are not afraid of being sacrificed. 】

[Of course I was scared, but after such a long time, even the not-so-smart Cuiguo noticed my identity was different the first time I showed up. I don't believe that Fatty Ju didn't notice anything different about me. After all, Concubine Qi was still very favored in her early years, otherwise she wouldn't have had three children before Hongshi.]

[We slept in the same bed together so many times. With Fatty's suspicious personality, he must have noticed it a long time ago, but he was still very tolerant of me. So I suspected that he also had some tasks or systems. Otherwise, why didn't I get hurt after so many times? ]

[Lingling felt a little guilty. It shouldn't be possible. Fat Ju has always been against feudal superstition.]

[Humph, he is the most superstitious, otherwise why would he eat elixirs and pursue immortality? If eating some pills can make you immortal, then it would be unfair to the old Taoist priests who practice seriously. ]

[But, you guys were angry during the day, so if you go to the Qinzheng Palace tomorrow, you will be giving him face.]

[What does his anger have to do with me? I'm not angry. ]

[You are not angry, why can't you eat? ]

[Hey~ Haven't you noticed that Fatty Orange has become more and more abnormal recently? Don't you think he has been paying a little more attention to me recently? ]

Su He also stretched out his little finger and used his thumb to block the fingertip, [Just this little bit. ]

[Master, you are not emotional anymore! ! ! ]

[Go away, what nonsense are you talking about~]

[You will have feelings for a cat or dog. Don’t mention that I have been acting with him for more than half a year. I just feel that I owe him a favor. I can’t just tell him that we are not suitable and he should stop wasting his time. I need to have some sense of boundaries and we should just maintain a working relationship in the future.]

[No wonder Zhou Ninghai told you not to be kind and not to think of others as you would yourself. Master, you should not be too kind. It is a disease and must be treated!]

[Besides, what favor do you owe me? You have already pledged your love to me, and now you have two children.]

Lingling: Humph! If that fat orange disturbs my master's pure glass heart again, I will expose him as an eavesdropper even if my master punishes me!

When Su He heard Lingling's voice, he felt as if he was struck by thunder. He covered himself with the quilt and began to sob.

[Wuwuwu, Lingling, you are right. I don’t owe anyone any favors. It’s that bastard who owes me favors~~]

[I have never been in love, but now I have two babies. Woohoo~ I am so miserable. If he doesn’t send a sedan chair with eight bearers tomorrow, I will not go to the Qinzheng Palace.]

[Hey~ Master, although you are in the shell of the original Concubine Qi, you have always been yourself. You have never regarded yourself as Concubine Qi, so you jump out from a third-party perspective to look at Yinzhen's behavior towards you. But have you ever thought that the changes in Fat Orange and even the future changes in the Qing Dynasty are all caused by you, so don't think too much, just do things according to your heart. ]

Su He slept until lunch time.

"Cuiguo, is it time for lunch? It smells so good. Hurry and hand me the clothes. I need to wash up and eat."

Then she sat up in a daze, and felt someone clumsily putting clothes on her.

Su He rubbed his eyes and saw the bright yellow figure of the emperor again.

"Fat Orange?"

"I heard it clearly this time. You called me Fatty Orange."

Su He thought of what Lingling said last night, and suddenly he felt confident, "Your Majesty, didn't you ask me to think of a name? I think this name is pretty good. Does Your Majesty dislike it?"

Yinzhen looked at the provocative look on the little man in front of him, and then thought of what Old Thirteen said last night, and slowly uttered two words, "Very good."

Su He:...Boring.

"Your Majesty, why are you here?"

Yinzhen held Su He's hands and looked at Su He with honest eyes, "I shouldn't have been angry yesterday, nor should I have lied to you about going back to the Qinzheng Palace, and I shouldn't have let you go to the Qinzheng Palace and get involved in the turmoil of the previous dynasty."